Un-forget, un-washed away

Can't forgive what you were

No god forbid to persuade

All your sins are counterfeit

Jealousy, turning saints into the sea

Swimming through sick lullabies

The last chill of the slowly fading winter evening

Soft rush of discontent lyrics

Coated with gleeful music

just like the rest of us, a facade

A maddening rush of desolation

Tinier than the last existing atom

Ceasing to exist yet so very alive

The harsh rush of the western disturbance

Adding to the perked nerves of mine

Elated heartbeat, there’s no time left to borrow

A warm cup of tea

On the slowly fading winter evening

Freedom is just another word

But words are far more than being heard

If you love me, why’d you let me go?

I took my love down to violet hill

Legions upon legions of craftsmen

handmade my feelings.

I'm absorbed in your thinking,

And you don't know.

Legions upon legions of craftsmen

handmade my feelings

For you.

-x-

Lights will guide you home

And I will try to fix you.

-x-

Endless black skies

Skies that stretch to all their might

gazing up at the scintillating stars

I try to find idyllic peace

something, long ago stolen from me

gazing up at the infinite, unrestrained moonbeam

I wonder where it is falling,

where it is fading

A soft wind rushes past me

It has quiet sound,

It holds delicate whisper

I wonder what it is saying

3AM ennui or melancholy?

Marvels a child of the night.

If our hearts are never broken

Then there’s no joy in the mending

There’s so much that this hurt can teach us both

-x-

Long neon nights

The eek of the ocean

And the fire that was starting to spark

-x-

Just give me a sign

There’s an end and a beginning

~~~~~

Slow it down

Through chaos as it swirls

It’s

Us against

~grey~

There is a lot I want to say

But nothing comes out from

This sea of grey

Shades of blue and purple hues

Swirl in those eyes but all I feel is

Dead white

Such elysian beauty staring

Right at me but all I feel

Is the dark matter inside

Sciamachy, my battles against

imaginary enemies

I am trying to fight the fall

I am trying to right it all

There is a lot I want to say

But nothing comes out from

This sea of grey

Tried to heal my wounds

With your touch, so holy

But soon realised it was

my biggest folly

All colour drains from my face

Because of the fingers that you place

I am trapped in a body that I call my own

I’m too lost to know it anymore

But if you know it for me

Will I ever get free?

~flowers~

A valley,

of Flowers

Is what you are

Just like colourful freesia,

you bless the valley of my heart,

bring spring to the valleys of my soul

Just like a sunflower

You are the sun and I am reaching for your light

You are the sun, easing my plight

Just like a wild rose

You make me dig deeper into the roots

So deep, yet I’ve never felt such levity

I gaze into your eyes and see the all of the universe

The azure skies, the planets brimming with life, entire galaxies of feelings and emotions swirl in those eyes

Held captive by such intricacies,

My love, it’s time to be written again

My love, it’s time to bloom again