There Are 13 Pin-sized Spiders In Your Hair

I hate, how hard it is to get into a new hobby right now. Especially with ADHD. I know, that trying new things is good for my brain, but unfortunately, it is not good, for my wallet. AND I HATE IT SO MUCH BECAUSE INSTEAD OF THINKING “oh wow, this looks really fun, I think I want to try it” I JUST THINK “oh no, my brain wants to pick up another random hobby because of a hyperfixation that I’m inevitably going to drop because I lose interest in it and I’ll basically just spend an absurd amount of money for literally nothing.” AND TO MAKE THINGS WORSE, THIS MIND SET EVEN SEEPS INTO THINGS THAT AREN’T EXPENSIVE, EVEN FREE SOMETIMES!!! BECAUSE MY BRAIN HAS ALREADY FORMED AN ALARM SYSTEM THAT TELLS ME IT’S NOT WORTH IT EVEN THOUGH THERE’S LITERALLY NOTHING STOPPING ME