Now Or Never, You And I

As if my heart didn’t feel enough, here we go again. Drowning seems to be my specialty.

I can wait no longer…

It’s like a ripple, every single time..over and over again…

The devils color is truly green…

“We’re chasing the rabbit like creatures of habit and no one else knows where we’re coming from…and nothings gonna change so your gonna run away. There’s no need to panic cause you’re just as tragic…”

I stare out of the window at night and dream of you my love…

Hold me here darling…I just want to escape the world and exist in your arms for a while. Just hold me in the silence, I want to fall asleep listening to your heartbeat…..

Do you remember your birthday last year, darling? You hate birthdays, I tried to be subtle… I wanted nothing more than to give you all the grand things in the world….

That looks heavenly, so peaceful…just like the place that was written about…

Darling, let’s take a trip again…you and me, we won’t be unhappy…

Darling, take me on a drive like we used to? I need to feel that early sunrise bliss once again. I have so much to tell you…..so much to unpack…

I’m still here darling, I’m here waiting for you….right where you left me.

Do you remember darling? I called, I said I loved you…the line was dead.

I’m screaming worth a lifetime, with the voice of a follower. I’m always too soon, I’m always too late….always in between. If only I knew how to forget, if only I knew how to love.