Diibbz on Everything

“The whole point of being alive is to evolve into the complete person you were intended to be.”

“This is new, uncharted. You taste like cotton candy. Your laugh is carnival music. You are a ferris wheel, pulling me toward a boundless night sky. This is young. I can hear the giggles and feel the fluttering in my topsy-turvy stomach. I study your unfamiliar face like it is the only language to learn. Everything about you astounds me, rattles me, teaches me something new. This is unnerving. I do not know where to turn. My sight betrays my dependence on something tangible. I feel what I cannot see. To trust you now is to pour myself into your hands and pray that your grip is firm enough not to let me fall through your fingers. This rips me apart. The first time you hurt me is the first time I am introduced to your humanness. It will not be the last time I encounter it. The balance between pleasant surprise and disillusion becomes dangerously delicate. I can only wonder what shall tip my feelings over the edge, one way or another. How I hope you do not ruin everyone else for me. How real the chance of that has become. When all is said and done, I will always be able to say that you moved me. No matter our ending, you have conjured feeling where I was convinced there was none.”