take me away

to @displacedhqs admins

i am not erin from that @forgottenfriendshiprpg 

i have been asked more than once and it honestly fucking sucks. i have never even heard of the rp until it was mentioned to me. and being questioned every single time and being asked for proof that i am not associated with it gets harder each time i’m being asked. yes, i have checked out that erin’s acc and was freaked out by some of the similar characters. but there are also characters that i have not even heard of. i don’t play video games (unless mario kart), i don’t watch gossip girl, i don’t even know who the fuck are the other characters that they play. so the fact i’m guilty until proven innocent is fucking draining.

i came to tumblr to have fun and write. i can barely figure out discord cause this is the first time i had it. i don’t want to deal with ooc drama. not after what i had to deal with years ago for so long. but being accused not once, not twice, but three times ( and counting ) into being in an rp that i’ve been told is hella problematic and racist?? i won’t settle for that. i can’t stand racism. i don’t tolerate racism. looking up the rp, it truly is disgusting from what i had to read.

i have reached out twice to the erin rper, but i am getting nothing. i dug more into it and just today reached out to the person who shut down the previous rp (still waiting for a response & if they respond i will post the screenshots) to see if there is anything they can tell me because you know what? i am done being accused of being someone that i’m not and also associates themselves with racism and toxicity. that is not me. that is not who i am. and i will be damned if my character keeps getting destroyed this way.

don’t believe me? fine. but quit asking me because i am officially done with this topic. i am done being fucking hurt by this shit. i am done being accused and then feeling like shit after then forced to pretend that it’s all okay. because it is not okay! it’s draining and it is tiring that this keeps coming back to me when i still have no clue what else you guys want?? you claim they copy, so that could be a reason for the similarities. but the more i try to prove myself, the more i’m not believed. so what is the fucking point? i’ve been trying to be patient. trying to be understanding. but already being accused more than once is enough.

i am not even part of your rp anymore so the fact it was brought up again is ridiculous. I will not take someone else's karma.

send  ❄️  for  our  muses  to  be  caught  indoors  due  to  a  snowstorm .

He still wasn’t sure about everything that happened, his head not getting the chance to be wrapped around it but those memories still very much alive. His choice to put it to the side now that he no longer had to worry about it. Chad’s brows raised as he heard the knock at the door, right palm clasping around the handle before pulling it open. He was about to greet her himself but froze the moment her sentence was blurted out. “I’m sorry, what?”

“I may be without a ship and a captain, lass, but it’s the only life I’ve ever known. If I stopped being a pirate I don’t know what I’d be… As lost as the Isle I grew up on, I suppose.” Giving the pretty redhead a grin in response to what he was all too happy to take as a compliment, he relaxed his stance despite not wanting to admit to himself let alone anyone else that he was glad to have someone to talk with who didn’t immediately see him as a threat to their ‘currently alive’ status. “That isn’t even the half of it. I never knew a place like this existed thanks to the oh so heroic King Beast.”

“I knew you were once magic but a dragon? That must have been pretty cool.” She was never sure what to say or how to react to the mention of the magical. It was something that would take some getting used to but with what just happened, the memories and the abilities, Marge was slowly getting used to the weird and the wonderful. “It’s the holiday season, what isn’t there to do? There’s ice skating and Christmas markets, the most fascinating lights and window displays. You’re more than welcome to join me Christmas shopping. I might not be home for the holidays but there’s gifts for my son and family members I definitely need to get.” She only hoped she could send them.

                    she’s  studying  the  other  ,  something  you  can  usually  find  beverly  doing  .  it  wasn’t  meant  to  be  creepy  ,  or  irritating  in  any  way  ,  the  human  mind  just  managed  to  capture  her  interest  deeply  .  slowly  ,  she  is  sitting  up  to  finally  ask  the  question  that  she  had  been  meaning  to  ask  during  the  lingered  silence  .  ‘‘  would  you  rather  have  to  drink  pumpkin  spice  or  peppermint  flavoured  drinks  all  year  round  ?  ’’  she  asked  ,  moving  to  lean  back  in  her  seat  ,  hands  resting  neatly  in  her  lap  as  she  waits  for  an  answer  .  /  @displacedstart·

Jasper felt she was familiar, like so many people he had met lately.  “I do have to admit I love my hair, thank you.  I take great pride in it.  Every time I feel like I want to cut it short again I have to give myself a strong lecture in the mirror.”  He laughed.  “I mean okay, let me see what you got.”

Beaming at the introduction, she shook Lydia’s hand. “I’m Norma.” She took a sip of her drink before, unable to help herself, she added, “It’s nice to meet someone friendly. The last few days have been… overwhelming.” Norma was not hoping for sympathy, simply being honest, so she made sure to maintain her smile. 

“i don’t doubt that, i pity anyone that has to face off against you.” castiel had never been one for physical fighting himself, but there was no doubt that he’d be able to handle his own if he ever needed to, it just tended to always be his last resort because he’d never been an inherently violent person, not really. “some people just shouldn’t be allowed to drink, or have any human contact.” and it disgusted him the way in which some people would behave, how they believed they were entitled to certain things when that was never the case. “are you working late today?”

“yeah, but it’s nothing i can’t handle,” meg replies while returning alice’s smile, “hopefully.” after discarding the rest of the glass shrapnel all across the bar, meg takes another look at the crowd, which was, thankfully, starting to thin out bit by bit.

“so, what brings you here today?” meg was not the one to initiate conversations, but the visible cut on alice’s hand pulled on her heartstrings. besides, alice was the only person at the bar anyway. “i hope the rowdy guest earlier was the only person that bothered you tonight.”

                    finding  luna  was  just  a  cherry  on  top  of  the  cake  that  was  new  york  .  he  had  always  found  a  liking  towards  luna  ,  maybe  it  was  her  large  mind  &  how  she  didn’t  care  if  people  said  such  rude  things  behind  her  back  .  she  knew  who  she  was  &  he  had  always  managed  to  go  heart  eyes  around  the  strong  -  willed  woman  .  holding  the  basketball  under  his  left  arm  ,  he  moved  towards  her  with  a  chuckle  moving  through  his  lips  .  ‘‘  maybe  i  just  finally  found  something  i’m  good  at  .  only  took  -  how  many  years  &  leaving  hogwarts  .  ’’  he  teased  with  a  smile  still  residing  on  his  lips  .  ‘‘  fancy  a  tea  ?  worked  up  a  bit  of  a  dehydrated  state  beating  your  butt  .  ’’