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irisvoids

Things aren't great, I'm sorry to have to do this but the bank is overdrafted and tonight my microwave broke, the primary way I make food since my oven is out of commission.

I need about $330 dollars, I know that's a lot. I'm going to reblog this post with stuff I can sell. I'm not accepting commissions because I have a few I haven't finished yet and I feel like I wouldn't be mentally able to handle it rn.

Go to paypal.me/christiancruz8 and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

Like I really really really hate this, but I'm trying my best here and I didn't think the microwave would break down, I absolutely do not know what to do without at least something to heat food, I don't have an oven, I don't have a hot plate. I hate asking for such a large amount of funds especially this early in the month because of rent at the end of the month.

I know there are probably a lot of people who think I am not trying, but I have been trying so hard to get out of this hole and it's so unbelievably difficult when I have no support system irl, my asthma makes it hard for me to go out, I am trying to get disability for this + PTSD, but I really do not know what's going to happen with that.

BOOKS 4 SALE.

Former crowdfunding post: https://www.tumblr.com/irisvoids/824136895457001472/i-really-really-need-to-fix-this-before-it-spirals?source=share, I also made another one that's basically the same but i can't find it on my blog now.

irisvoids

I got $40 a little bit ago, I need 290 now to reach goal!!!

irisvoids

Down to needing 260!!!!

irisvoids

Just need $200 now!!!!

irisvoids

Things aren't great, I'm sorry to have to do this but the bank is overdrafted and tonight my microwave broke, the primary way I make food since my oven is out of commission.

I need about $330 dollars, I know that's a lot. I'm going to reblog this post with stuff I can sell. I'm not accepting commissions because I have a few I haven't finished yet and I feel like I wouldn't be mentally able to handle it rn.

Go to paypal.me/christiancruz8 and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

Like I really really really hate this, but I'm trying my best here and I didn't think the microwave would break down, I absolutely do not know what to do without at least something to heat food, I don't have an oven, I don't have a hot plate. I hate asking for such a large amount of funds especially this early in the month because of rent at the end of the month.

I know there are probably a lot of people who think I am not trying, but I have been trying so hard to get out of this hole and it's so unbelievably difficult when I have no support system irl, my asthma makes it hard for me to go out, I am trying to get disability for this + PTSD, but I really do not know what's going to happen with that.

BOOKS 4 SALE.

Former crowdfunding post: https://www.tumblr.com/irisvoids/824136895457001472/i-really-really-need-to-fix-this-before-it-spirals?source=share, I also made another one that's basically the same but i can't find it on my blog now.

irisvoids

I got $40 a little bit ago, I need 290 now to reach goal!!!

irisvoids

Down to needing 260!!!!

irisvoids

Just need $200 now!!!!

irisvoids

Things aren't great, I'm sorry to have to do this but the bank is overdrafted and tonight my microwave broke, the primary way I make food since my oven is out of commission.

I need about $330 dollars, I know that's a lot. I'm going to reblog this post with stuff I can sell. I'm not accepting commissions because I have a few I haven't finished yet and I feel like I wouldn't be mentally able to handle it rn.

Go to paypal.me/christiancruz8 and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

Like I really really really hate this, but I'm trying my best here and I didn't think the microwave would break down, I absolutely do not know what to do without at least something to heat food, I don't have an oven, I don't have a hot plate. I hate asking for such a large amount of funds especially this early in the month because of rent at the end of the month.

I know there are probably a lot of people who think I am not trying, but I have been trying so hard to get out of this hole and it's so unbelievably difficult when I have no support system irl, my asthma makes it hard for me to go out, I am trying to get disability for this + PTSD, but I really do not know what's going to happen with that.

BOOKS 4 SALE.

Former crowdfunding post: https://www.tumblr.com/irisvoids/824136895457001472/i-really-really-need-to-fix-this-before-it-spirals?source=share, I also made another one that's basically the same but i can't find it on my blog now.

irisvoids

I got $40 a little bit ago, I need 290 now to reach goal!!!

irisvoids

Down to needing 260!!!!

irisvoids

Just need $200 now!!!!

irisvoids

Things aren't great, I'm sorry to have to do this but the bank is overdrafted and tonight my microwave broke, the primary way I make food since my oven is out of commission.

I need about $330 dollars, I know that's a lot. I'm going to reblog this post with stuff I can sell. I'm not accepting commissions because I have a few I haven't finished yet and I feel like I wouldn't be mentally able to handle it rn.

Go to paypal.me/christiancruz8 and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

Like I really really really hate this, but I'm trying my best here and I didn't think the microwave would break down, I absolutely do not know what to do without at least something to heat food, I don't have an oven, I don't have a hot plate. I hate asking for such a large amount of funds especially this early in the month because of rent at the end of the month.

I know there are probably a lot of people who think I am not trying, but I have been trying so hard to get out of this hole and it's so unbelievably difficult when I have no support system irl, my asthma makes it hard for me to go out, I am trying to get disability for this + PTSD, but I really do not know what's going to happen with that.

BOOKS 4 SALE.

Former crowdfunding post: https://www.tumblr.com/irisvoids/824136895457001472/i-really-really-need-to-fix-this-before-it-spirals?source=share, I also made another one that's basically the same but i can't find it on my blog now.

irisvoids

I got $40 a little bit ago, I need 290 now to reach goal!!!

irisvoids

Down to needing 260!!!!

irisvoids

Just need $200 now!!!!

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irisvoids

Things aren't great, I'm sorry to have to do this but the bank is overdrafted and tonight my microwave broke, the primary way I make food since my oven is out of commission.

I need about $330 dollars, I know that's a lot. I'm going to reblog this post with stuff I can sell. I'm not accepting commissions because I have a few I haven't finished yet and I feel like I wouldn't be mentally able to handle it rn.

Go to paypal.me/christiancruz8 and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

Like I really really really hate this, but I'm trying my best here and I didn't think the microwave would break down, I absolutely do not know what to do without at least something to heat food, I don't have an oven, I don't have a hot plate. I hate asking for such a large amount of funds especially this early in the month because of rent at the end of the month.

I know there are probably a lot of people who think I am not trying, but I have been trying so hard to get out of this hole and it's so unbelievably difficult when I have no support system irl, my asthma makes it hard for me to go out, I am trying to get disability for this + PTSD, but I really do not know what's going to happen with that.

BOOKS 4 SALE.

Former crowdfunding post: https://www.tumblr.com/irisvoids/824136895457001472/i-really-really-need-to-fix-this-before-it-spirals?source=share, I also made another one that's basically the same but i can't find it on my blog now.

irisvoids

I got $40 a little bit ago, I need 290 now to reach goal!!!

irisvoids

Down to needing 260!!!!

irisvoids

Just need $200 now!!!!

irisvoids

Things aren't great, I'm sorry to have to do this but the bank is overdrafted and tonight my microwave broke, the primary way I make food since my oven is out of commission.

I need about $330 dollars, I know that's a lot. I'm going to reblog this post with stuff I can sell. I'm not accepting commissions because I have a few I haven't finished yet and I feel like I wouldn't be mentally able to handle it rn.

Go to paypal.me/christiancruz8 and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

Like I really really really hate this, but I'm trying my best here and I didn't think the microwave would break down, I absolutely do not know what to do without at least something to heat food, I don't have an oven, I don't have a hot plate. I hate asking for such a large amount of funds especially this early in the month because of rent at the end of the month.

I know there are probably a lot of people who think I am not trying, but I have been trying so hard to get out of this hole and it's so unbelievably difficult when I have no support system irl, my asthma makes it hard for me to go out, I am trying to get disability for this + PTSD, but I really do not know what's going to happen with that.

BOOKS 4 SALE.

Former crowdfunding post: https://www.tumblr.com/irisvoids/824136895457001472/i-really-really-need-to-fix-this-before-it-spirals?source=share, I also made another one that's basically the same but i can't find it on my blog now.

irisvoids

I got $40 a little bit ago, I need 290 now to reach goal!!!

irisvoids

Down to needing 260!!!!

irisvoids

Just need $200 now!!!!

irisvoids

Things aren't great, I'm sorry to have to do this but the bank is overdrafted and tonight my microwave broke, the primary way I make food since my oven is out of commission.

I need about $330 dollars, I know that's a lot. I'm going to reblog this post with stuff I can sell. I'm not accepting commissions because I have a few I haven't finished yet and I feel like I wouldn't be mentally able to handle it rn.

Go to paypal.me/christiancruz8 and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

Like I really really really hate this, but I'm trying my best here and I didn't think the microwave would break down, I absolutely do not know what to do without at least something to heat food, I don't have an oven, I don't have a hot plate. I hate asking for such a large amount of funds especially this early in the month because of rent at the end of the month.

I know there are probably a lot of people who think I am not trying, but I have been trying so hard to get out of this hole and it's so unbelievably difficult when I have no support system irl, my asthma makes it hard for me to go out, I am trying to get disability for this + PTSD, but I really do not know what's going to happen with that.

BOOKS 4 SALE.

Former crowdfunding post: https://www.tumblr.com/irisvoids/824136895457001472/i-really-really-need-to-fix-this-before-it-spirals?source=share, I also made another one that's basically the same but i can't find it on my blog now.

irisvoids

I got $40 a little bit ago, I need 290 now to reach goal!!!

irisvoids

Down to needing 260!!!!

irisvoids

Just need $200 now!!!!

irisvoids

Things aren't great, I'm sorry to have to do this but the bank is overdrafted and tonight my microwave broke, the primary way I make food since my oven is out of commission.

I need about $330 dollars, I know that's a lot. I'm going to reblog this post with stuff I can sell. I'm not accepting commissions because I have a few I haven't finished yet and I feel like I wouldn't be mentally able to handle it rn.

Go to paypal.me/christiancruz8 and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

Like I really really really hate this, but I'm trying my best here and I didn't think the microwave would break down, I absolutely do not know what to do without at least something to heat food, I don't have an oven, I don't have a hot plate. I hate asking for such a large amount of funds especially this early in the month because of rent at the end of the month.

I know there are probably a lot of people who think I am not trying, but I have been trying so hard to get out of this hole and it's so unbelievably difficult when I have no support system irl, my asthma makes it hard for me to go out, I am trying to get disability for this + PTSD, but I really do not know what's going to happen with that.

BOOKS 4 SALE.

Former crowdfunding post: https://www.tumblr.com/irisvoids/824136895457001472/i-really-really-need-to-fix-this-before-it-spirals?source=share, I also made another one that's basically the same but i can't find it on my blog now.

irisvoids

I got $40 a little bit ago, I need 290 now to reach goal!!!

irisvoids

Down to needing 260!!!!

irisvoids

Just need $200 now!!!!

irisvoids

hey hey I made the goal of rent and meds, and while I can get a little bit of food, it's not going to be enough to keep me from fainting on my various psych meds that i have to take with food or i'll get sick.

So anything that can go towards getting a larger supply of food than just a meal or two would be so appreciated!!! $70-90 would net me hopefully a week or mores worth of groceries.

Go to paypal.me/christiancruz8 and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

irisvoids

if can get help i can do a big enough order to last for two weeks!! I have dinner for tonight and tomorrow but not enough for the whole week.

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irisvoids

hey hey I made the goal of rent and meds, and while I can get a little bit of food, it's not going to be enough to keep me from fainting on my various psych meds that i have to take with food or i'll get sick.

So anything that can go towards getting a larger supply of food than just a meal or two would be so appreciated!!! $70-90 would net me hopefully a week or mores worth of groceries.

Go to paypal.me/christiancruz8 and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

irisvoids

if can get help i can do a big enough order to last for two weeks!! I have dinner for tonight and tomorrow but not enough for the whole week.

irisvoids

hey hey I made the goal of rent and meds, and while I can get a little bit of food, it's not going to be enough to keep me from fainting on my various psych meds that i have to take with food or i'll get sick.

So anything that can go towards getting a larger supply of food than just a meal or two would be so appreciated!!! $70-90 would net me hopefully a week or mores worth of groceries.

Go to paypal.me/christiancruz8 and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

irisvoids

if can get help i can do a big enough order to last for two weeks!! I have dinner for tonight and tomorrow but not enough for the whole week.

irisvoids

hey hey I made the goal of rent and meds, and while I can get a little bit of food, it's not going to be enough to keep me from fainting on my various psych meds that i have to take with food or i'll get sick.

So anything that can go towards getting a larger supply of food than just a meal or two would be so appreciated!!! $70-90 would net me hopefully a week or mores worth of groceries.

Go to paypal.me/christiancruz8 and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

irisvoids

if can get help i can do a big enough order to last for two weeks!! I have dinner for tonight and tomorrow but not enough for the whole week.

irisvoids

hey hey I made the goal of rent and meds, and while I can get a little bit of food, it's not going to be enough to keep me from fainting on my various psych meds that i have to take with food or i'll get sick.

So anything that can go towards getting a larger supply of food than just a meal or two would be so appreciated!!! $70-90 would net me hopefully a week or mores worth of groceries.

Go to paypal.me/christiancruz8 and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

irisvoids

if can get help i can do a big enough order to last for two weeks!! I have dinner for tonight and tomorrow but not enough for the whole week.

irisvoids

hey hey I made the goal of rent and meds, and while I can get a little bit of food, it's not going to be enough to keep me from fainting on my various psych meds that i have to take with food or i'll get sick.

So anything that can go towards getting a larger supply of food than just a meal or two would be so appreciated!!! $70-90 would net me hopefully a week or mores worth of groceries.

Go to paypal.me/christiancruz8 and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

irisvoids

if can get help i can do a big enough order to last for two weeks!! I have dinner for tonight and tomorrow but not enough for the whole week.

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irisvoids

Need $80-95 dollars ASAP to get more food, almost out of food and water at home, stressed and worried about what to eat because of that parasite that's happening, anxious, starving, i had to toss some of my food because the fridge was not working for over six hours and now i'm fucking screwed for dinner.

ANYTHING helps, I have to get a grocery order because I can't go out, it's 88+ degrees and I will die if I go outside.

Go to paypal.me/christiancruz8 and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

irisvoids

UPDATE: I was at the ER yesterday with an asthma flare up, and I need help getting my medications, a new steroid inhaler they want me to have and steroid pills.

It's my birthday today!!! (july 17th)

irisvoids

Obviously made it home last night but my bank is now 12 dollars overdrafted and I need food and water and I'm out of toilet paper too 😭😭😭

irisvoids

No donations! I'd love to be able to get groceries and my meds and toilet paper!!! I think 290 to 300 should cover everything I need please 🙏🙏🙏 I hate to keep begging but I've got no support and I'm trying so hard

irisvoids

I got 120!!! thank you so so so so so much I still need 180 to reach my main goals rn before rent in 9 days!!

irisvoids

Need $80-95 dollars ASAP to get more food, almost out of food and water at home, stressed and worried about what to eat because of that parasite that's happening, anxious, starving, i had to toss some of my food because the fridge was not working for over six hours and now i'm fucking screwed for dinner.

ANYTHING helps, I have to get a grocery order because I can't go out, it's 88+ degrees and I will die if I go outside.

Go to paypal.me/christiancruz8 and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

irisvoids

UPDATE: I was at the ER yesterday with an asthma flare up, and I need help getting my medications, a new steroid inhaler they want me to have and steroid pills.

It's my birthday today!!! (july 17th)

irisvoids

Obviously made it home last night but my bank is now 12 dollars overdrafted and I need food and water and I'm out of toilet paper too 😭😭😭

irisvoids

No donations! I'd love to be able to get groceries and my meds and toilet paper!!! I think 290 to 300 should cover everything I need please 🙏🙏🙏 I hate to keep begging but I've got no support and I'm trying so hard

irisvoids

I got 120!!! thank you so so so so so much I still need 180 to reach my main goals rn before rent in 9 days!!

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