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I need this in my life

Today I deleted my facebook page. I just could’t handle it anymore. It is impossible for me to simply speak with people, to contact them on any mater. And at the same time I am so freaking envious... I can see how other people communicate, how they behave, chat all the time, have fun and so on. The realization of your own insignificance is... well, it is tiresome. The part when you check your messages every day without any result is not the hardest one. The most annoying part is when I do get messages and just can’t make myself to answer them. And I can’t explain to this person, that it’s not that I dislike him or anything like that, I just can’t, as simple as that. So in the end of the day I make this bloody day unpleasant not just form me, but for other person as well.