dolphinsdancer..that's dolphin 1st..sexy 2nd..

inSONGnia

..b/c my path back to music..

includes reclaiming

So..this has been on my playlist.. Because..HOT DAMN..it rocks!

(tho..let’s be honest..the most well known cover..pretty much slays too..there is JUST SOMETHING about it..)

..and then..I discovered other trax (sadly just recently..but better late, than never)

by them.. LIKE..THIS! Currently my FAVE.

On. Repeat.

Babe.

..to THIS.. BUT..then I got ridiculously busy..

(However..hello to my St. Thomas “stalker” ..this evening.. ..enjoy the view.. ;) ) And Part II - I can finally listen to music again.. Starts HERE (from the movies I was watching..& remembering first times I heard songs..) ..and then..HOT DAMN. THIS lil dance-y dance #! Also..I started listening to THIS last summer (& the online “concerts” they did in the past yr-ish) 

- Especially Song 2..& 3.(hearing them LIVE this past weekend..brought it back..)!

Song 3..Woah..DEEP groove here.

..and it totally changes everything about it..

Actually I don’t think I first heard this song, here

..but maybe it was..I could be thinking that THIS, this I definitely did not first hear, here, for sure.

..because I have barely been able to listen to any music.

For a VERY LONG time. Since Oct 13th, 2020 in fact.

Most music makes me feel pretty ill. Nauseous.

You know when you have a great boyfriend, and you get intro’d to great bands, and fall in love with all sorts of new music.. And it changes & improves your world in such awesome ways.

AND..then you have a totally shitty gross creepy horrible boyfriend..

..and you absolutely loathe certain bands and songs forever, b/c you never want to ever have anything to do with any thing that had to do with him. EVER.

Literally..all I have been able to listen to is ..stuff like this..

..and a little bit of death metal..b/c gross icky person NEVER intro’d me to it..and it makes me feel a little bit better.. and also this..

especially this..AND THIS.

And I needed a BREAK.

It’s made me realize.. you are always a part of me.

No matter how much I remove your from my life. (..even tho, it’s better without you in it, right now). And the problem is always the same. I am nobody to you.

I’m so over “men”..

I actually remember being at this point..years ago, just before I met my ex. But now. I have zero tolerance or patience for guys fucking bullshit. Get your shit together..

So..Afternoon Dance Party!

Song 1.

nap to nap

..you need a great “love song” today. (Pun intended..BTW..) Read. Listen.

..and if I stayed.. if

be prepared to bleed. So..it’s a damn

HIP SCARF @ LEAST.. SHIMMING & HIP DROPPING AROUND MY LIVING ROOM!

..otherwise the sad would just be too much. (I have SO MANY on  this list..sometimes..I just play like 10 or 15 in a row..

to dance..

and cathartic cry). But..time for a flashback

I say in all honesty

I don't want leaving me, To be anywhere near easy... I’ll be, alright. But.. 

But I promise you one thing, Baby.. you'll miss me someday

..I already know you do. But..

(really, like ALL Sunday’s..)

but ya know. ..when it’s cold out, you NEED

hawt music to dance around to. Especially, on a Sunday night.

I WILL PLAY DEATH METAL AT FULL VOLUME..

FOR A COUPLE HOURS.. JUST TO MAKE SURE YOU KNOW THAT IT IS B/C YOU WERE A RUDE DICK. I actually wanted to be asleep myself ~11:30-12pm, but I especially like the Spotify “Death Metal” Playlist that was running..