I hate swedosh pop euro pop music

Whenever I think about having to undergo the process of making friends with someone I feel myself becoming the most schizoid person on earth. Momentarily

I'm awful

I get the impression that preparing to move out & moving out itself is really stressful & miserable (bwcause im already feeling it) but there isnt really any solution other than to keep on pushing, because once the big hurdle has been gotten over it's smooth sailing, supposedly. Most of the stressful things only have to be figured out once. I guess. After that its just rememberikg to makw the monthly payments. I'm gonna throw up

I wish I had all the money in the world to do anything anytime & I wish I didbt have to worry aboyt securing 410 euros for a deposit on a shitty little studio thats probably going to be miserable to live in. I'm gonna be so fucked if the application is rejected for wjatever reason

I wishi was pretty

I fell asleep for like an hour & i woke up because I think I overheated & now i''ve been awake for over an hour. Cant fall baxk asleep I'm still either drunk or im hungover & my mind & body feel like a weird incongruent mess. Its too hot but if i take the blanket off I immediately get too cold. When I toss & turn my bpdy feels like an ocean. Im tired I Want to sleep