Disruptive Peace

You weren't perfect but you made life worth it Stick around, some real feelings might surface Been a long time since I spoke to you in a bathroom Gripping you up, fucking and choking you What the hell was I supposed to do? I know you ain't getting this type of dick from that local dude And if you are I hope you have a good time Cause I definitely be having mine And you ain't finna see a mogul get emotional Every time I hear bout other niggas is strokin' you Lying, say I hit you, he sitting there consoling you Running my name through the mud, who's provoking you? You should be grateful a nigga like me ever noticed you Now you noticeable and can't nobody get control of you 1AM and can't nobody get a hold of you I'm calling your brother's phone like what was I supposed to do? Even though I knew, he never told the truth He was just gon' say whatever that you told him to At a certain point I had to stop asking questions Y'all got dirt on each other like mud wrestlers I heard he bought some coke with my money That ain't right girl You getting blackmailed for that white girl You always said, "Yeezy, I ain't your right girl" You'll probably find one of them "I like art"-type girls All of the lights, she-was-caught-in-the-hype girl And I was satisfied being in love with the lie Now who to blame, you to blame, me to blame For the pain and it poured every time when it rained Lets play the blame game

You once said " forever doesn't exist" I guess u were right and you couldn't resist it. At a point in time you were life, The air I breathed in order to stay alive. Never thought to this destination we'd arrive. I'm still breathing but I'm dead inside. Pretend I'm at my happiest, meet my friend his name is Pride. Can't even sleep at night Darkness crowding my Lil light Its fucked up coz you were right. Wish you could've told me not to dive this deep Heathaches causing me to drink myself to sleep. Till this day every moment I wasted with you I keep. Lies... Lies lies lies.... That's all you had become Between me and your demons There could only be one And your demons won. So I let you go Tore my heart when i rejected your soul Why try and come back though? When You know the Girl you wanna be? Shared what I thought was my treasure With Souls that can never measure To the realest form of what love is? What "us" is? Or was? So this a young message to you Hoping you get to read this boo Open your eyes and claim your worth Stop giving strangers with fucked up intentions what I still see as gold, rare, unique and priceless. I can never unlove you and it hurts!!! My friend pride hides my crys when I see u throw yourself around! Wake up and claim your life before its too late... Bye Shine