Beauty Within//Beauty Without

!!!!!!!!!!THIS IS NOT PORN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I’ve never felt like this before.

Lately I’ve have this weird feeling and I couldn’t really put my finger on it .

Completion.

I would think to be the best word for this feeling lately. I’ve stopped trying for everyone else .For years and years Id spend my time worrying.

who will love me ? 

How can my friends love me?

How can any one love me ?

I’m going to be  alone forever.

no this isn’t a story about finding a guy who liked me for who I am its about me ,This year I am finding myself and realizing that rest will come along .

I tried and tried to do things for others to love me and kinda lost track of myself, I let others hurt me beyond belief and took it because I thought that’s what i deserved. Id silence myself and put myself in situations where i would be unhappy to just feel the smallest taste of acceptance.I did things to fill voids and it cost me a lot of my esteem.

Updating post with Cherish and Dive Ball! Gonna debut them at OTAKON 2016

All of them will be available for purchase at cons EXCEPT the premier ball which will be free if and only if you buy any 5 pokeball prints.