CREATIVE WORKS

arts and crafts arts is different than crafts crafts can be fun and cute and i know okay i know derivitive visual crafts isnt expressive art n idc idc idc i just wanna make pretty stuffff i just wanna make something beautiful about soemthing else i like thats beautiful if im not making shit thats actually its own animal then thats ok thats ok watever i think u should celebrate the decorations u put on ur wall n the pictures u put up and the way u dress n the song lyricss ur obsessed w so ya no al ot of this isnt art art art art by any means but whatever , fun fun fun in the sun sun sun, honestly i know myself and i know im a lazt piece of shit and i know im enver gunna meet up to my own expectations like that ideal i have in my mind that im too ebarassed to write im far far far from that . and i dont ever do anything anyways so uhhh yeah i should celebrate whatever it is i get done even if its nothing even , what was i gunna say . uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i dont actually care about art also i fucking hate art and i fucking hate painting its dumb as fuck i just wanna make beautiful things and do as little work as possible to do it , like i do a lot of shit by hand but one day if i have a . printer of some sort . god bless

making this tumblr in the hopes it will help me get something done to see work stacking up will help me produce more worki never finish anything and it makes me sick and i claim to care about art and beauty more than anything? then why dont i do the things i want to do ? why dont i work for what is worth it why cant i get anything done i make myself sick with inaction and then i am inactive some more . i just want to make something beautiful and then i wont be such a waste of life !!!! anyways hoping that seeing things stack up and quantifiable in an online format will help me ACTUALLY FINISH SOMETHING .