Mis Flores

Note to self: when you meet someone that is dysfunctional in a relationship, cut that off right away. Don’t wait one year to accept that he’s not going to change. I wouldn’t be feeling this way if I had just taken the big step and saying “this is not what I want.”

Ok, Im dreading life. I’m dreading getting up in the morning. I take deeper breaths throughout the day to calm this anxiety. I’ve done this before. The feeling really fucking sucks. But I’m getting ready. This is not a race. Wash the anxiety away. Work towards your career goals. Make a long term plan. Do you. You’re beautiful. You’re going to make beautiful things. You’re going to surround yourself with flowers and sit by the ocean. You’re going to discover something new. You’re going to be great. I know it.

I really have to question why I feel so vulnerable when I’m single. Why am I so codependent?

With all this fruit in my life, it’s crazy how these feelings haven’t healed.