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But I now I wished I had used my rage to do something more productive like my writing or just doing any passion project.

I wish I had met my photography & journalism professors sooner, but I am constantly humbled by life. It’s not about what I want. I just have to accept the flow of it without understanding the intense waves of change dragging my anchoring body. I hate change, yet change is the only constant in my life with its soulmate: my dreary thoughts.

No amount of literature or philosophy can change that stubborn sense of my spirit.

Some people are okay with being stagnant, but even in my worst days that was never me.

But this stubbornness greatly serves me to continue onto my path. The path that’s bigger than me, bigger than my dreams, grander than my detriment.

Getting my Bachelor’s soon will just help me, help my family, help my community and in turn change the goddamn piece of of shit American political landscape. I’m manifesting this shit.