@heartwilled... you're not alone in this. you know that, right? - bianca for laila
holding his dirty, torn hat in her hands, she had desperately searched above and below the cliffs, and came up empty. the world yanked the rug from beneath her feet, leaving her adrift with only a single mooring line around her waist. in her dreams, she sees him falling, with her hand always just out of reach to save him.
he can't be gone. he can't.
she was the one who was supposed to always look after him. ever since mom first brought blair into their lives over a decade ago, she resolved to be the big sister he could rely on. she never wanted her own shortcomings to hold him back, and she couldn't be more proud of all he had achieved.
now, she was left with the memory of a bright smile from his last phone call, and the champion's crown that weighed far, far too heavy and dripped tears of molten gold. she could hardly breathe anymore. every inhale proved to be a struggle, as though her body refused to work as it once did out of grief.
league duties, working with interpol to track down the seven sages, helping clay with team plasma's remnants... working distracted her. working gave her a purpose when she didn't have one anymore.
❝ yeah... i know, ❞ laila choked out, her words so, so fragile. she found solace with bianca ( cheren too ), and clung to her both metaphorically and physically. whenever she returned to nuvema town, her steps took her to her best friend's house. though all of them had their own paths, they weathered this storm together in the best way they knew how -- the only way they knew.
❝ i don't know what i'd do without you. ❞