only time will tell

i’m going to bed omg

anti religion stuff irritates me bc i don’t think less of ppl who don’t believe like one of my closest friends is super anti religion and it doesn’t bother me, but i know I’m in one of the small group of christians who doesn’t care about someone and their anti religion opinions. they’re understandable sometimes i literally just have to be mad in silence bc i know that religious ppl have been so mean and nasty (im a victim of that too) and i just can’t say anything. it makes me so sad 😭😭 im like when someone tells me they don’t believe im like oh okay cool whatever. but as soon as ppl find out youre a christian they’re like FUCK YOU and i’m just expected to smile and take the disrespect it makes me so sad. i can’t even be mad at them for it bc we see how many Christians are nasty people so being lumped into that category i guess i can’t be mad at but i still get so mad man. im not one of those weird ppl who thinks religion and morality are the same whatever man i just try to be kind to everyone. i love reading other religious texts and shit and just learning about everyone and trying to understand and unwork the propaganda that runs rampant in american churches. ugh.