I am so fucking tired

Some parts in my mind have you frozen in time.

Oh my god its over im late in life for everything ill never catch up... look at them they have it all figured out im done for i messed up i wasted everything. oh wait i just received too much info that i processed with a wrong side of my brain. Great info. Could use it but ill just dump it coz its causing me anxiety. Wait thats not right... wait im stuck.

Oh... mood crash

And as i feel my heart beat it seems to be the only thing real. Everyone is gone. Nobody was here. And if they were they lied about wanting to be here and nobody can convince me otherwise. Its just me and this stubborn heartbeat

Tomorrow running through my head has ruined every present ive ever had