Kirigaya Kazuto

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-This is War, 30 Seconds to Mars

These kids weren’t main characters, they weren’t even recognizable faces. You weren’t supposed to feel anything for them. In fact, you were supposed to dislike them, because they were too scared to go out and help the characters who were humanized, who you did like. But this fucking kid, this poor, scared kid who you don’t even fucking know, just quietly kills himself like it’s the most natural thing in the world. No drama, no theatrics, no emotional speeches. He just does it. Almost as if it’s just the rational thing to do, like drinking water when you’re thirsty. For me, there was nothing more real in the entire series than this, and there was nothing that defined the characters’ way of life more. Because what the hell kind of world do you have to live in to treat suicide like such a logical option?

And last, that the mun may be sweet, but that doesn’t mean I should be walked over.

He teased, his body then pushed against the ground again, as his body became nothing but a blur and neon lights from the force of the hits.  God, he felt so alive.  Not only was the group of the armored lizards finally going down in numbers, but he felt something odd. This had happened before. Not by dungeon but by scene. It was like he was with the Black Cat Guild all over again. Getting locked up in a room with tons of monsters, having his friends, (his only friends at the time) die before his eyes. Metallic eyes widened. It felt like he was in that room once again, his body froze with his sword placed in front of him. Sweat ran down the side of his face, his breathing slightly more erratic.  All those people.. died cause of him. Cause he decided not to let anyone in. Because he thought they would hate him if he told them his real level which was 47 and not 20. If only he told them sooner what they were getting into and if only he could save her.  She was scared, like him but she fought anyway. ‘Sachi.. I promised to protect you. I promised you wouldn’t die.’  As the guilt echoed through his mind, causing his body to freeze. He was unaware of the attacks around him

♚█▓▒░: It seemed they simply needed to recollect themselves and take a moment to compose. Asuna was fast—but she wasn’t fast enough to clear out this entire dungeon by herself. She was more then grateful for Kirito to have been by her side. The start was easy. Red slashes seemed to stain the air with ever fluid movement she made. Taking out one, after the other after the other. The respawn system seemed to have slowed finally. Almost cleared by now— "Save me?—" Asuna stifled a small laugh, that determined smile of hers etched across her face. It was strange, being out here—doing what she did best wasn’t the same if she were alone on the front lines. But doing this, alongside with Kirito; was different. Breath taking watching him move the way he did. She turned to make her way back towards him when her face fell. The Rapier lowering down to her side as she skidded to a halt. What was he doing? Why had he just—-froze up like that?! "Kiri—" A gasp left her lips as the Lizards saw no reason to stop. They continued to attack, moving forward. She watched—Slash, slash; they clawed at her as she moved toward the middle. Getting to him as fast as she could. Eyes glancing up to their health as she watched it go down sporadically. Her face contorted as she moved with ease, a flash like lightning taking out whatever Lizard that moved to close. Her hand reached out to for him, taking a hold of that thin shirt he wore and pulled him off to the side. The once green health bar now read Yellow on the vice Commander. "Kirito—Kirito-kun!" She called out to him.  

  “Sachi!” he yelled, his body arching for hers. When he realized he wouldn't reach her in time, his body went completely on its own. His trusted swords slipped from its home and his level 47 sliced through the monsters like butter. It was too late, she was hit. Hit hard enough that her body started to fall. Yet she was smiling. Why was she smiling? Her mouth moved with inaudible words for all he knew she could have been cursing at him. Her body went into shambles, and like any other death, her crystals shattered into the air. After that, Kirito couldn't remember. All he could though was tell their leader what had happened to his friends. When they met up, the other had such a smile on his face and had the keys in hand. Yet- the smile soon fell when Kirito explained what had happened. One thing led to another and the other had committed suicide.  That was when Kirito couldn't stress others enough that he had become a solo player. A hand. Someone is touching him. Who or more like, what as touching him?  Why was the person or whatever it was yelling at him? Why does it sound so urgent? Suddenly, the rush of reality hits him. His body seemed to click into the ‘real world’ and what he saw angered him. Asuna was protecting him. Taking him off to the side but that wasn't what really angered him. It was her health was in yellow.  No. NO ONE in my party is allowed to die.  Taking her arm gently, he pushed her behind him. No, even if these were just low levels, they could defeat many strong people if grouped up.  His head tilted to look behind him. “When I charge, you are going to run. Those doors will open soon. I don’t care if you leave me behind. I rather have you live.. “

             ▒▒ღ▒▒ “You can’t keep going on like this!”                        The Auburn haired girl protested.                        ”You’ll get yourself killed!”

  ▒▒ღ▒▒ "—-!" Asuna had made her way to the other side of the closed arena. As soon as those doors had closed behind them—she knew it had been a slight mistake. Though, luckily for either of them it didn’t seem to be such a difficult boss to defeat. However once the lizards began to spawn, the Vice commander knew there was trouble brewing. Crystals didn’t work; there was no way to wait for their health to regenerate. She could only hope that wasn’t going to be an issue with Kirito-kun. Moving swiftly through the hoard of respawning lizards, her rapier moved fluently. Her hand jutting out as she was quick to move out of reach from nearly every move they seemed to send her way. Her eyes flickered to the Beater on the other side, eyes narrowing as she shook her head slightly. ‘Stupid stupid!’ Her thoughts not necessarily aiming for him but for herself. For a front liner, she should have seen this coming. And to lose Kirito like this? Of all things!?—He should have known better. Making her way through the creatures, Asuna gasped some only to canter her head to the side to see him; back pressed up against hers. Her lips twitched some into a smile. They had to move towards the center to end the battle. Asuna moved to lift her Rapier as the Lizards moved to hurl them towards the two—Pressing her back against Kirito’s she shot out quickly. Moving like a blur, graceful lights forming slashes. Monster against monster vanishing into air as she moved further and further away from the Black swordsman. A flash could be seen nearly buzzing about as she moved, keeping a quick eye on her health as she did so. 

He teased, his body then pushed against the ground again, as his body became nothing but a blur and neon lights from the force of the hits.  God, he felt so alive.  Not only was the group of the armored lizards finally going down in numbers, but he felt something odd. This had happened before. Not by dungeon but by scene. It was like he was with the Black Cat Guild all over again. Getting locked up in a room with tons of monsters, having his friends, (his only friends at the time) die before his eyes. Metallic eyes widened. It felt like he was in that room once again, his body froze with his sword placed in front of him. Sweat ran down the side of his face, his breathing slightly more erratic.  All those people.. died cause of him. Cause he decided not to let anyone in. Because he thought they would hate him if he told them his real level which was 47 and not 20. If only he told them sooner what they were getting into and if only he could save her.  She was scared, like him but she fought anyway. ‘Sachi.. I promised to protect you. I promised you wouldn’t die.’  As the guilt echoed through his mind, causing his body to freeze. He was unaware of the attacks around him