sweet grief
- to the boy who left me a scar
It’s always suppose to be the guy to pursue the girl But it always felt like I was chasing after you
You told me you loved me, but I guess that was all a lie Just so you could get your fucken high
But hey, I guess you weren’t the only one who lied When I told you I had two, you were actually the only guy
Patience, that’s the only thing I asked of you But as soon as I said that, you cut me in two Said you couldn’t date a girl that was “prude”
Always hit me up with a “wyd” and never a “hey baby, how you doing?”
Guess it’s my fault for expecting more I mean what did I expect I was dealing with a fuckboi
Sorry I don’t mean to sound mean It’s just, you really did a number on me
Everyone told me I was a silly fool, but I couldn’t help but believe in you Guess it’s my fault
I mean let’s face it, you took advantage of my precious heart and the way I felt for you
It’s been over a year now, and nothings changed So I guess it’s time to call it quits
Don’t get me wrong, I feel like I’ll always have a soft spot for you But I have to choose me, since you never will
I still have hope and believe we’ll find our way back to one another But I guess I just sound delusional, right?
Looks like I have to come to the conclusion that you were just a lesson I needed to learn
For some character development And to finally be with the guy I actually deserved
-e.m
