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The other day i bought this yarn cause that’s obviously the trans flag, and I just saw that this colour is called ‘life’! I’m gonna cry
okay but chess terminology is like. you pinned your opponent's hung knight and now you can mate? oh im sure
OH I'M SURE
emilio please im not sure how catering would help this situation
nobody ever talks about the terrible fanfic epidemic of "they would NOT confess their love so openly and poetically as that."
big amatonormativity wants you to accept this as the norm but this is not how it has to be. we can push for consistent characterization in expressions of connection and affection. those characters could just kiss and not declare their undying love about it
reading this post back and realizing that i didn't get to my real point which is that maybe those guys shouldn't say that they're in love at all. i want you to look me in the eyes and tell me that you earnestly believe those guys would say "i love you". it doesn't have to be this way

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scrolling through the dash when the mutuals are in a new ugly guy phase
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I have a research paper due tomorrow night and I've only written half a page but at least I finished my gay fanfiction #AcademicWeapon
i would LOVE to do that but the research paper is a pilot study on the association between online social support and mental health outcomes for LGBTQ+ youth seeking mental health treatment and the gay fanfiction is smut based on this tweet:
nobody else doing it like me. particularly because the way i’m doing it is needlessly difficult
mutuals if you were a video game character I would do every step of your questline and get your good ending
What would you do with non mutuals? Cause speedrunners are always killing me for my crystal scythe before doing my quest
Well now that I know you have a crystal scythe I'm definitely killing you for your crystal scythe
it's gonna be okay (/threat)

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I have a research paper due tomorrow night and I've only written half a page but at least I finished my gay fanfiction #AcademicWeapon
StebVries intrigues me
Pete who lost his parents in the great war and can barely remember them vs. Stebbins’ who’s the Major’s bastard and so will see him everywhere, but never in his own home. Pete and Stebbins who understand the nature of the walk, yet Pete walks because he’s been walking his own life vs. Stebbins who’s knowledge whilst thoughtful/philosophical he tries to keep impersonal/logic based. It comes off as him witnessing events and thus making conclusion based of what he’s seen rather than having been through the event and makeing conclusion that way aka moreso Pete.
It’s shown that Stebbins frustrates Pete for being cold/hard to understand because of Stebbins’ walls, but once Stebbins reveals his story Pete shows him sorrow. In the script, he even shares a piece of his shirt with Stebbins.
I think they could have a very interesting where they challenge each other’s philosophies and in doing so can help them develop a wider understanding than what they currently have. I’d like to see them needle at eachother’s past/their vulnerabilities and how each would handle it with their different ideals. God i’d love to see them debate things out.
Or even Pete who can help Stebbins open up. Let Stebbins feel his own emotions. Or Stebbins who gets to see the part of Pete he hides away because Pete “I try really hard” and who also pushes Pearson away when he tries to join the musketeers. There’s smthing more there and I think Stebbins could be the one to look into that.
They give Academic Rivals to me. Pete the guy who gets good grades, who loves class discussion but doesn’t make studying his whole life. Vs. Stebbins who is a high honors students and makes corrections on tests earning extra marks. l
Man GavRibBins can be so interesting coz they both motivate Ray but in very different ways. Pete pushes Ray to see the light whilst Stebbins pushes Ray to see what is there, he just has to look deeper. Then they have eachother
Both are such thoughtful boys and it’s a shame their dynamic isn’t explored more.
humbling
people saying "write what you want to see in the world!" and that's always a good sentiment but this post isn't really about "oh no there's no content for my ship", more the feeling of "i looked up something that i thought was so obvious that surely plenty of more seasoned ao3 perverts would have thought of it already, but apparently i'm the weird one"
reverse version too 🩷💜💙🤝❤️🧡🤍🩷💜
I have a research paper due tomorrow night and I've only written half a page but at least I finished my gay fanfiction #AcademicWeapon

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"Who are you, Louis?"
For @ldpdlweek2026 day 4 - guilt | reconciliation and forgiveness
You can get this as a print here
before you make fun of a person doing something brave and vulnerable like dancing or singing or reading poetry in front of a lot of people:
don’t.