Phillip Mapip

Your return was only fair.

You looked at me with like, only,

For me, to feel free as a kite.

This is why, I know your worth the fight.

I crave to be together with you.

I need some advice. How do I get back at a Narcissistic, lying to my face, user, cheater, no remorse motherfucker. Who I can’t say no too. I’m fuckin addicted. Example: knowing I just made(he thinks I made) $80.00. He calls and says go get 60.00 and I’ll pay you with a visa gift card. He never has cash. Only a credit card which he says he can’t draw cash from. Then come by and pick me up. Yea, he doesn’t have a car either. When I get there he says he has to go with his mom to pick up a lawn mower. Then he’ll Lyft to my house. I said you won’t show up. He says yes I will we were just waiting for you before we left. Then he says let me have some before you leave. I gave him some. An hour later I texted him how much longer. He tells me to calm down his mother is visiting with her friend. Anyway 5 hours later he texts won’t answer my calls. Asking for my Paypal. I sent him a request for money. Texted him back and said If you don’t show up. I’m tired of getting used by you. Have someone else be your drug runner, Taxi, your bank. As it is I’m struggling to pay my rent and bills. I’ve been out of work for three weeks. He lives with his mother. I told him I knew it the minute he said he’d get a Lyft to my place he wasn’t coming. Then I blocked him from everything I can think of. The previous night. We argued, the whole time. He threatens just take me home. Of course at first I beg him to please spend time with me. Then I get pissed off and want to pull over and make him get out. He says you’re not dropping me here. I have no way home. And try and see if you can get me out. I’m so mad I can’t even drive safety. I let him drive. And he’s going to his friends house to smoke pot. I just put gas in my car. I told him give me money for gas. He said No. I told him don’t call me for a ride home. Have one of you fuck girls come pick you up. And who calls me all nice and sweet him that motherfucker. Damn, I must like the abuse. Stupid me I go pick him up. He says he doesn’t play that tit for tat power struggle game. Cause he’ll win every time. I say to myself not with someone better at it than you are. Oh yeah on Saturday afternoon. I was texting my girlfriend giving her the play by play from Friday night. I had also been texting with him. And Oops, I was texting him what I wanted to text to her. He gets pissed off that I’m telling our business. And how I’m lying. I told him it’s all on my text. I don’t delete anything. Want me to show you. I have no reason to lie. So now he’s really blocked me and I probably won’t hear from him for at least three weeks. Boy, being involved with a true narcissistic is fucking crazy.

Y’all playing with FIRE yeah?

Burn him back.