drunkandumb

what the fuck is wrong with me.

oh how i hate being a human bc wdym i could be a little kitten who only sleeps, cuddles and eats?! >:(

ive been looking for the right person my whole life, and when i finally found him, i just dont feel it. why is that? he tries so hard, and i see it. when i was drunk i told him i like him and he said he likes me too, but now he wants something more, but i feel like i cant get into a relationship although i dreamed about it for so long. why i am like this and what should i do?