a : angst | s : smut | f : fluff |

[ KIM SEOKJIN]

singles

pairing: seokjin (BTS) x Reader | 18+

genre: mostly fluff, smut, first time, unprotected sex, oral sex (m and f receiving), dirty talk with minimal degradation, sub kink 

summary: Your best friend Seokjin finally confesses his feelings for you. After a few weeks, the two of you finally decided to have sex for the first time. (That’s basically it XD)

word count: 3.2K

a/n: This is my first ever smut so please bear with me huhu. Also originally I wanted to write this in present tense but I kinda gave up during the latter parts LOL. I’ll stick to past tense from now on :> I know it’s not perfect but I do want to improve my writing and explore more genres in the future. Feel free to give me any suggestions and I’ll see what I can do. Thank you very much and enjoy!

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You look into his eyes as he wraps his hands around your waist. A lone tear comes out from his left eye as he confesses his love for you. You never imagined Seokjin, your best friend of eight years, would hold you this close. You can feel the warmth of his chest as he heaves, trying to find the right words to express himself.

“I was afraid to ruin our friendship but I can’t take it anymore, I want to be with you y/n. I know we’ve always been together but I want something more.”

He grabs your hand and kisses it gently, his swollen lips shivering as he passes by each knuckle. You cup his cheek trying to calm him. You don’t understand why he suddenly tells you all of this. He never really showed any signs that he liked you before so you can’t help but look at him in awe.

“I know you might not like me back but I just wanted to let you know.” He sits you down on your bed and puts his hand on your shoulder, unable to look you in the eye.

“I told myself I could get over you but when I saw you with Jungkook I just… I didn’t know how to feel. I’m sorry for being selfish y/n, but I can’t stand seeing you with other men.”

“Why didn’t you tell me that you like me?” You whisper quietly, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear.

“I was scared. I thought you would avoid me if I told you,” he says anxiously, biting his lower lip in the process.

“I would never avoid you Seokjin, you have a special space in my heart.” Your cheeks turn red as you realise how cheesy that sounded out loud.

He forms a small smile and pulls in closer until your noses almost touch. He looks at you intently but before he can do anything, you grab his hand, pulling him to sit beside you.

“Jungkook and I are just friends,” you explain while looking into his puppy dog eyes. “He tried asking me out before but I told him I wasn’t interested…that I liked someone else.”

“You do?”

“Yeah.” You say assuringly.

“I’m happy for you...I hope he treats you well.” He sighs, bowing his head, trying to avoid further eye contact.

You giggle at his reaction, forcing him to look at you by lifting his chin.

“ I meant you silly, I’ve always liked you, Seokjin.” You say in a sweet tone. Hoping he would finally realize that you were pertaining to him.

He looks at you in the most precious way possible. His eyes gleaming with joy and you can tell that he is feeling relieved.

He pulls closer and gives you a kiss on the mouth. You never imagined that Seokjin would ever kiss you with so much desire. You started to feel butterflies in your stomach unable to control your emotions. You pull away for a moment to take a quick breather.

“Are you okay, don’t you like it?” He says with worrying eyes.

“No, I do. It’s just I’m not really experienced in all of this. I’ve never been alone with a guy like this.”

“I understand. If you want, we can just take it slow. I’m not in a rush. I’m just glad you feel the same way.”

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As weeks pass by, you and Seokjin become closer than ever. Telling everyone about your new relationship was kind of awkward but they all expected it in some way.

You spend the weekend over at Seokjin’s new dorm. He has a pretty nice place compared to the ones you’ve visited before. He has a comfy couch, a mini kitchen, and a relatively large bed. He invited you over to spend the night since he wanted to show off his new place. It was the first time the both of you are spending the night as a couple so you feel kind of nervous but excited at the same time.

“Are you hungry?” He asks thoughtfully as he scruffles his long black hair.

“Yeah, I’m kind of craving something spicy. What do you think?”

“That sounds good to me, I’ll order some ramen since it’s your favorite.” He says dashingly, forming a small smile to the side.

Not being able to resist his charms, you approach him and give a small peck to the side of his mouth.

“You’re so adorable Seokjin, I’m happy we’re together.”

“Me too, y/n. You have no idea how long I’ve wanted to be with you like this. I’ve gone through so many scenarios in my head, it feels like I’m dreaming.”

He pulls you by the waist and begins to kiss your lips. Slowly, he moves to the side of your mouth until he reaches your left ear. He begins to smother it with kisses occasionally slipping his wet tongue, swirling it around until he begins nibbling on it. He stops for a moment and starts whispering in your ear.

“I want to pleasure you tonight, jagi.” He says softly while making love to your left ear.

You freeze at his words. You never expected him to be so forward like this. You pull away from him, trying to decide whether you are ready to indulge with Seokjin.

“I’m kinda nervous, Seokjin. I’ve never done anything like this before. I don’t want to disappoint you.” You say sheepishly, knowing very well that Seokjin has had his fair share of girlfriends in the past. Most of them were as gorgeous and confident as he was.

“Why would you disappoint me, y/n? Seeing you in that t-shirt alone makes me go crazy.” You were wearing an old shirt from high school that was slightly tight on you. It still fits but it was slightly cropped and accentuates your curves. He inspects your form, his eyes stopping  when he realized you weren’t wearing a bra.

“Are you cold, Jagi? I can warm you up if you’d like.” He says in a low tone obviously pertaining to how your hardened nipples are showing through your thin shirt.

You feel a bit shy knowing Seokjin was looking at you with sexual intentions. You tried covering your front with your arms but he immediately pulled them away.

“Y/n, don’t, you’re beautiful. You don’t have to hide from me.” He looks at you, smiling as he grabs you by the waist.

His smile warms your heart and you realize that he’s right. It’s Seokjin, your best friend, the same guy who stuck by you all these years. If there was one guy you would bare it all to, it would be him.

You move closer, wrapping him in your arms. “I trust you, Seokjin. You can do whatever you want to me.”

“Are you sure, y/n? I don’t want you to go through with it if you’re not ready.”

“Don’t worry, I’m sure. As long as it’s with you, I’m ready.”

He begins to part your mouth, running his tongue all over your lips. He finds your tongue, massaging his over yours. His hands start caressing your back, moving up and down. He goes underneath your shirt and starts feeling the warmth of your sides. He moves closer to your stomach until he decides to go north. He gently massages your side breasts before asking you if he can move forward.

“Can I touch them, y/n? I really want to feel how soft you are.” You nod for approval and he starts lifting your shirt until he completely removes the tight garment. Feeling exposed, you instinctively try to cover your bosoms.

Seokjin senses your apprehension and lets you decide whether or not you’re comfortable exposing yourself to him. Before you could give an answer, Seokjin slowly removes his own shirt.

“This way… we both get to see each other.” Shrugging as he tries making his point.

You smile at his effort to make you feel more comfortable, soon after, you slowly remove your hands from your exposed chest. His eyes fill with lust and he takes a moment to capture your form. He sits you on the kitchen counter and begins to engulf your left breast in his mouth. He begins sucking, occasionally swirling his tongue on your sensitive bud. You whimper with delight as he pulls your body closer to his mouth. The gap between the both of you disappears as you feel his erection starting to form. You moan as you push your clothed modesty unto the hard member.

“I can’t wait to fuck your pussy, jagi” he teases while moving between your breasts.

You shiver at his words and let him have full control of your body. He reaches out for your neglected breast and begins to massage it, pinching your nipple every now and then.

“Do you wanna go somewhere more comfortable?” He asks breathily.

You nod in response and he guides you to his bed. He lays you down resting your head on a pillow. He looks at your face as he pushes your hair behind your ear.

“ You look so lovely, y/n. I’ve never been this happy before.”

He begins scanning your body and stops when he reaches your core. You feel yourself getting moist and you feel somewhat embarrassed knowing how much Jin wants to strip you of your remaining clothes. He grabs the waistband of your shorts and begins pulling them down to your knees. He sees your wet core leaving a patch in the middle of your underwear.

“I didn’t know you were already so wet for me, jagi. I’m excited to see what’s underneath.”

He rubs your damp core as he spreads your legs apart with his free hand. He inspects your expression as he begins to move faster making you shiver due to the subtle stimulation.

“ Oppa, that feels nice.” You whimper as he increases his speed.

He stops abruptly and you whine in response. Before you complain any further, he slowly removes your underwear and pulls them completely off together with your shorts.

“They were in the way,” Jin stuttered while looking at your exposed vagina. “You’re so pretty, jagi. I’m such a lucky man.”

Knowing fully well he was talking about your modesty, you start to blush uncontrollably. He notices your shyness and compliments you more.

“I don’t think I can control myself any longer. I want to taste you so much,” he says while massaging the inner part of your thighs.

You nod in approval and he immediately drops his mouth giving a gentle kiss on your already dripping core. He repeats the action and begins to trace your slit with his finger. You hum in approval as he continues to stimulate your sensitive area.

“You like that, jagi? You enjoy having your pussy touched like this?” You feel kind of embarrassed by his words but at the same time you can’t help but get so turned on.

“Yes, oppa it feels so nice.” You’ve never really called him oppa in the past but it just felt right in the moment.

He begins lowering his mouth near your modesty and begins to lick your sweet folds. He hums in delight as he begins to explore you deeper with his nose hitting your soft spot adding more to the pleasure. You moan a little louder and he begins to fuck you using his tongue. You grab on the sheets as he increases his speed. You decide to open your eyes and look at the spectacle going on between your legs. He looks so gorgeous going down on you like that. He meets your eyes and you looked at him with so much love and desire.

After a few more thrusts, he removes his mouth from your core and gently slips a finger inside. You felt a slight burn but it soon dissipated as he massaged your swollen slit with this thumb.

“Just relax jagi, oppa’s gonna take good care of you.” You close your eyes and then you feel another finger going inside your core. Although you played with yourself before it was still quite a stretch. You bit your lower lip as Seokjin began to suck on your clit while thrusting his fingers.

“You feel so tight, y/n. I can’t wait to fuck your pussy with my cock later.” You moan his name as the pleasure increases. You could tell that you were close but you didn’t want the night to end so early.

“Seokjin…hmm stop, I don’t want to cum yet. I want to make you feel good too.” He removes his lips from you and dragged his fingers from your embarrassingly moist core.

“Can I taste you too, oppa? I really want to feel you inside my mouth.” You say confidently looking into his eyes. He smiles and nods in approval. You switch position as he lies down on the soft bed. Seokjin was wearing sweat shorts so his erection was more than visible. You decided to straddle him first making sure you felt his bulge hit your entrance. He held out his hands and you intertwined them with yours.

“Hmm…Seokjin…your cock…so fcking good.” You say as you grind on his clothed cock making a mess of his shorts. He moans in ecstasy as you move faster wanting to feel him more.

“Jagi…hm..at this rate you’re gonna make me come early. Ahh..I didn’t expect you to be a real slut in bed.” You were quite shocked by his choice of words since he only called you sweet names like angel or princess in the past. But instead of being offended, you felt empowered and decided to go along with it.

“I wanna be a good little slut for you oppa, I’ll do anything for you.” You bat you eyelashes at him acting extra cute.

“If you really wanna make me feel good y/n, how about you start sucking my cock and prove to me how much of a good slut you are.” He says with a low and sexy voice, his eyes drunk with lust.

You lower yourself as you try to remove his shorts stained with pre-cum. You got a better view of his cock when you saw his underwear. You feel kind of nervous but you decide to grab it before fully removing the garment. He feels big and definitely hard, his erection was pressed inside his left thigh and the thought of it being inside your mouth made you salivate. He lifts his ass as you fully remove his shorts and underwear. You froze at the sight of his cock bobbing near his toned stomach. You grab the base moving your wet lips near the tip. It felt daunting but you decided to lick him tasting the sweet and salty taste of his pre-cum. He moans as you lick him repeatedly shortly after placing a long kiss on his slit.

“Fck, keep doing that for me..hmm.” You feel encouraged and begin sucking him. He grabs your head lacing his fingers on your hair. You go deeper as you feel his thick cock moving its way up your throat. You didn’t really know what to do but you eventually found a rhythm, your head going up and down with your hand following the same motion. He moans your name like a mantra as you go faster. You can already feel a strain on your jaw but hearing him call out your name turned you on so much that you had to squeeze your legs for some friction.

“Jagi.. stop…fck! I don’t want to cum yet too.” He struggles as he catches his breath.

You slowly pull out his cock in your mouth making sure you made a *blob* sound to make it sexier. You always wanted to try it and I guess you felt comfortable doing it to the man you loved.

“I’m sorry oppa, was I doing it too fast?” You say teasingly with a cute pout.

“No, it’s just that… I don’t want to cum yet. I’ll just get a condom and we can…”

“That’s not necessary…” You say shyly. “You see…I’m on my safe day and I really want to feel oppa cum inside me.” It was a bold statement but you didn’t really care if you seemed needy. The truth is you were, you needed him, wanted him to make you feel good.

He seems unsure about your decision but ultimately he nods and smiles at you.

“What are we waiting for then… come here and let me fuck you.” He says motioning you to lie in bed.

He wastes no time getting on top of you. His luscious lips make their way down your neck. He gives you small pecks as he says how much he adores you. He gets on his knees and wraps your legs around his ass. He firmly grips your hips with his left hand while the other grabs his cock placing it near your entrance. He teases you with his tip rubbing it against your wet folds.

“Are you ready, y/n? If it hurts too much just let me know and we can stop anytime.” You nod letting him know that you want him inside you.

He begins entering you slowly, trying to see how you would react. It felt uncomfortable but you really wanted to try for him. You braced yourself as he pushes down deeper until he stops in the middle. You already feel full but you wanted more, you didn’t want to give up.

“I want more oppa, I can take it….please.” You say in a sweet voice, letting him know that you want him to go all the way.

He grabs your left leg and lifts it for more access. You grip the other one securely on his waist as he attempts to go deeper. You moan in both pleasure and pain as he reaches near your cervix.

“So full oppa, hmm…” He looks at you and gently feels his cock lodge near your stomach, feeling his balls at the same time. “You are a good little slut, aren’t you? You took my cock so well y/n.

Before you could say anything he begins thrusting in and out of you. He started fairly slow but soon picked up his pace making grunting noises as he fucks you passionately.

“So..fcking..tight..ahh..” He enunciates every word with a strong thrust. “Are you gonna cum for me you slut?” He says while rubbing your clit. You’ve never felt such pleasure before and you could feel your end nearing.

“Oppa…I’m gonna..” Before you can finish your sentence he moves towards your face, cock still inside you, so he can kiss you.

“Just a bit more jagi, okay? Let’s finish together.” He says while sloppily kissing your lips.

You try to hold out a little longer but it was very difficult. Both your legs were tightly wrapped on his ass and your pussy was beginning to tighten around his cock. He buries his face on your neck and you could feel his climax was near as well. His thrusts were beginning to get sloppy but it still felt so good.

“I’m close Jagi, just a few…more..agh!” He grunts as his warm cum spills inside of you. It felt so good you couldn’t help but follow right after. He continued pumping inside you until his cock started becoming soft. He stayed inside you for a while and looked at you with loving eyes.

“I love you so much, y/n. You have no idea how happy I am that you’re finally mine.” He says with a sincere tone.