horan hug

hi.

its me.

2 fuckin years huh.

too long isn’t it?

well, i’m so grateful that i’m still alive.

and also i liked kpop again, especially nct.

i think the reason why i’m still alive is bc i wanna see my love in this year aka nct concert once in my life.

well, glad to be back in tumblr ha.

i wanna share some stories about 2 boys in my life.

1. i’m so happy this year didn’t get any greetings from you, so i can finishing what i’ve been holding for a long time. please don’t curious about my life anymore cz i don’t care about you anymore. please don’t use new account to see my instagram stories cz after my birthday and jeno’s birthday end, i’ll be gone. i means, i’ll be logging out all of my social media. but still i use social media to see my lovely bujang. please don’t use new account to follow me again and again. its so uncomfortable. i set boundaries to you, so you should know that. how many times should i blocking your trash account?

2. hi you!

its been long time, right?

hows life?

can i ask you?

why you came up in to my life once again?

well— i know its not officially came up but you came.

don’t you know that i was trying hard to forget you huh?

don’t you know that i was crying infront of my friend huh?

don’t you know that we are not done yet huh?

yeah, i think we are still have some stuff to argue.

but, can we?

i knew the answer, we can’t right?

at least i’m happy saw you want to have some lil interaction wimme. lol.

and if you know, i want you greeting me in my birthday but my hope is too high. you won’t greeting me, right? haha thats okay.

fyi, i still have our pictures. you are the only guy who i still collected. i means the picture lol.

ofc i still had your gift in my birthday back than.

너무 여뻐서ㅠㅠ

i tell my friends about you, and yep they punch me in the face to make a move first to you. but, you knew i’m an taurean who has gengsi tinggi, so i won’t do that.

i miss you but my gengsi is high.

sorry.