UT Mom Living a D/s Life

I had the opportunity to meet up with my sir while he was working on a trade show. Being so excited about seeing him when I got to the airport I realized I left my luggage. After a short flight and a stop to the mall so my sir could get my some clothes for the trip. It was a little frustrating not having the extra toys that I packed for the weekend. Sir took me to a custom shop and purchased a whip for him and I. One thing sir is good at is stretching me. In more ways than one😉. But this shop had a room you could try out the items. Not to the extent you are thinking. It didn't have a door so anyone was free to walk in and there were many people in the store. Sir took his different sections into the room and had me lower my pants. Very apprehensive I complied. After trying them out lets just say I was eager to get to the hotel room so I could fully enjoy the new toy. I was definitely exhilarating to have my butt exposed knowing someone could walk in any minute. Is was even more exhilarating being pushed up to the hotel glass window my my sir broke the new toy in. Especially earning 10 for being so forgetful in bringing my luggage. It defiantly was a weekend to remember.

So my sir is out of town still and as a way for me to remember him he gave me the following task to be completed, Here is your assignment for tomorrow: Starting when you leave the house, every hour you need to excuse yourself to a restroom and remove an article of clothing of your choice. This will last 4 hours, accessories are not clothing items. When the item is removed a picture will be sent to me. After the assignment you will need to document your experience and explain what you learned about yourself and the assignment. Enjoy 😊 This task made me nervous and anxious. It also made me want to select a cardigan and extra pieces of clothing or just not go out of the house. But I didn't want to cheat on my sir so I ponied up and started. Basically after each errand that I completed I had to go into the restroom and remove a clothing item. I was definitely not in my comfort zone. Running errands without socks panties and bra. If I was to choose between yesterday's task and today's task I would definitely choose yesterday. But I believe sir knew that and that is why he assigned it. Being naughty out in public is difficult for me. (Unless I am in Vegas because I am surrounded by others that are similar) It probably goes to the fact that sometimes I feel like I am surrounded by individuals that are waiting to judge me. I should probably care less of what people think of me.

Some are curious how you can live a "normal" life in a d/s 24/7 relationship and still do everyday things. Today was a testament to that fact. My sir was traveling on business he asked me to wear my butt plug jewel all day while he is away. He also said that he would text me randomly throughout the day and I would need to send him a sexy picture of me completing my task. Within 5 min of his text. I found myself tied to my phone just waiting for his text. I did have a busy day of work and kids especially because he was out of town. I found myself having to excuse myself finding a bathroom at the bank, dentist office, and at home to complete my assignment. Having the plug in I thought about my sir constantly every time I moved. One of the many benefits of a D/S relationship is that your relationship is a priority. It is all focused on being there for each other. My sir strives to take care of my every need. I strive to constantly serve him and fully give myself to him. I was watching a video today about. A couple that once they had children they grew apart pretty soon once a trial came their way and they needed to count on each other they didn't even know that individual. Our relationship with a Center of it being of servitude is way stronger now then we ever would be outside of a dominant submissive lifestyle. For my final note I have to express gratitude for my sir for this task and helping me gain perspective in always thinking of him.

Being a submissive has a complex that you always want to please your sir. But in general you crave his touch with spankings and all the lovelies that go along with it. For me it tends to bring the brat out in me because I crave those spankings and whippings so much. So we are working on creating funishments. We're my sir can give me what I crave yet I still stay respectful and don't break protocol just for a punishment. Even though I don't want to give him any ideas on what to do for punishments lack of touch and shaming would be my ultimate punishment. Because I want to please him in very form. So in a way it would be a perfect world if I could "earn" a certain number of spankings for completing a task as he has asked. To help prevent me from being Bratty. Unless your Dom likes that sort of thing.

One of the struggles in life is balancing love, relationships and life. It would be so wonderful to just get away with my sir and make love to him multiple times a day. Then reality hits and you have all sorts of things that come at you. Kids, career, flaky people at work, running a house. At the end of the day when you are trying to think of everything you can to serve your master you feel depleted and felt as if you have failed because you can't complete the vision you have in your head. Then you end up giving nothing because you can't give it all. Here my resolution to stop the craziness and remember my sir throughout the day. Making him my top priority.

So my sir has requested I journal our experiences here. Please note this is out of my comfort zone. I know that is why he has requested it. He is always helping me grow and expand. That is when you know you have a good Dom. They push you to make you a better individual. Here is to new limits, new ideas, and stretching. Who knows I may look back at this and say to myself. I can't believe you questioned your sir over this.