Rosemary || Part Three “To See The Future”
Rosemary watched as Emery fell deep into the coma, her bare limbs tangled within his. As dawn made its appearance outside, Rosemary could feel a definite and commanding shift within her, starting at the pit of her stomach and reverberating through her lungs, her ribs, and escaping in hoarse breathes from her throat. Her magic vibrated alongside this feeling, a familiar darkness that was both unsettling and riveting at the same time, something that fueled her gifts in conflicting ways.
She would not wait another day to explore that emotion. No, today would be the day.
Slipping from Emery’s grasp, Rosemary dressed herself and washed her face in the basin. Instead of heading downstairs, she climbed the spiral steps leading to the tower at the very top of the house. Closing the door behind her, she settled by the window where several candles lined the ledge. Outside, the sun hid behind heavy gray clouds, overcast from the mountains and offering a mugginess that was sticky with the becoming heat. She felt a bead of sweat run down her face, and matched it with a long and exasperated sigh. From the window she could see Night Haven beginning to come alive.
Never worried about Emery poking around the tower, Rosemary stashed her books and other witchy belongings there to keep them out of the way. A cauldron rested in the corner, hardly used, and a chest full of her new collections of tomes and important items needed for spells sat besides it. Having lost all of her belongings when she perished in the Viking Battle, Rosemary had spent the last several months since her return creating a new collection. With help from Takeshi and other witches in hiding in both Night Haven and Brailston, Rosemary was happy with what she had thus far.
Unlocking the chest, Rose pulled out several books and set them aside, searching for one piece of parchment in particular. She had hid it at the very bottom, fearful that Emery would see it and scold her for having such a thing, or worse, that Takeshi would find out that she had stolen it from his Book of Shadows.
Finally she held the piece of the book in her hands, and the darker elements inside of her that writhed with wanted attention seemed to settle, as if reacting to the page itself. For months Rose had wanted to perform the spell on the parchment yet she lacked the ingredients to do so. Obtaining what was needed proved to be more difficult than she imagined, considering she could not ask Takeshi for help. When Emery would travel to Monir, she often went with him to Brailston and stayed there, shopping the markets and waiting on him to finish his business at The Serpent’s Pass.
But now, she had everything she needed.
With a piece of white chalk, Rosemary drew a pentagram on the floor of the small tower. She lit nearly two dozen candles, scattering them around the room and at each corner of the star.
It wasn't a difficult seance but Rosemary needed a certain element of the Book of Shadows in order to communicate with the dead specifically; if she contacted the wrong spirit she would find herself disturbing the peace in some way, and that was something that she did not want. Rosemary believed that some souls should stay at rest, she knew what it was like to be in the arms of death and purgatory, and if she were in their shoes she would want to be left alone. She had to contact the spirit without disturbing the others around her for she knew that within Night Haven, ghosts trembled along the muddy streets... especially those from the Viking Battle fifty years prior.
From the trunk, Rosemary gathered more supplies that consisted of mostly dried herbs from a week before along with some soil that she put inside of a small vile. This soil was from Lyra's grave. While she had attended her affairs at the house in the Countryside, Rosemary had done some snooping of her own while Anne slumbered and the children rested their eyes. Rosemary had gone through the old trunk that Blaise had left behind. It was there that she found the soil and attached to it was a small piece of parchment with simple letters scribbled it across the faded paper; Lyra. And rosemary knew that this soil was somehow special, but why had Blaise left it behind? She was not sure and she knew that the only way she would get answers was to contact her daughter. If Lyra’s spirit remained on this plane of theirs then Rosemary would be able to connect with her in some way....somehow she would be able to speak with her daughter again.
Sitting on her knees in the middle of the pentagram, Rosemary placed the spell in front of her. Although she had not found a wand yet she felt as though she could perform the spell with just her hands and some concentration. It would be more challenging but she was up for it. Rosemary closed her eyes and channeled the energy around her, focusing on the softness of the breeze that blew through the open tower window. With the dark outside and the grey atmosphere closing in around the city of Night Haven,Rosemary felt very peaceful. There were parts of purgatory that she would rather not remember, but the selected quietness on some special nights were all she longed for at times. It was such a rare thing in that plane of the universe and Rosemary cherished the delicateness that dawn was bringing to her town.
Rosemary held out her hands above the spell, continuing to channel all of her energy into the words printed on the paper. She mumbled them under her breath in a slow mantra, conjuring her magic from the very pits of her stomach to excrete through her hands. At the tips of her fingers, her flesh began to glow a mysterious white, barely beige and flashing with an eerie softness that was both hypnotizing and scary. The ball of light wrapped itself around her fingers like a snake to coil down her wrist and trace each line inside of her palm. Again, Rosemary chanted the next line of the spell and repeated this process until all of the words have been spoken.
By now, the light had enveloped her entire body like a string wrapped around her limbs. Now, she picked up the vial containing the soil from Lyra's grave and poured it in a circle around where she sat. Closing her eyes once more, Rosemary attended to the spell one last time until finally, at the end, she pronounced her daughter's name out loud in a strict and important gesture, as if to grab her attention from the other world.
The wind blew through the window flickering the candles, the balls of lights whipping around Rosemary’s body reacting in unison. Within her, she could feel the dark magic of the other world pulling at her, and it was somewhat comforting and familiar from purgatory. From outside, a black and grey smoke began to plume from the tower window. It was barely there yet it was pungent and it crept along the floor around the pentagram, fusing with each line and sinking deep into it to disappear completely.
Rosemary continue to chant Lyra’s name and her arms raised as she did so. When she did this, the grey smoke from each line of the pentagram raised with her, covering Rosemary in a suffocating, harmless array of smoke. Finally, Rosemary could feel the presence of another within that tower and a part of her was giddy with excitement. However, another part of her longed for there to be another way for her to receive the answers that she was looking. Rosemary knew that it would pain her to see her daughter dead and unable to physically touch her, but it was necessary in order for Rose to protect her new family. She had to be strong for Lyra, for Benjamin, and especially for herself.
Rosemary's arms fell in one swoop and the smoke escaped once again into the pentagram. She opened her eyes and there before her stood the ghost of Lyra.
For a moment, Rosemary could not breathe. Her hand went to her chest in shock, utterly amazed at the pixilated being floating before her. She was transparent and deathly gray, and from the waist down her body morphed into the air so that her legs were not seen. Yet within her eyes was a sadness, something palpable and pungent that Rosemary could not escape. Hollow and filled with a void unattainable on earth, it was evident that Lyra did not belong...and that her body, even in her ghostly appearance, was fading into the rare form of the poltergeist.
“Are you...” Rosemary swallowed, hearing the sound of her voice crack when she tried to speak. “...are you a ghost?”
It was possible that Lyra could be a phantom, trapped within the worlds and unable to find the strength to manifest into her body. Emery had told her countless stories about the phantoms at the graveyard, moaning and lingering between the realms, lost. Was it possible? If so, Lyra could learn to harness her power and become solid once again...they could be together...they could...
“Yes,”
Her voice was like an ancient dream that sounded far away, an echo that encompassed Rosemary in a sea of guilt and regret. Sadly she lowered her head, a sudden feeling of grief and loss overcoming her body. To know that her daughter had died was an awful thing to feel in general, but to see her in her current state left a hole in Rosemary’s heart. She felt as though she had failed every aspect of Lyra’s life. It wasn’t supposed to be like this.
“I am...I am so sorry for giving you away. I am sorry I died n the Viking Battle and I’m sorry I was not there for you when you discovered your magic. I should have been there, I should have never let you out of my sight,” Rosemary felt a weakness explode within her upon remembering the day that she gave Lyra to Susan. Nothing could ever compare to that moment...except to relive the horror as she was now. “Can you ever forgive me?”
The ghost of Lyra hummed and continued to float just out of reach. She was older, appearing as a woman who died as a mother and who had seen the world beyond white magic. “I forgave you a long time ago,”
Rosemary’s heart skipped a beat, a cleansing feeling washing over her.
“I have been waiting for this moment for many years. It was foretold that the seal between worlds would be bent, and that you would walk this land again. In doing so, I have remained as a shadow, awaiting your arrival,” Lyra said. Rosemary looked upon her daughter confused.
“Foretold? By who? Who could have possibly known that I would step from purgatory?”
“My son, Blaise, your grandson. He is more than just a warlock...he is a seer,”
“A seer? He can see the future?”
“Yes,”
Rosemary was in shock. She had never discovered the lineage of fae that her blood had came from, but knowing that Blaise was a true seer could only mean that the fae DNA was powerful. Everything began to slowly make sense to her...why he ran, why he left his family...
“Is he alive? Blaise? If so, I must find him. He abandoned his family after you passed away. His wife and children have yet to forgive him...they think he sold his soul for immortality but if that is not the case, I can reunite them...they can be a family again,”
Lyra nodded at her words. “Blaise left this country to seek the council of a great warlock in France. Seeing the future comes with a price...to know all, to see all...Blaise discovered something unexplainable, and that is why he left. Staying would have placed his family in harms way. There are people looking for him. He could not risk Anne and the children,”
“This warlock, who is he? What could he possibly want with Blaise? He’s been gone for over a decade, how do you know he is still alive?”
“I know,”
“But how? What if the warlock was the one looking for him? What if he is being held against his will? What if he needs help?!”
“You have little faith in me,”
“What? No--no, Lyra I promise I believe you. I just want to make sure he is safe...his family deserves to know, don’t you think?”
Lyra remained quiet, as if she were hiding something. Somehow, Rosemary could sense this. Her eyes narrowed as she looked upon the ghost of her daughter. “You are not telling me something. You would not have waited around all these years not to give me any kind of information to go off of,”
“Finding Blaise will be the death of you, mother. If you seek out my son, he will destroy you,”
Rosemary’s shoulders slumped in defeat at the information, regretting asking in the first place. “So either I allow Benjamin and his sister to grow up without their father for the sake of my life, or I reunite them and sacrifice my own,”
“That is correct,”
“How is this fair?”
“It is not,”
A silence settled between mother and daughter, haunting and deafening. Rosemary felt the weight of the world crashing down around her, and it was impossible to make the right decision. She cared for her family and wanted Benjamin to know that magic was not to be ashamed of, and that he could learn to harness the good in magic instead of the evil. Knowing that Blaise did not sell his soul as of yet made Rosemary believe that there was still hope.
“What will happen to you now?” Rosemary asked her daughter, afraid of the answer but needing to know either way.
“I will pass to the next life. My duty is completed. I was the only one in this world that knew of Blaise’s true nature; I took that secret to my grave. Now I pass it on to you, mother. I know that you will make the right choice,”












