godfuckgndamnit

yeah like aside from the dteam of it all theres a sinister victim blamey implication in tweets like that as if someone's "poor" moral judgement is somehow tied to "deserving" something like this and i really hate it

she posted a google doc about her experience with her ex (ellum)

i like how i said my most unuanced opinion ever and then i immediately try thinking it through to make it more nuanced 😭 but like well yes i agree in the sense that regardless of whether or not thats actually the intention it definitely comes across that way and its like congrats can you like pick up a hobby or something

about it

yes but well okay this is where i stop being a little bitch because i also do think that regardless of where you are on the itsalyssa/skeppy-awesamdude/badboyhalo spectrum of activity on the server i actually dont think you can honestly say no one on there wasnt uniquely affected by i guess the very specific audience that came out of it and the pressures or the daunting feeling of reaching an audience that big among other things. so its like yeah people can definitely talk about these things and thats fine but what im saying is i just think ive felt so beaten down not even as a fan of it but of dream himself, someone whose identity as a creator is almost completely detached from it, and whose role in the server was criticized to hell and back a hundred times over for even the most granular of perceived offenses that i just dont think i really care so much about the experiences of other ccs who at this point i have no faith in expecting any good faith criticism or introspection of their time on it without vague cheap shots or something distasteful to the point where its like i will take the glue trap over watching that genuinely

thanks man

YEAH.

considering 2 people arent talking much and they literally do not know the games i can see why people would say its awkward lmaooo

okay im gonna devil advocate and say its because its late, the game kinda sucks, and no background music and this group is just generally a lot less high energy save for like george and even then he tends to feed off of other peoples energy

LMAOOOOO. i kinda like him because he kinda looks like young matthew lillard

okay i can see this lol

pleksaeh dont say thati