OTROSO

you ever feel like you're not "man" enough. I always get that feeling for a lot of things about me. The main reason why I feel like this is cause I have a small amout of body/face hair. like, the hair there just isn't that thick and full. Idk... also whenever my voice goes high pitch, I feel like less of a man whenever I speak in my "high" voice. AND NO. I'M NOT TRANS, SHUT UP. I'M NOT SECRETLY A WOMAN OR TRANSITIONING INTO A MAN. I was born a guy, and I WANT to stay, and be a MAN. I just don't like being a whimp.

just had my first "solo" shift today at work. the first couple hours I had my other co-workers helping with waiting tables, but they left early for something, so it just became me and the owner. (and the cooks too, but their job is to cook the food. duh.) the first couple tables were fine and they came and went. There was also this table of 8 (my first real big table.) That was a real challenge, (thank GOD the owner was there cause he tackled all the online orders, if I had to do them on top of the tables I would've died X-X) but it was worth it cause I got a $30 tip. In total I made $72 dollars from all my tips, a bit more than usual. For my first "solo" day it was nice. Also with my new money I was able to buy that little darkie plush I wanted... I'm so excited for it to come in the mail............. YIPPEE!!!