Virago Art Challenge 2018: Day 19
Combeferre sighed, rubbed his eyes, and said, âI donât know why Iâm being such a bore, forgive me. Â These kinds of parties make me feel very low. Â I know I shouldnât feel that way, and I know youâll never understand because you donât give a damn about things like class and wealth, but truly, I feel like a peasant in these places. Â And thatâs when I start thinking, Well, at least in Gap I fit in with all the other peasants.â Â He regarded me with a grave look and added, âYou know that I would do anything for you, but if it werenât you asking, I would never come to a place like this.â
I wasnât sure what I ought to say to him. Â It wasnât a subject that had ever come up between us. Â In my experience among the students of Paris, I had never met any young man who made class or wealth a prerequisite for friendship. Â All were free and welcoming with their affection, and our friends were among the most so. Â I had always known, somewhere in the back of my mind, that Combeferre and I werenât equals in the eyes of society at large, but I had never seen the difference between us. Â Even if I did consider our respective social positions, I could not fathom where the difference was between a man born of small-town bourgeois and a woman born of rural nobility.
But it pained me that a man so noble in spirit could be brought low by these shallow creatures who happened to have been born noble in blood.  It pained me even more to be the one who had exposed him to that humiliation, and I resolved that if it were a choice between Agnès and Combeferre on this issue, surely my duty was to him first.
âAll right,â I said at last.  âIâm done playing by Agnèsâ rules.  She wanted me to avoid causing a scandal, by which I suppose she meant I should treat you carefully and avoid giving any grounds for gossip.  But you know, I think I just realized how we might make this awful party a little more interesting.â
âOh lĂ ,â said Combeferre with a sigh. Â âThis is going to get us into trouble, isnât it.â
âIâm sure Agnès will be furious with me,â I said, âbut I can live with that.  I want you to know with absolute certainty that I think youâre a far better man than these fools are.â
âSaying that is enough, you donât have toââ
âNo, I want them to know it too.â
He caught my little smile, and said apprehensively, âWhat kind of scandal did you have in mind?â
âNot a big one,â I said. Â âIâm not that ambitious tonight. Â Just a little scandal will do.â Â And I took him by the hand. Â âDance with me.â
He drew back from me a bit, shocked. Â âI canât do that.â
âOf course I can dance,â he said indignantly.  âItâs justâŚIâm notâand youâand Agnès!âAnd I thought you hated dancing anyway.  âMeaty hands,â and all that.â
I laughed. Â âCome on, letâs go in.â
âThis is foolishness,â Combeferre murmured, but he didnât resist as I pulled him into the room and towards the dance floor. Â âAnd youâre going to try to lead, arenât you.â
âIâll let you lead,â I offered generously.
âUh-oh, thereâs Agnès,â I said, steering him a bit off course.  âWouldnât want to spoil the surprise.â
âYou know, you really donât need to prove anything to anyone,â Combeferre said timidly, a final, desperate effort as we reached the floor.
âBe a man, citizen,â I commanded him, and I placed his hand firmly on my waist. Â âYou have your orders, now complete the mission.â
Combeferre stood undecided for a moment, gazing reluctantly at the other dancing couples. Â At last making up his mind, he gave a short nod, suddenly every inch my level-headed lieutenant, took my hand, and pulled me out onto the floor. Â His hand, resting at the small of my back, steered me gently through the steps with steady self-assurance. Â
âHold me closer,â I instructed him. Â âMake it a little more indecent, if you please.â
In those days the waltz was danced either at armsâ lengthâthe polite style, for society ballsâor else pressed closely togetherâthe vulgar style, good only for the lowest of dancehalls and guinguettes. Â Naturally we had both been trained in the polite style, but a nice taste of scandal could be sparked just by drawing the partner a bit closer than was considered acceptable. Â I did not go so far as to press my body to his, but as we moved across the floor together, we were close enough to feel the whisper of contact as the silk of my bodice brushed against the wool of his coat lapels. Â Combeferre was struggling not to blush at that sensation, but to his credit, he did his job admirably and with the greatest professionalism.
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