Filthy Girl

Decided to finally throw all my filthy little posts into one place. I’ll keep this updated as new stuff goes up, so check back if you’re ever in the mood to be ruined.

PLEASE read the warnings at the top of each piece before diving in. I don’t hold back in my writing, and some of it might be genuinely upsetting depending on your limits. Also, I mostly write smut so.. you've been warned.

I write for: ♡ Ticci Toby ♡ ♡ Tim Wright/Masky ♡ ♡ Brian Thomas/Hoodie ♡ ♡ Jeff the Killer ♡ ♡ BEN Drowned ♡ ♡ Eyeless Jack ♡

I write based on my personal headcanons, which might stray from the usual fandom interpretations. Just something to keep in mind while reading.

My requests are open atm but please be patient with me - I write based on inspo, and not everything will get a fill. Asks are always welcome!

I do NOT consent to my work being fed into AI, copied, translated, or plagiarized in any way. Please respect me as a creator. Thank you.

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Thanks for reading my stuff, ily <3

YES PLEASE!! I'm eating up all the amazing art yall send me 🙂‍↕️

YOUR WRITING IS ABSOLUTELY INSANE 😭😭😭 like your prose is so ENGAGING, so vivid, and i LOVE all your pieces of symbolism and the themes you carry throughout! i would bet that i still continue to miss little intentional lines, ive only reread ST in full like 3 times…. ;p

AND THATS ANOTHER THINGGG omg. YOUR WRITING IS SOOO fresh, it has more readability than any fanfic ive ever touched 😭🫰 and the way you portray TOBY??? omfg every other take of him PALES in comparison to the lover rendition!!!

you’ve encapsulated his personality and his flaws so damn well… like ugh yes he would be toxic asf and not want you to go partying 🙄 #needdat anyway

what i especially adore is how much i can personally relate to the MC of ST… i love how she takes no shit, even when she’s scared she holds her ground and i really hope that the setback she gives to toby on the next part is hopefully enough to at least… refocus his emotions. ground him a little, maybe tire the fight in him out, if not just refocus it. i feel like if ST reader was as soft and kind as DS reader (a masterpiece of a series btw) toby’s emotions may have the space to dominate their dynamic, may even put reader in a worser spot with him — but the attitude and hardiness of ST MC makes me think that AT THE VERY LEAST, whatever fight ensuing is going to be met with some reasonable force from our girl.

(ofc this is just what i’ve gathered, correct any mistakes or mistheories.)

in any case, you have literally rejuvenated my love for fanfics again like 😭 got me at my big ass age REREADING FANFICS AND SQUEALING INTO MY PILLOW!!!!! but this is also some serious shit, i mean every chapter has been at least 10k words, you’re a fucking MACHINE man 😭😭😭🫰 thanks for all your hard toils, lover. WE ARE ALLLLL WAITING ON THE EDGE OF OUR SEATS AFTER A CLIFFHANGER AS DELICIOUS AS THAT!!!

finally, i just wanted to ask you a question. in your words, would you describe toby as a switch? a power sub?

ofc your writing has borderline spelled it out but i wanna indulge the topic a bit: i personally envision him heavily leaning toward ‘power subbing’, the taller and so much STRONGER 🤤🤤🤤 boyfriend who just needs to be told he’s doing good, just *has* to be a good boy for you!!! he’s hard and rough and super eager but is generally controllable, so long as you stand your ground and don’t let him test you. he’s genuinely so much like a dog it’s hilarious LOL so much obedience confined within a singular ferocious mutt.

dogs also tend to sometimes disobey rules at their own leisure, at the end of the day — they are loyal, but they are also little pleasure seekers! can’t show signs of weakness around them, or they take advantage. toby is similar, and while i feel like DS toby also very perfectly depicts how he’d feel about DV and abuse situations (i mean look how he grew up!!!) toby… isn’t perfect, and i love how his litany of different flaws are slowwwly dropping lower, one by one unveiling themselves in full. the toby we saw in the woods—the one who held a hatchet to reader’s throat and got too freaky for this inbox O.O … that’s also toby. that’s all of him, all of who he is,,,, there is a deep complexity within him… but i really do need it tho.

annywayyyy, it goes without saying that i am boundlessly eager to read the next part, i mean look at all the brain vomit created by YOUR WORK, lover. YOU DID THIS!!!!

thanks for blessing us with your creativity! ;)

THANK YOU SOO MUCHHH 🫶

Lots to unpack here, so here we go.

First of all, YES, ST reader’s personality and her ability to stand her ground make her a very good match for Toby for many reasons. Toby, despite having a good heart and genuinely caring for her, has a tendency to dwell in his insecurities and general unhappiness, and that can make him act in very toxic and unpredictable ways. A lot of people would back off, let him have his way just to get him to calm down, or try to satisfy him in any way they can. But not our girl ST reader. She’s not gonna go along with his bs just because he throws a tantrum and makes her feel bad for him.

In many ways, Toby doesn’t even realize how toxic this behavior is. In his head, he’s just expressing himself, but to others, it clearly comes off as extremely obsessive and controlling. “I don’t wanna go to this party, so you’re not going either.” Excuse me...? That’s not okay. And ST reader made that very clear.

In the upcoming part, we’ll see exactly how they solve this conflict, but you’re right to assume that Toby has found someone who won’t just tolerate his shit. And he needs that. He needs someone to put him in his place, to teach him to control his emotions and express them in a healthier way. With someone like Toby, being nice and saying yes to everything isn’t gonna cut it. He needs a strict regimen from his girl lmao.

As for your question about how I’d categorize Toby, I’d say power sub is a near-perfect role for him. He loves giving up control while still being in charge in some way. I’d also say he’s a big service sub too. He loves being told what to do, being useful, and feeling needed. He’s also very much a praise sub and pet. Praise him, call him a good boy, make him your little doggy, and he’s the happiest man on earth. I’d also call him primal, someone who likes a more instinctive, animalistic dynamic. We’ll see more of that in the coming parts!

And yes, Toby can very much be compared to a dog, respectfully lol. A dog can be your best friend, your closest companion, and loyal to death. But he can also turn on you and bite if you’re not training him correctly. You have to be very careful and know what you’re doing with him, otherwise it can easily get out of hand. The leash always stays on with this dog in particular.

I hope you like it! And I hope everything is going well with your life s2

I’m more than glad to be part of lovers cult, all your works are amazing

I used to be OBSESSED with Lisa from Girl Interrupted 😩 that bitch was my biggest inspiration when I was like 16 lol

I totally agree with you, Jeff is literally the male version of her! It's the attitude, the smugness, the complete lack of shame, the way they both act like they’re the main event even when they’re actively ruining everyone’s day 😭 I can't unsee it now..

as an OG lover fan, here are some memorable incidents that have happened on this blog:

- that time 2 anons saw each other on the bus

- l0ver loves dwerking…?

- cabin fic insanity

- conspiracy theory that l0ver is a proxy

- ”brim chasing”

- ej slander

- l0ver is a WRIGHTER her WRIGHTING is amazing and she loves tim WRIGHT

- cunt slapping is apparently a thing?

- the forgotten liu fic

- l0ver’s bf lore

- creation of LCU that gave us SO, DS and now ST

- legendary fight scene

- ghost pussy

aaaand probably a bunch more that i’m forgetting. love you queen you’re the best ❤️

MY BABY TURNS 1 TODAY 🥺💖💖

This blog, and every single one of you beautiful people, mean so much to me. Thank you so much for being here, reading my stuff, and making this little space feel so loved!

I truly can’t believe it’s already been a whole year?? I’m so, so happy I made the decision to share my writing on here, and I can’t even begin to explain how much this community means to me. You’ve made this experience more special than I ever could have imagined!!

jokes aside, the deer mention?? omg??? it had me feeling a little sus because the way our girlie talked to it but it just stared brought me back to DS.. It made me think about how ST will end. Like, will it be bittersweet? Sad? it gave me such a bad feeling either way, and i was right when they ended up fighting lol

but i loved how we were able to see more into the characters! jeff being at home in the club, andy with his DJing, ben with his anxiety, it made me love them so much more UGHH lover ur brain is magical!!!

One thing about my fics... deer sightings are never a good thing lmao 😔 they're literally such a bad omen, ST reader should've just turned around and walked her ass back home

honestly the way jeff defended ST reader was so sexy💔

and i kind of thought he wouldn’t be the type to get involved in this kind of situation, but god was it hot to see him get so bothered by that awful dude and defend reader

Honestly any of the creeps would’ve been bothered seeing a girl clearly getting harassed like that. Stepping in is the BARE MINIMUM fr

Girl your responses talking about the latest chapter as if you didn't write it, you kill meee <3

the way i literally sat up and yelled “ITS HER” when the the deer showed up… oh lover no one’s doing it like you 😭

*sigh* Toby this chapter🫩 “you’re just like the other girls….” why are you being an incel rn omg stop

Then him lowk plotting to kill Andy don’t you DAREEEEE HURT HIM OH MY GOD 💔💔💔

And the club scene… the way I was grinning so hard the entire time it was just so fun and pleasant to read (minus the creepy man) + i love jeff and ben so much i could read an entire story just about them and the things they get up to their friendship is just so ughhhh

THEN THAT CRAZY ASS CLIFFHANGER?? TOBY GO TO BED OML STOP THIS MADNESS

Toby was so embarrassing like I was genuinely getting annoyed writing that shit lol 😭😭 He literally has a girl who’s obsessed with him and wants to hang out with him, and this idiot is too insecure to see it. I swear his own self-doubt is going to be the end of him

Yessss, I feel like you can interpret this interaction in two different ways:

The first is that it was DS reader appearing as a deer, visiting our girl as a subtle warning. DS reader knows exactly what can happen when you get involved with these men, and she doesn’t want anyone else to experience what she went through.

The second is that deer have shown up throughout DS right before something bad happens, like in part 4 and part 10. In that sense, they almost act as a bad omen, a quiet sign that something awful is coming. ST reader saw the deer, and then immediately after, she ended up getting into that horrible fight with Toby. It almost felt like the deer was warning her not to meet him at all.

Like… why would he say that, that’s actually so brutal LOLL 😭😭