Forever Young

My heart is just hurting so much. Now that it’s done for good it’s breaking my heart and I’m such a mess. I tried so hard to be patient and fight so hard and show you a better version of myself. It wasn’t enough. I’m not enough. I’m not worth it. I couldn’t handle it anymore trying and trying and trying. Nothing I did or say made you want me back. Everyone told me to give up but I thought I could pull through. I was wrong. I feel like such a failure. I’m sorry I failed you. You didn’t deserve it. But I can’t take the blame for everything that happened. I wish you would believe me for how sorry I am. I would never ever again put you through that. Unfortunately it’s done and if you’re reading this I wish you the best in life. I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. I could no longer handle being dragged on.