Who yells??

its been a wild 12+ years on this here website. I made several friends (and even a roommate, hi Joey) and its been a good place to like express myself and vent and find confidence amidst my gym ~~journey and everything. That said, as I approach the admittedly arbitrary threshold of turning 30 next week on the first, I think i might leave my social media behind. I dont want to delete this blog, and i wont. I've had it for so long and there are a lot of memories and things that are really important to me on here. I just think I want to stop seeking so much external validation from screens and push myself to get back out into my real life and make connections and whatever. I didnt think i could delete insta, and now its been like 2 years, so i know i can do it. I think some time next week, I'll just gently and lovingly set this blog down. It feels silly to wax on about a fuckin blog, but im just really grateful for all I've experienced on here and its a bittersweet choice but im excited to make it.

goddamn you are hot as fuck