Tw, Active 03/23’

Ok I'm getting my bs together this time. Drinking more water, small snack instead of meals, working out 2-4x a day, more walking and working more hours (I'm a waitress,I get my steps in), low Cali energy drinks too. But also gonna take my vitamins and work on skin care. I'm 120lbs rn :(( feeling horrible.

Sometimes I think of how I was 5'2 at 11, 5'5 at 13 and 140lbs, now I'm almost 18, 5'3 and anywhere from 117-125lbs (been 2 months since I checked) n I feel like there's no progress 9r results other than permanent da,ahe to myself. I stopped my growth and shrunk, my period is sooooo bad and irregular, my body's weak all the time and the chronic migraines as ed side effects. Big rip to me bc I got all this damage n I'm still soooo chubby, when I 1st started to lose weight at 13 I got to 111lbs at 14 then gained it all back :(( looks like imma stick to apples and toast as my only meals and working out 4x a day 🙃 I want to be pretty if I'm gonna suffer for the rest of my life yk

I wanna look as dead as I feel.

Guys I'm back, idk my stats but ik I been up n down but I'm now always a size small and medium is oversized on me. Won't know my wt till I'm confident it's 117 or lower. I been binging but doesnt seem like I gain much idk tho.

Why does getting bullied for being skinny make me wanna be even skinnier...

I'm active again, last time I was my cw was 121 and now today I am 117, that means I'm 2lbs closer to my 1st gw, I am down 15lbs. I won't know if I reached my 1st gw for at a month, ill keep yell updated.

Ah being told I look pregnant and to eat a salad and told I need to workout more for a better body by someone who should love me I- wow, bro rlly said “u don’t wanna be like these f@+ btchs out here” 🥲 gonna have the “no one will love me unless I’m tiny” mindset again 😍