Lovely

Having a fucking shit night out and realising that your best friends more concerned about their next fuck then you. Then its like the whole fucking world wants to ignore me. I fucking hate sundays. I can't even go anywhere to escape this bullshit of a world. I can not wait to go to uni. 95 days to go. 

Applying to photography courses at university and I've just realised I'm mega shit at photography and I don't know what the fuck I'm going to do. My portfolio is going to shit and if I get rejected from everywhere I will end up working in newlook for the rest of my life which is fine. But I don't want to work there forever :( I want the dream life but no. Fuck sake. Bring on the uni interviews.