Pocketfull of Life

Why I hate Religion, But Love Jesus Video Poem by: Jefferson Bethke Truth.

NYE Fireworks at the City Dock. Annapolis, MD 

Banana & Cinnamon Flavored Gelato Pitango - Washington, DC 

- GH

I walked until i was lost, maybe i would find consistency here. that i had lost years before but i don't remember the story or the plot nor why but i know that i am empty, I am drained, i am tired i have been for many years what i'm looking for is the determination that drive, i use to adore did i love someone to much? maybe they stole my joy or have i lost the soul within me? i kept waiting  for some sign maybe the stars would just fall out the sky even rescue me from this illusion it has to be some sort of game and i continue to lose lives back tracking, backpacking i know what i'm searching for is in my past but my future cant hold onto it... where did my HOPE Go? 

Museum of Art Sculpture Park Garden Washington, DC

-gh

Quality time, sometimes I play along ;)

gaybrielle holbert

There are many things i aspire to be. I like to think of myself as multi-talented. preferably in the journalism field but i would love to eventually teach. I paint free hand and free spirited and i have plans for that as well. I have this secret interest in angles/prospective, but i rather not share just yet. It will be my new added hobby for 2012. However, everything i'm interested in completes my inner creativity. I am and always will be an artist with a creative soul.  I truly believe that everyone should do what they love, it would make more sense if it was the chosen career but Life is funny like that. You never really know. I think if its your first thought of the day, on your mind through out the day and welcoming your prayers before you sleep - then that is what you should be doing. It shouldn't be something you have to think about or question or even doubt but something your passionate about that would take up all your time. Something you wouldn't mind doing endlessly. That is a true calling and everyone has one, some have perfected more. I just want to perfect all my gifts and I will. 

An old poem from years ago.

I actually have to work for every cent i make & it sucks major. i really don't understand how a family lives off a minimum wage salary. its heroic actually. the way i see it, must take some guts to be priceless, disciplined and strong. I commend all those single parents barely making ends. The lesson for me isn't really the fact i'm under paid or doing something i'm not totally in love with. It's the fact that i know what i want but have no clarity to achieve my wants that are portrayed as fears, so i keep waiting as though something will just fall into place. I finally got it though. it took a while but im finally being proactive :) It majorly sucks right now since im in the process of fighting independence  and accepting my circumstances as they come but i just keep in mind the clarity, the drive and the finish line. We all have to grow because growth is important. It is needed to push us through limitations and to remind us just as life goes on, our desires, goals and perception of life does to. So we must all grow and with growth comes new responsibilities and new adventures - opportunities to discover ourselves with greater challenges. This is just another test. I believe i'm passing with flying colors, so i'm thankful. i am also more appreciative of hard work because before now i hardly worked. Anyways i stay tired with this lesson sleep is the key ingredient in my workday. without it i become stagnant and slow. 

Bermuda.  i had no idea about this place until i met the bf. Anyhow the carribean food is excellent & everybody has been on white sand i want to be on Pink sand :)