slowburn

To clarify, finding the truth hurts a lot more than being told the truth

I find myself constantly going after what I can't have. I stick around long enough to get it, and then I leave. On to the next challenge. I wonder what someone who knows, someone who had answers would say about me. I am too closed off. I am too guarded. I have trust issues; fear of abandonment. I don't know, but I am never afraid of leaving. I think that changed when I met you.

I don't know how I met her, but goddamn I hope she stays

Wow, I am happy

How are you?

Do I miss you, or who you used to be? Am I better off not knowing?

I think Chelsea Cutler was in my head when she wrote the entire How to be Human album;

Make plans with me;

Please, show me something I haven't seen yet. Show me independence, want me don't need me. Show me that you have goals, and the ambition to meet them. Prove to me, that after all this time, I'm still the only one you want to wake up with in the morning. Show me that you want this as bad as I did, because that's why I left, I was alone.

Truth be told, I don't know what the f u c k I'm doing;