i don't know anymore

Second break up of my life vibes

I can’t even look into my own eyes without thinking about you

Fuck addiction man

Two of my ex’s are leaning on me for support, neither of them got with anyone after me they left the relationship because they couldn’t give me what I deserved I want to help them so bad

I haven’t been on here in a while, it’s hard right now but I’m fighting

With the one that broke my heart and I’m struggling so much

It had been thundering for a while now, but the rain was only just starting

I can’t sleep I just feel like I’m waiting for something to happen

My friends are telling me to let go of you but I’m scared that I’ll let myself go in the struggle

Why am I still waiting for you in every way even staying up for hours to never get a message back

His every word was to damage and I’m only now seeing the scars

Your love is more addictive than drugs, but it damages me more than any drug can

Is it bad that I want to see you just one last time knowing that could be the very thing that kills me

When you took yourself to the woods hoping you’d never return did you think of the people that loved you- no I didn’t