Locked tf in

somedays I really just wanna take a pair of scissors and get rid of all the fat on my thighs </3

i wanna be so thin people get worried looking at me

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developing an ed without realizing then realizing and purposely making it worse

I hate my thighs

hungry for the feeling of hunger

feeling dizzy empty and cold is the worst and best feeling ever

Ill always feel like a wannarexic because I'm not underweight

I wish I was more disciplinED

I can’t tell if I gaslit myself into loving being hungry and cold or if I actually like it

Please i beg help me find my moots. I feel like im going insane i hate people so bad