compunction

For me, it’s fly me to the moon.

I can’t stand it anymore; it physically hurts to think about.

I loved the song, til I stalked my now gfs Facebook and saw she quoted it to wish her then husband a happy anniversary.

I don’t want to be physically in pain when I think I think about her marriage but I am.

How can she use such beautiful words, such a beautiful song, for an empty marriage?

I know it’s just a highlight reel but that photo is still up, that quote is still there, his name still tagged.

The internet is infinite tomb. A blindingly painful tomb.

That moment, with the words “fly me to the moon my love” etched across my mind now forever.

She didn’t mean to take frank from me, she did not know I even existed or that their marriage would last 3 years on paper.

I really need to write more about this because I feel a fuck ton.

Anyway,