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Royal Ann Joubert 👑 August 2016

I've wanted a baby for years but wasn't expecting it any time soon. I wanted to be in love, have a baby with the man of my dreams... With someone who wanted us both. Not everything works out as planned and God listens but usually gives us not what we want but what we need. this year and summer I was planning on it being the last of my party dreams but there were plans already planned out for me.i thought to myself this is horrible timing but now I see it's perfect timing. I needed something to wake me from the daze I called life that I had been living in for years now. I may have lived on my own since I was 18 but never had any real responsibility and now my whole life is changing before my eyes, it may be hard but I'm grateful

I never thought I could be so excited or so happy & everything seems to be falling into place perfectly

I have to believe in myself or no one else will. Everyone is doubting me but I know I can do it, it won’t be easy but it is possible. I have to get clean before anything else. It’s been holding me back got 7 years and it’s time to put it all behind me. Two new jobs, now it’s time to start saving. Need a bigger spot and my lease is up in 4 ½ months, a new mattress to help with these back pains & hopefully a new car before the end of summer. This baby is coming whether I was prepared or not and my whole world has to change to give my kid the best life possible. I refuse to struggle my whole life, my baby deserves better. I never wanted to be a baby mama but deal with the cards your dealt and you can complain and throw a pitty party or you can take your hand and make it a winner and that’s what I plan to do. As of now everything changes, I’m a different and better person. Tomorrow I wake up to a new beginning and I’m going to make sure it’s amazing and I’m grateful for everything I have and I'm given, all I'm asking for is a healthy baby. Life hasn't been the best for me and i may complain more than I should but it could be worse but you won't hear me complain any longer, I'm grateful for the life I live and everything given to me and I won't ask for anything I haven't truly earned all I ask is healthy beautiful baby and nothing would make me happier. I promise to be the best mother I can be and do right by my family and my baby

I love these

California is in my dreams... If only I knew how to make it a reality

No one will ever be able to replace me cause I completed your world and without me in it, it will never be complete

There is nothing in the world that feels better than being wrapped up in the arms of the one you love

I've been hurt by anyone I've ever let get close to me so for that I will always be cautious

I may not ever be able to forget what we had but I'm finally ready to move forward and it feels great

I'm something that you engraved, and even if you wanted too erase me you will always remember me

Always, no matter what.... So just watch the heat so you don't get hurt