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I can’t sleep. I just keep thinking...

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“The heart is still present, But the feeling is gone. The warmth feels like it’s not holding on. My heart beats, to keep me alive. And yet I feel like I’m dying inside.”
-me (via ely-yahu)
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You Should Know.
I miss you more than you think. Love is still there. Don't say it's not because you don't know. The things you don't know; I wish I could explain myself. I wish I could tell you exactly how I feel and what goes through my mind each and every day. I wish I could tell you that I truly do think about you all the time. But I don't wanna hurt you anymore. So I keep my distance. I guess that's what I've become. A distant person. From everyone who means something to me and from everyone I love. I'm trying to better myself but I'm so far from better. I'm just drowning myself in my own pain and my own anxiety. When I don't wanna wake up @ 4am and run, when I don't wanna eat right, and when I don't want to lift weights when I get home from work. I still force myself to do it. The exhaustion is my punishment. So I force myself to feel pain. Because no matter the pain I feel from it, it's not worse than the rollercoaster I caused someone else. The pain I caused you. I'm still broken. I still don't know what I want. But I do still love you, and hearing the way you speak of yourself... makes me do nothing but want to push myself that much harder. The pain that leads to my self improvement is my consequence. Maybe it'll show me one day the ways I fucked up. But it'll all be far to gone by then. I chose this for myself. I chose this struggle.
I’ve been searching for an exit but I’m lost inside my head Where I spend every waking moment wishing I was dead
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"On a night when I cannot breath, all I need is the relief. Of the love of my life within my arms, us together keeping eachother from harm"
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I will one day marry this love of my life!! She's perfect and I know she will be by my side forever!(: I love you Haley Elizabeth Bumke<3

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You’ve been hurt sorely. Please let me change that. Please. I remember once when one of our friends cracked a joke, and for a split second I saw your smile - fucking hell, I froze. Nobody ever made me feel paralyzed like you did with an innocent gesture. When will you ever let me in? I guess when I told you I thought about you every night and that you reminded me of black and white films and red wine, it wasn’t enough. I’ll choose you over any girl I tried to undress. Because you’re depth. I’ll make you see why I love you. I’ll show you how beautiful you are. I’ll tell you in words, I’ll portray it with actions. I promise. I’ll do everything I can to make the voices go away. I’ll make you comfortable with your body. Your curves, your stretch marks, your hips. All of those I love. I’ll kiss your bruises. I’ll kiss your scars. I’ll kiss you when you ask me to go away because you’re busy with homework but we’ll end up making out on your doorstep anyway. My goal is to make you laugh while we’re kissing. That would be heaven on earth. We’ll take a train to a city we’ve both never been before, and I want you to realize that you’re not caged in one place. There’s a city fit for you- fit for us- where not a single person knows me and you. Baby, you can start all over again. You won’t feel destructive anymore. Because soon, you’ll be a revolution that I cannot touch. I’ll throw stones in your window at four in the morning so we could chase the sunup and I won’t return you to your parents till you’ve seen the sundown. We’ll fuck in a cheap motel along the highway but when I can’t really take it; I’ll pull over and we’ll fuck in the backseat of my car. Because I need you, because there are times I’ll look at you and it will take me minutes to grasp that you’re mine, you beautiful girl, and I hope you need me too. And if you’re crying, I will leave the school field trip just to see you. I’ll leave the party. I will leave work to see you. Fuck, I’ll run. I won’t be one of those boys who will make up lies to make you feel better. I won’t say a thing. I’ll be silent. I’ll push away your tears with my thumbs, I will hold you until you stop shaking, I will straighten out the knots in your hair. When you aren’t looking, tears will spring up from my eyes. Because you’re hurting- and I’m hurting too. By now, I have an inkling how your mind works. You’ll think you’ll feel weak when you’re near me but rest assured, you’re the one making me weak.
a.s., this is for trying-to-end-the-pain (via mossyribs)
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