ཐི༏ཋྀ☾Thaliya☽ཐི༏ཋྀ

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Darekas Blog To Block:

No. I combined two different Moth/Moon names. And no I haven’t seen it nor do I want to. But since my name is such an issue for people. I’ll change it.

Busy day today. Woke up around 1:50pm. Then had my Care Manager here from 2:00-3:00 to help with my Raft application and to apply to college for Wildlife Rehab. She also wrote up a comprehensive medical document for me to give to my new psychiatrist in the future. I have actually been seeing Emma (my therapist) for 2 months. But I missed a few appointments the past 2 weeks.

And then from 3:00-4:00 I had therapy today. Had to shut my phone off so was unable to answer anons or messages.

Also, I do see the anons I got, but I won’t be responding to them. As I said last night, I do not want any drama related anons on my blog. I am trying to concentrate on God, and getting my mental health back on track. So all drama related anons will be blocked. Thank You.

Thank you!

It is honestly exhausting to read this "final rant" and realize that you are still so deeply obsessed with monitoring every facet of my life and my friends lives. If this was truly a "final word,” you wouldn’t be spending every waking moment glued to our blogs, desperately trying to keep track of every move we make. To even have the information you’re ranting about, you have to be stalking OUR pages constantly, which is the only reason you even know what we are posting, and it exposes how much time you waste obsessing over us instead of living your own life. You claim you want to be left alone, but you are the one broadcasting your feelings about us to the world and consistently sending US anons. If you really wanted space, you would stop checking our blogs and profiles every single day and finally find something productive to do with your time. It is also delusional for you to sit there and claim that you wouldn't run away from me or to say that I would call the police on you if I showed up, when in reality, we all know I am not scared of you AT ALL. I called the police simply because you are relentlessly harassing me IN REAL LIFE, by sending unwanted mail to my home under my online only name, and bombarding me with daily spam calls, texts, and emails. You have the nerve to call me a "Karen" and try to flip the script, but the only reason the police have ever been involved against you, is because of your own persistent, unhinged harassment. You also love to project your own insecurities by claiming I don't have friends, yet I am the one who posts photos documenting my life and my actual relationships, while you keep yours entirely invisible, (probably because they don't exist, or because you are too busy using all your time to stalk me and my friends.)

It is also laughable that you think I’m obsessed with you, when this entire post is just a massive projection of your own deep seated insecurities onto me and my friends. You sit there, day after day, gathering data on us because you have nothing of your own to focus on, and then you try to flip the narrative to make yourself look like the victim. It is clear that you are the one who is deeply worried and constantly looking for things to prove, because you are absolutely terrified of being irrelevant to the circle you claim to hate. You are so desperate to feel like you are apart of our lives that you have manufactured all of this drama to make yourself the center of attention, which is a clear sign that you need to step back and examine why your own life feels so empty.

You also have the audacity to accuse me and my friends of copying you, but that is just another pathetic projection that shows how little you have going on. It is beyond arrogant for you to sit there and assume that everything we do or post about on OUR BLOGS, is a reaction to you, as if you are the reason for our entire existence. We are busy living our own lives, and frankly, we have much better things to do than to sit here and constantly argue with someone who spends their free time writing unhinged manifestos about people they claim they don't know or care about. The truth is, nobody actually likes you or interacts with you on here, so you’re just sitting at your computer, watching our blogs and pretending that random people are coming to you with information, which is a delusional performance you are putting on for an audience that simply does not exist.

Furthermore, stop lying about "anons" sending you things because it is genuinely embarrassing to witness. We all know how Tumblr works. (You cannot even send screenshots through an anon message, so that entire narrative you’ve built is a complete fabrication designed to make you feel like you’re part of some larger conflict you aren't actually involved in.) You’re literally just watching our blogs and making things up because you can't handle the fact that you aren't part of our lives, and it shows everyone how desperate you are to feel like you’re relevant. It’s pathetic that you have to pretend people are feeding you info just to justify your constant surveillance of us, when in reality, everyone sees right through every single one of your lies.

It is also hilarious to read your claim that you "never told me what you liked" and that you "lied" because we "weren't close," as if that somehow excuses your erratic, obsessive behavior. The reality is that you are nothing but a rage baiter, constantly curating your posts with the sole intention of provoking my friends and myself into an argument. We all see right through your transparent tactics, where you’ll claim you hate a show or an interest one minute, only to suddenly discover a sudden passion for it the next, all just to get a reaction out of us or to drag us into another one of your pathetic, manufactured fights. It’s not about your personal growth, it’s about your desperate, pathetic need for our attention, and it’s honestly sad that you think we’re too oblivious to notice how you warp your own personality just to try and bait us.

Furthermore, your claims about us being "fake" are completely projected, because you are the only one here who has been frantically cycling through everyone in our social circle. You only ever tried to crawl back into our lives when I, or Milo and Esme, caught you in a blatant lie about your behavior, and you thought that by running back either to myself or to them, you could bury your own dishonesty. As soon as you re entered the picture, you would immediately try to turn me, Milo, and Esme against one another by weaponizing our private conversations to incite fights. You are the one playing these unstable, back and forth games, constantly jumping from person to person (from me to Milo and Esme, and back to Kai), because you can't stand to be alone and you’re busy trying to stir up as much drama as humanly possible. You don't have a stable bone in your body, and your inability to stay consistent with your own "friendships" is just more proof that you are the common denominator in all of this chaos, always looking to use people to manufacture conflict.

Also, your hypocrisy is reaching a new level anyways, because you act like you hate us, yet you are the one constantly sending me and my friends anonymous messages trying to manipulate my friendships. You have the nerve to tell me to block Milo because she "can't be trusted," while you are simultaneously sending her anonymous messages telling her to block me. It is so obvious that you are absolutely consumed by jealousy over our friendship, and you are trying to tear us apart because you can't stand seeing us happy together as friends. You are the only person who is trying to create drama between us, and it proves that you are the one who is truly fake and obsessed.

Your comment about not wanting a "relationship like mine" is just a transparent, sad attempt to mask your own bitterness and deep seated unhappiness with your own relationship and life. You’re so focused on dissecting my life and trying to paint a negative picture of my friendships and relationships that you’ve become completely blind to the fact that you are the one failing at maintaining real connections online and in real life. If your life is actually as great as you try to make it sound on your blog, why are you so consumed with what is happening in mine or my friends? You are clearly projecting your own failed relationships and personal issues onto the people you spend all day stalking because it is easier to judge us, than to look in the mirror and face your own reflection.

Also stop trying to paint me and my friendships as "fake" or "toxic,” when you’re the one keeping this entire situation alive with your public drama and “rants” on a daily basis. If our friendship was truly as bad for your growth and maturity as you claim, you would have moved on quietly already, instead of posting these long, ridiculous rants that only serve to prove you haven't moved on at all. Instead, you keep digging for dirt on us, rage baiting us, and proving that you have no intention of actually growing or moving forward, because you are addicted to the drama you claim to hate. It is the only thing that gives your day any structure, and that is a sad, pathetic way to live your life.

You also keep telling me to "worry about my own life," yet you are effectively living rent free in my business every single day. I do worry about my life. I do not mention you or give you any sort of attention, until YOU get me to the point I feel like I have to defend myself. (With the 100+ calls, emails, texts, and letters I get daily that YOU signed me up for. Then add in the massive amount of anons. The brand new accounts following me lately.) You act like you are above all of this, yet you are the one who seems not only desperate for our attention, but desperate for validation from people who don't care about you. Every insult you throw at me or about my friends/boyfriend, my life, or my behavior, is just a direct reflection of exactly what you are doing right now. You are the one who is insecure, you are the one who is obsessed, and you are the one who is constantly lying about your life just to feel like you're keeping up with us.

Also, bringing up your medical history in this context is honestly bizarre, and frankly, it is another bold faced lie that proves how far you will go for attention. You claim you had a red blood cell count of 4, but like the anon said to Milo, (and I even asked my aunt who is a nurse after I saw that anon), anyone with a basic understanding of medicine knows you would be dead or in a critical care unit for weeks, if that were true. Using such a blatant, dangerous lie just to garner sympathy or try to win a petty argument is beyond low and shows your character. You aren't fooling anyone with these dramatic, medically impossible stories, and it only confirms how far you’ll go to fabricate a reality where people should care about your manufactured crises.

The irony of you saying "don't like me, don't look at my blog" is completely lost on you because you are the one who is obsessed. You are the one who needs to stop looking at OUR lives and finally get a hobby that doesn't involve us. You are the one who is keeping this "drama" going by constantly addressing us and making public posts about us or towards us every time you feel neglected. If you actually wanted us to "leave you alone," you would stop making your life all about us, but you are too addicted to the attention to actually stop. You have built this entire cycle yourself, and you are the only one who can stop it by finally getting a life of your own.

You also have the audacity to talk smack about my boyfriend, calling him names (like racist) that he is not, yet you are currently busy rekindling things with your rapist ex boyfriend. (Idk if you’re dating him but you are at least trying to be cool with him again.) and the lack of self awareness you show is actually staggering and frankly disgusting. You want to cast stones at my life and my relationship, but you are choosing to align yourself with someone who YOU claimed is objectively dangerous, all while trying to paint a false narrative about my partner who isn't even what you say he is. It shows exactly what kind of character you have that you would prioritize that relationship while trying to smear mine, and it just proves that your judgment is completely void of any value.

It is also not my responsibility to educate you on my relationship, but keep your false labels to yourself because nobody asked for your opinion. You are throwing around words you don't even understand to try and make me or my friendships look bad, but it only highlights how miserable you are that you have to invent things about my partner, my friends, or myself just to make yourself feel slightly superior. Maybe if you focused on the questionable and dangerous people you choose to associate with, you would have a much better handle on your own life instead of being the problem in everyone else's.

You also talk about mental health and growth in your post, but everything you are doing is the exact opposite of that. You are spiraling, you are lying to tumblr, and you are fixated on people who are clearly not interested in your existence. You think you are "calling people out," but all you are doing is proving how unstable and problematic you have become. It is sad to watch, but it is entirely your own doing, and you have no one to blame but yourself for the position you've put yourself in.

You’ve built this whole narrative where you’re the victim of some grand obsession, but everyone can see that you are the one who is truly obsessed. You’re holding onto this fake grudge against all of us, because it gives you something to focus on besides your own problems and your own boring existence. It is honestly pathetic to watch you keep this going while pretending you’re the one who is "done with it,” when your actions show you are more involved than ever. You are clearly the problem here, and until you realize that, you’re just going to keep living in this cycle of your own creation.

My bestie Ashlee went to a yard sale today and bought me a bunch of Highland Cow stuff and Hello Kitty Stuff, and she bought Zack some Pittsburgh Steelers Stuff. She’s the bestest. Cant wait to give her some stuff I’m gonna get her when she’s here!

Watching Avatar The Last Airbender with Zack. It’s been really great so far!

Thank you! I will have it done hopefully by the time I go to bed!

Just woke up and Ashlee drew my dog for me! I wish I could draw this good!

Getting ready to go to bed. It's sooooo foggy outside! Zack got home around 3 so we watched Man In The White Van. It just ended. I hope everyone has a great night that I care about.

Found Ambers bunny a home tonight, so finally my boy is able to free roam fully and have fun hopping around. He’s a much happier boy!

My friend Ashlee drew this! I wish I could draw this good! This is AMAZING! She does requests if anyone wants a drawing done. (Only for people I like.)

She’s gonna draw Koda for me soon. I can’t wait!

This is my lock screen, home screen, and keyboard. 🩷

My babe just sent me this on Snapchat. Never been a big fan of MIW, because I’m not a fan of screamo. But he said he dedicated this song to me. It made me cry…

I absolutely can not wait until this movie comes out in November! Super Duper excited!