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He keeps asking when I’m going to work out again. I got better for a little I guess. Not anymore. If he wants me he wants me thin. So I’ll be thin. Any tips would be so appreciated as I’ve gained my gut back

I r3laps3d after 455 days. I had no emotion. Wasn’t crying like the last time. It just happened. I know it’s just a number but it’s the longest I’ve been without the crutch of pain. Not sure why I’m sharing this here, I guess it’s because I have no ones to talk to about it. And this is the space that is judgement free.

Managed to keep under 1000c4l3 today even with dinner being pizza. The lock in fairy is with me

I don’t know whether this a me thing but whenever I feel like I want to binge I will watch food ASMR like there’s no tomorrow. My FYP is ruined.

So the October cannon even happened. 4 years for nothing. Locked in without thinking about it. She always wins

First day at my new job tomorrow. 6am start. Might €ut and break my streak to keep myself humble yaknow?

Might just do it. What’s the harm. Not like anyone will care