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Oh my gosh I AM SOO NERVOUS TO POST THIS….

Hi everyone, this imagine is just beautiful to me. It is sad, scary, but then at the same time lovely. It’s also different, because I added different scenes and everything in here… I hope you all think the same..Thanks for reading it ♥ - Dreaming Imagines

Oh and you might have to repeat the song again, because its soo long.

ALSO PLEASE READ THIS:

I do not believe in this type of dating or whatever. And I DO NOT think of Luke as this person. THIS IS A PIECE OF WRITING, so Luke plays as the character.

Drugs, abusive dating, cutting, and suicide is included in this..so warning i guess?

ALSO BEFORE YOU START READING: You are a dancer, and you are performing. While you are dancing, your mind is set in old memories with Luke. And they’re all just, you can feel them. So while you’re dancing, you can feel everything; and yeah that’s all I’m going to tell you! I don’t want you to get confused.

Pushing you on the stage, you slowly made your way up the stairs. Your eyes squint at the bright audience. All eyes and lights stared at you while you started the dance.

Sighing, you closed your eyes to darkness. Turning in circles, you memorized every step and jump in your head. 

You felt free while you stayed in fourth position, swaying to the beautiful song echoing the room.

Feeling arms wrapped around you tightly, you frowned for it felt soo real. Wet lips scattered along your neck; you smiled when your arms raised in the air.

His laugh was the only thing you could hear now. His face staring right at you, when you opened your eyes.

Taking a few steps back, you were shocked to see Luke.

Staring into his crystal blue eyes, you felt yourself going back to old memories.

- December 17th -

His hands glided down and up your arms, giving you goosebumps. You both were hiding underneath the duvets, skipping school and loving each other instead.

”I love you.”, you told Luke, kissing him. Letting go of your lips, Luke looked worried- ”Y/N I need to tell you something.”

Holding his hand tightly in yours, you waited for him to say it.

”I..I cheated on you with-”, Luke was slowly telling you this.

Before he said the name, you felt tears running down your face. Slapping Luke across his face, Luke pulled you back before you left.

Feeling someone hit you, you felt a burning sting on your cheeks. Gasping, you opened your eyes to see the crowd still staring at you.

Going back to place, you moved a few steps to the side, then closed your eyes again. Being pulled hard, you fell to the floor.

Slowly getting back on the floor, you shook your head wondering why all of this was happening.

- August 10th -

It was summer, and you were at Luke’s house, staying the night. It was 2:46am, and you were sitting beside him.

”You wanna know what I want to do right now?”, Luke smiled at you.

”What?”, you grinned wondering what it could be.

Without a word, Luke got up to get something from his closet. Returning beside you, Luke held a bag of drugs, and needles.

”Luke are you crazy!?”, you yelled at your boyfriend.

”No, no I’m not Y/N…come one please?”, Luke leaned towards you ”For me babe.”

It took about an hour before you were holding a needle in your hands. ”I can’t do this..”, you shook your head, dropping it to the floor. 

Grabbing the needle full of heroin, Luke brought it to your arm- ”Yes you can…here I’ll do it for you.”

Pushing Luke’s hand away, you were starting to become scared- ”No..stop it Luke.”

Holding your arms down, Luke pushed the sharp tip into your skin. 

Looking deeply into his eyes, your entire body had begun to shake-’ ”Please…”, your voice cracked. 

Blood ran down your skin, and Luke laughed underneath his breath. Roughly pressing his lips against yours, he whispered- ”You’ll be fine.”

Pushing the end of the needle, you could feel it slowly inject into your body.

Within 30 seconds, an intense, warm feeling poured over your entire body. Crying you found yourself laughing at the same time as Luke gave you other drugs.

Feeling a nasty, burning taste up your throat you found yourself throwing up on stage. Looking at the crowd, everyone was motionless staring at you. 

Frowning a little, you opened your eyes a little more to see everyone’s eyes turning pure black. 

Your heart was racing, and you felt like you were trapped in a nightmare.

Quickly turning around, you rushed to the ‘EXIT’ door, but it was locked.

Slowly turning back around, you felt a knife charged into your stomach.

Looking down you found a deep cut in your skin. The pain was unbearable, and you were starting to loose consciousness. Trembling, you looked up to see Luke grinning. 

From behind him, you noticed everyone had turned into Luke.

- October 23rd -

This was the worst day ever for you. Your parents were getting a divorce and you were depressed. 

Finding the key to Luke’s house, you found him sitting in his backyard.

”What are you doing..?”, you smiled a little, sitting beside him.

”I know you’re not alright Y/N…”, he told you smirking.

Looking at Luke, you wondered how he knew about everything.

”You know…I know what could make you feel better…”, Luke turned to you, grabbing your arm.

Pulling back, you crossed your arms not wanting to know what Luke was about to say.

Sighing Luke rolled his eyes- ”You’re soo good, it annoys me sometimes.”

Ignoring what he told you, you looked at the beautiful stars shinning in the sky.

Feeling a razor blade streak into your wrist, you gasped with shock and pain- ”Luke! Don’t.”, you stood, moving away from your boyfriend. 

”I’m just trying to help Y/N….didn’t it feel good? Didn’t you feel that satisfaction?”, Luke quickly followed you.

Slowly walking backwards, making your way out of Luke’s yard, he grabbed you before you ran.

Sitting you down against his fence, he threw the blade to you. ”I’m not letting you go until you do it Y/N. I promise you it’ll make everything better.”, Luke sat infront of you.

”I hate yo-”, your words were cut when Luke’s hand squeezed your mouth.

”Don’t say it Y/N. I love you, and I care about you. So do it; it’ll make you feel better.”, Luke’s hand left.

Tears fell down your face when Luke did this. 

Bringing the blade to your skin, you slowly let it enter your arm. Sighing you stared into Luke’s eyes when you let it go. ”Can I go home now? Please?”

Picking the blade up, Luke held it back to you- ”That wasn’t enough.”, he pecked your cheek.

Feeling blood run down your wrists, you faced Luke crying.

The entire room was silent, and all you could feel was throbbing pain.

Wrapping your arms around Luke, he pushed them away shaking his head.

Turning around, Luke walked off the stage to the audience.

Staring at the people infront of you, suddenly everything turned black. Darkness surrounded you.

Running to the audience, you needed Luke.

‘'Come back!'’, you sobbed limping in the black space.

- July 16th -

Today was his birthday, and you were lying in his bed awake.

Nobody was beside you though, and you were wondering where Luke could be.

Crawling out of bed, you quietly went out of the room to check the living room. Nobody.

Looking in the dinning room, you found Luke holding a gun against his head.

”No!”, you shouted before the bullet went through him. You fell to the floor, sobbing against Luke’s chest. You were confused, and lost.

Falling on the floor, everything suddenly turned white.

Looking around, you noticed you were still in your same outfit; but you could now see, and the pain was gone.

Nothing but an endless white room surrounded you. Running around the room, you found there weren’t any walls.

Sitting on the white floor, you felt all of your fears and worries lift off of your shoulders.

It felt as if everything was fine, and all you could do was relax.

Lying down, you closed your eyes enjoying the peace and quiet.

”Y/N…”, you heard Luke’s voice whisper.

Your heart skipped a beat, and you opened your eyes.

Seeing Luke beside you, you smiled.

Reaching out to hug him, your hands hit against glass.

”Why can’t I feel you?”, you asked him becoming bitter.

Sighing Luke placed his hand against the glass. Putting your hand to where he had his, you waited for him to answer.

”I did soo many bad things to you Y/N..I did soo many bad things that you didn’t even know about..”, he chuckled a little.

Staring into Luke’s eyes, you started to cry a little.

”Do you believe in heaven and hell?”, a tear trickled down Luke’s cheek.

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Even if you hated this; at least you felt something towards it?

I absolutely LOVE this; it’s now one of my favorites!

And guys, I don’t think Luke will end up in hell, I means he’s an ANGEL. But in this imagine, he was a bad person okay?

Somethings you might question:

What were some of the things Luke did that you didn’t know about?:

One is that he killed his parents. You just thought they were out all the time, but Luke actually hid them in the basement.

  What happened when you fell to the floor? And was this performance real, or an actual nightmare?

When you fell to the floor, I’m not sure- but lets just say you died. EVERYTHING. The bleeding, the knife charged into your stomach, the drugs everything that you remembered- was actually happening while you were dancing.

So just imagine dancing, and while you’re turning around in circles, you’re being cut. I don’t even know, this whole imagine was just suppose to be CREEPY but then LOVELY at the same time.

The performance was real, and there was an actual audience. Your mind was just somewhere else, and you saw them as demons. So you were actually having a nightmare while you were dancing.

Just imagine being the audience though! Watching some girl dance and while she is, blood is running down her arms.

Why were you dating someone like Luke in the 1st place?

Okay this all goes into the bad, dangerous boy situation; if you get what I’m saying. You just loved Luke soo much that you couldn’t let go of him; No matter what he did to you. You were just in love with him, and that’s it.

I know what you all are thinking… ” What’s up with Olivia’s mind!? ” Well everyone..I guess I’ve just watched allot of horror films? PLUS this song just got me in the mood! Haha, IM SORRY FOR THIS LONG POST. Forgive me.