why is there an odd feeling of sadness at the pit of my stomach reading all those character goodbyes ... . . . why is my soul crying ??
im currently taking a break from packing but considering i don’t know where to fit my muses into the new plot ( they are all v ordinary ), i’m going to have to let my dear lil sloane go .. it breaks my heart and if anyone wants to keep in touch, u can im me for snap or even my phone number because i absolutely loved each and every one of you and i’m so sad that my schedule was hectic and didn’t allow me to properly plot with everyONE.. god u have no idea how sad it makes me. this was so wonderful ??? i was out of the rp community for a while and jumping back into it through this rp was the best decision i could’ve made. i didn’t think it was possible to get attached to all the characters in a rp but with full sincerity, i adored each and every one ... so to say my farewells, i will say a lil smth about all the character and ugh i love u guys
FUCKIN KIERAN sarah .. u made such a spot on character i am forever in awe .. he’s so messy but there’s a light to him that’s so worth holding onto and it seeps through even when he can’t quite grasp the world around him, he very much belongs. i KNOW i know for a fact that in the long run, sloane would be the biggest fan of his happy life w maisie and she’d send them gifts from different parts of the world ( when her works finally hit the big screen )
ANNIE ALREADLY KNOWS !!!! KNWOS SHE KILLED ME W DECLAN . there was always an obvious softness for declan in sloane’s heart n i dont blame her . what a tough fucking individual!!!! he is phenomenal and she would take so much pride in being a part of his life. he never stopped surprising her, there was always new parts to uncover and to learn and there was nothing that made her happier than to listen . he made the world stop for her and being someone who was so afraid of time, there was nothing that could replace how safe that made her feel . just being w him made her feel extremely comfortable n right. and she would probably make a movie about him. SCRATCH THAT she would definitely make a movie about him and it would cut in the middle of a scene to a minute of black screen at the end as though the movie never ends because she couldnt bear the thought of a movie about him actually coming to an end Bye
CARTER AND MINA.. MARLS THESE CHARACTERS KILLED ME . sloane would SPOIL THE HELL OUT OF CARTER’S DAUGHTER . SHE WOULD TAKE SO MANY VIDEOS SNIPPETS AND PICTURES AND CARTER WOULD ALWAYS BE LIKE ??? “SHES A CHILD NOT A TOY .” TO WHICH SLOANE WOULD REPLY “ she’s not a toy but she’s art and deserves recognition for her cuteness levels” THEY WOULD BE VERY GOOD IN GROUP ACTIVITIES!!! they would be so patient w each otehr they’d win all those “build an ikea desk” competitions like on buzzfeed . she would join carter sylvie n taejoon on the cat adopting mission and would 1000% adopt another one on impulse AND MINA . GOD MINA AND SLOANE WOULD CONTINUE MAKING EACH TOHER’S LIFE A LITTLE EASIER to bear, she was the most exciting part of her life. she brought so much energy into her days and made the world so full of life i LOVE U
TUCK .. A F00L . . ACTUALLY THE BANE OF SLOANES EXISTENCE ( FOR A LIL WHILE THEN IRONICALLY ) IS COOLER THAN EVERYONE . THE SCOTT F FITZGERALD OF AMBER SPRINGS. WORE A FEDORA FOR A WEEK BEFORE REALISING THE IDEA OF FEDORAS BLEW UP BECAUSE IT WAS FUNNY NOT BC IT WAS TRENDSETTING. IS THE MOST FUCKING TALENTED INDIVIDUAL SLOANE HAS EVER MET IN HER LIFETIME . THEY PROBABLY END UP BEING FILM INDUSTRY PALS. SLOANE IS FOREVER FASCINATED BY HIS BRAIN. IS A VIP ON THE #ERNUCK SHIP UNDER A FAKE ALIAS.. .. WOULD USE THE SITE SHITSENDERS.COM TO SEND HIM A BIRTHDAY GIFT FOR HIS 70TH BIRTHDAY. FOREVER MAKE FUN OF EACH OTHER. WOULD BE PETTY TO TUCK DURING ERNEST’S SLEEPOVERS AND STEAL AWAY ALL THE PILLOWS AND HIDE THEM AROUND THE HOUSE SO HES LEFT W NONE
SOPHIA !!! IVE SAID THIS TWICE BEFORE AND IM GONNA SAY IT AGAIN holly sophia is the most fascinating character ive ever seen, she reminds me of so many soft things, she reminds me of the cream sitting on top of a v good coffee, she reminds me of the see through type of oceans and how the sky looks before it starts to get dark .. she reminds me of firefly lights and really soft pillows, she reminds me v much of expensive fragile china tea sets and cosy sweaters and i know for a fact that sloane would do anything in her power to protect her from everything harsh and coarse in this world !!!!!! I AM SCREAMING JUST THINKNIG ABOUT SOPHIA I WILL MISS HER DEARLY
ERNEST AKA THE ACTUAL GIFT OF SLOANE’S LIFE. THE PERSON SHE WOULD FIGHT WARS FOR. a life without ernest is one sloane would never want to live n tbh wouldn’t even fit into .. even though sloane always believed in being ur own person rather than sucking up everything from ur surroundings it is v undeniable that ernests habits became her habits and his quirks became her quirks too, especially when theyre together. they order the same shit , they have the same opinions .. not all the time but they usually meet along the way somehow . HONESTLY life ruiners . LOVE THEIR MOVIE MARATHONS AND STILL TO THIS DAY SIT IN SLOANES TREEHOUSE GETTING HIGH AND TALKING ABOUT STUPID SHIT LIKE DRY ICE OR TAMANDUAS (?? ? ? ) sloane is practically ernests biggest fan . probably borrowed most of his hoodies n never gave them back. pROBABLY “borrowed” more things from him than just his hoodies but with love right ? ? ? ? rihht SHE LOVES HIM SO MUCH IT IS INDESCRIBABLE AND WONDERFUL AND UNEARTHLY AND DEEP AND SHE WOULD GIVE ANYTHING FOR HIS LIFE TO BE BREEZY AND FULL OF HAPPINESS AND ADVENTURE N ITS TRUE NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES SHE SENDS HIM THE BEE MOVIE SCRIPT FOR THE LAUGHS OR SPAMS HIM W LINKS TO VINES SAYING “ me” , “thats me n u “, “YOU!!! “
SLOANE AND JAMILA MADE UP AFTER YEARS OF ANGST AND ALTHOUGH, THEY NEVER TRULY GO BACK TO THE WAY THEY USED TO BE, SLOANE IS ETERNALLY THANKFUL TO HAVE HAD JAM IN HER LIFE . its that kind of appreciation that makes u believe being alive is a miracle and that is a relationship thats meant to be kept safe in ur heart . their friendship was childish at times and it was fun and adventurous and it seemed like a dream and it was so so beautiful and i am so HAappy that eventually, they decide that keeping each other in their lives is undeniably the best thing to do . I LOVE jamila, she is such a sunshine. i love her silences and i love her shyness and i hope all goes well in the jamila life in the future also .. cat metaphors for lfie
HERES TO EDEN AND REYNA N MY LOVE HANNA WHO HAS STOLEN MY HEART WITH THOSE CHARACTERS WHILE THEY WERE HERE. I LOVE U SO V MUCH
ALSO BIG BIG BIG BIG BIGGGGGGG LOVE TO IAN , THE BOSS OF THE YEAR. THE OG AMBER #DADDY . JACK , THANK U FOR PROVIDING SLOANE W GIGGLES AND PROBABLY THE GREENZ. ALSO PROBABLY SLOANES SECRET CRUSH IN MIDDLE SCHOOL. NATE THANK U FOR AMUSING SLOANE W TAKING OVER THE WORLD PLANS, AN ANGEL, 10/10 . BODHI IM SORRY FOR ERNEST AND SLOANE BEING PROBABLY THE MOST ANNOYING HUMAN BEINGS ON THE PLANET SINCE DAY ONE, SLOANE IS SORRY FOR ALL THE TIMES SHE BARGED IN UNINVITED TO HIS ROOM FOR THE LAUGHS. ISA, AN ACTUAL GIFT TO SEE ON THE DASH . PROBABLY INKED SLOANE W “LA VIDA LOCA” ON THE BOTTOM OF HER FOOT WHEN SHE WAS DRUNK. SLOANE WAS VERY INTIMIDATED BY HOLDEN, EXTREMELY COOL. TOO COOL FOR HER SO SHE GAZED FROM AFAR WISHING SHE WAS COOL ENOUGH TO REBEL W HIM. SLOANE DIDNT GET TO INTERACT W MICAH BUT REST ASSURED, SHE WOULD HAVE BEEN V CONFUSED. WOULD SAY THINGS LIKE “micah u have a slightly smaller nose. i bet you lie less” TO MESS W DECLAN .. WOULD TRY TO CONVINCE HIM TO PLAY TWIN PRANKS ON THE ENTIRE AMBER SPRINGS POPULATION. MAISIE DIX ??? MORE LIKE THE CUTEST HUMAN BEING ON EARTH. NEEDS TO BE PROTECTED AT ALL COSTS .. SLOANE LOVES HER V MUCH. they would be the ones to get extra nervous and agitated together during stressful situations. DID EVENTUALLY MAKE WATCHING MY CAT FROM HELL ON FRIDAYS A THING. SADIE DEAR SADIE, THE PERSON WHO NOTICES WHEN SLOANE IS ACTING STUPID N ISNT AFRAID TO TELL HER WHAT IS UP!! A SUNSHINE THAT OCCASSIONALLY SPITS FIRE BUT THATS OK CAUSE ITS BEAUTIFUL, A SMART BEAN W OPINIONS THAT DEMAND TO BE HEARD. JOSIE !!!! I REALLY HOPE JOSIE EVENTUALLY FOUND SOMEONE TO LOVE HER N TUCK HER IN AT NIGHT, SOMEONE TO WATER THE PLANTS WHEN SHE FORGETS TO AND MAKE HER COFFEE IN THE MORNING WHEN SHE STRUGGLES TO WAK E UP. SASHA AN ACTUAL ANGEL. THE MOST DOWN TO EARTH HUMAN BEING. SLOANE IS FOREVER GRATEFUL TO HAVE EXPERIENCED MILSHAKE AND FRIES W HER FOR THE FIRST TIME. SAGE !!!!!!! I WANT TO SCREAM JUST THINKING ABOUT SAGE AND SLOANE DOES TO CAUSE GODT DAMN IS SHE THE MOST AMAZING PERSON IN THE WHOLE WORLD. EVERYTHING SHE SAYS EITHER SLAYS MY ASS, MAKES ME GET THE GIGGLES, SMILE SO WIDE OR CRY BUCKETS . SHE IS INCREDIBLE AND SLOANE WILL CLING ONTO HER FOR LIFE. A THIRD WHEEL FOR SAGE AND THEO TBH BUT SHE LOVES IT . THE THREE OF THEM MADE WINE WEDNESDAYS A THING BC OF REASONS. LILY CAN MURDER SLOANE AND I WOULDNT MIND. TELL HER OFF !!!!! RIP HER APAPRT !!! AND I THANK U. A BAD ASS B***** ,,,, A JEWEL TO THIS WORLD. JACKIE AKA SLOANE’S COFFEE DATE EVERYDAY. THE BRIGHTEST PERSON SLOANE HAS EVER MET. ONLY WISHES HER THE BESTEST OF THE BEST BECAUSE SHE DOESNT DESERVE ANY LESS THAN THAT. CALYPSO MADE SLOANE ROLL HER EYES AND FOR THAT I AM SO THANKFUL . DOESNT GIVE A SINGLE FUCK. POWERFUL. WONDERFUL. VERA, BOMB ASS FUCKIN ADDITION TO TOWN. ALWAYS LOOKS GOOD NO MATTER WHAT. SLOANES JAW DROPS WHENEVER SHE WALKS BY. THEO ?????? SLOANES PERSONALITY SOULMATE ,, THE BIGGEST THEO AND SAGE FAN IN THE WORLD. THEOS HUMOUR ?? THE BEST THING SLOANE HAS HEARD IN HER LIFE. MAKES HER LAUGH MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE. ONE OF SLOANES FAV PEOPLE. SIRENA SLAYS FOREVER N WILL ETERNALLY SLAY SLOANES EXISTENCE. EMILY, IM SORRY SLOANE AND ERNEST PROBABLY ALWAYS LOCKED HER OUT OF THE TREE HOUSE BEFORE FEELING BAD AND LETTING HER IN TOO. SLOANE WAS 100% ON BOARD W THE GLITTER BANDAIDS. ROSIE AKA SLOANES FIRST KISS . A GODDESS ??? THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PERSON IN THE WORLD PROBALBLY . WEDNESDAY, SLOANE N HER NEVER INTERACTED BUT BY FAR THE BEST WAITRESS AT AL’S. MAKES EVERYTHING WORTH THE FOOD POISONING. TALIA, FEATURES SCULPTED BY THE GODS. CLEMENTINE , 10/10 STELLAR. PERFECT. VALERIA, I A M SO BUMMED HER AND SLOANE DIDNT GET TO INTERACT BUT JUST KNOW THAT SHE WOULD LOVE HER !!!!!!! I SCREAMED INTERNALL Y. TAEJOON YOU MEAN THE SUNSHINE OF THIS ENTIRE TOWN. SLOANE WOULD ALWAYS TRY TO MAKE HIM THE HAPPIEST BY GETTING HIM HIS FAV FOOD OR PLANNING HIS BIRTHDAY GIFT TOO MUCH AHHH. REGGIE, WHOEVER U CAUSED DAMAGE SHOULD BE GRATEFUL. BLESSED. MARNIE, IF SLOANE AND HER WERE AT SOME PLACE AT THE SAME TIME, SLOANE WOULD THINK SHE IS THE COOLEST PERSON ALIVE. WOULD HAVE LOVED TO BE PALS. FELICITY AKA LUNA, DEFINITELY SAT TOGETHER DURING CAMPFIRES AND SLOANE WOULDVE RAVED TO THEM ABOUT THE MOON. GRAHAM!!!!! I AM SO BUMMED THE TWO DIDNT GET TO INTERACT BUT SLOANE WOULD HAVE DRUNK FLIRTED W THEM AT SOME POINT N IM SORRY FOR THAT. AND TO ANYONE ELSE THAT I DID NOT MENTION, IT MUST HAVE LEFT MY HEAD BUT KNOW THAT I APPRECIATE U SO MUCH, GENUINELY. FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART
to sum up how sloane’s life would’ve went ( tw death, tw cancer . dw not sloane)
- she continued to be an emotional ass bitch
- had a major existential crisis in her mid twenties when she found out that her mother knew why her father left and it wasnt for the reasons she thought he had done it. (SURPRISE LOLS) he had terminal cancer and didn’t want for sloane to witness that at a young age. when her mother had a breakdown it wasn’t because he left her but because he was dying. they both wanted to protect sloane at all costs and agreed for her father to spend his last months at a hospice. It is also why her mother became a nurse, later a doctor
- she directed a couple of movies that hit the screens but later chose to open a filming school in amber springs
- continues to be goofy forever amen
- hopefully happy from then on
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR HAVING ME HERE. IT WAS THE BEST THING IN THE WHOLE FUCKIN WORLD AND I LOVE U ALL SO DEARLY XOXO
