On the edge . Ýâ Űśŕ§ ÝË .
synopsis: edging them bc i want to see them beg thank you !
content: SMUT (mdni)
zayne . Ýâ Űśŕ§ ÝË .
He got home late again.
You heard the door open and close quietly, the telltale sound of Zayneâs boots being eased off by the front door. It was past midnight â his shift had clearly run long. You werenât angry. Not really. But you'd spent the evening alone, wearing the silk set he liked, and now your need sat just beneath your skin like heat rising from a banked fire.
You stayed curled up on the couch, legs tucked under you, feigning disinterest when he stepped into the room. His coat was slung over one arm, his shirt sleeves pushed up, forearms bare and dusted with flour from some emergency nutrition break at the hospital. His hair was a little messy â damp at the temples, like he'd run water through it in frustration.
âHey,â he murmured, his voice low and smooth like velvet pulled taut. âI didnât mean to wake you.â
You didnât respond. Just looked up at him slowly, and tilted your head.
He blinked. â...Are you okay?â
You stood without a word and walked over. He smelled like antiseptic and his cologne, sharp and warm. You slid your hands up beneath his shirt, fingers brushing the taut lines of his stomach. He stilled.
âMissed you,â you said simply.
His brow knit. âI know. Iâm sorry. Things ran longer than expectedââ
You cut him off with a kiss. Not a sweet one. A slow, intentional press of mouth to mouth, your hands slipping down to his waistband. He groaned quietly against your lips, but when you started sinking to your knees, he caught your arm.
âWaitâwhat are youâŚ?â
âShhh,â you whispered, and smiled up at him. âLet me.â
He hesitated. You rarely did this, not like this, not without him orchestrating every move. He always took care of you first â insistent, focused â to the point where heâd deflect the moment your hands even flirted with his belt. But tonight, something in your gaze mustâve made him yield. His hand dropped away.
âAll right,â he said quietly. âBut only because you look like you're about to combust.â
You laughed softly and undid his fly.
He hissed in a breath when you freed him, already half-hard from your kiss alone. You curled your fingers around him, slow and warm, and gave the first teasing stroke. He braced one hand against the wall behind him, chest rising subtly beneath his shirt.
âDarlingâŚâ he murmured, breath catching.
You took your time, drawing pleasure from his every reaction. He didnât moan â not Zayne. But he made these low, delicious sounds in his throat, and occasionally muttered soft curses under his breath. You watched him carefully, timing each stroke to build him up slowly, too slowly, backing off every time he started to roll his hips or tip his head back.
His eyes opened, sharp and narrowed.
ââŚYouâre teasing me,â he said flatly.
You smiled innocently, thumb dragging over the leaking tip. âMaybe.â
He exhaled through his nose. âYouâve never done this before.â
âDo you want me to stop?â
âNo,â he said, without hesitation. âI Just⌠didnât expect to be punished right after my shift.â
âI missed you.â You pressed a kiss just above his hip. âThis is what you get for being gone so long.â
His knuckles flexed against the wall. âYouâre going to be the death of me.â
You kept going. Slower this time, gentler, even more patient â your mouth brushing the head of his cock, but not taking him in, not yet. He hissed through his teeth, shoulders tense, control starting to fray around the edges.
âDarling,â he rasped. âYou donât have toâfuckââ
âSay it,â you teased. âSay you missed me.â
âI did.â His voice cracked with a note of real heat. âI missed you every minute. Iâll prove itâafter.â
âPromise?â
He nodded, eyes blown wide, chest heaving. âIâll return the favor. Thoroughly.â
You finally took him into your mouth.
The curse he let out was nearly a growl â deep and wrecked â his fingers tightening at his sides. You kept the same rhythm with your hand while your mouth worked the rest of him, letting him fall apart slowly, savoring every twitch and shudder. He didnât beg, didnât whimper. But he shook slightly by the end, jaw clenched, voice frayed.
He came with a low, wrecked sound, spilling over your hand and your lips, breath stuttering like he hadnât meant to lose it that hard.
You looked up through your lashes, licking your thumb clean.
Zayne looked down at you with something like reverence and hunger all wrapped into one.
ââŚGet on the couch,â he said calmly, even as his voice shook. âIâm not letting you sleep until you forget your own name.â
xavier. Ýâ Űśŕ§ ÝË .
You donât even know why it bothered you.
It wasnât him.
Xavier was polite. Distant. Soft-spoken. He barely even looked at her.
But the girl wouldnât stop touching his sleeve, leaning into his space, laughing like sheâd earned something. And he â sweet, oblivious Xavier â just nodded along, clearly not catching a thing.
So now, here you are.
Straddling him. Riding him. Slow.
Xavier is spread out beneath you, flushed pink all the way down his chest, arms tense where heâs gripping the sheets instead of you, because you told him not to touch. Not yet.
Heâd let you do anything, and it shows â the way his hips jerk every time you roll down just enough to tighten around him. His breath stutters. His lips part, eyes fluttering half-shut, then snapping open to find yours again.
âStarlight,â he pants, âyouâre going slow on purpose.â
You tilt your head. âIs that a problem?â
His throat bobs. âNo,â he whispers. âJust⌠didnât know I did something wrong.â
You lean in, mouth brushing against the shell of his ear. âYou didnât.â
âThenâ?â
âYou let her touch you,â you say, soft. Controlled. âShe thought she had a chance.â
Thereâs a flicker of realization in his face. Then regret. Thenâ
âOh.â His voice is barely there. âI didnât notice. I swear, I didnâtââ
âI know,â you murmur, kissing the corner of his mouth. âYou never do.â
He exhales like heâs relieved â only to inhale sharp when you grind down again, slow and deep, his cock twitching inside you. His whole body tenses.
âFuckââ
His hands are trembling again. He wants to hold you. Needs to. But he doesnât. Heâs being so good. Letting you use him. Letting you have him.
You rock your hips again, same pace, same angle. Deliberate. Controlled.
âIâm not mad,â you whisper, voice like honey. âJust making sure you remember who you belong to.â
âI do,â he says quickly, breathless. âI do. I never forgotâmy star, please, let meââ
You clench around him. His whole body shudders.
âNot yet.â
His eyes squeeze shut. A whimper leaves him â high and desperate, muffled by the back of his hand where heâs biting down to keep quiet. His thighs are shaking.
âIââ He gasps, blinking up at you again. âI love you. You know that, right? I donât look at anyone else. I only want you. I only everââ
You kiss him â slow, deep, possessive â and when you pull away, your hand wraps around the back of his neck, holding him there.
âShow me.â
And finally, you give him what he wants.
You move faster. He moans loud, needy, broken â his hands fly to your hips and you let him grab you now, let him hold you as he cums hard, trembling under you, eyes glassy with it.
When itâs over, he pulls you into his chest without hesitation, still panting.
âI really didnât notice her,â he whispers.
You laugh softly into his throat. âI know.â
sylus. Ýâ Űśŕ§ ÝË .
He hesitates. Still.
Even with his shirt undone, skin flushed beneath your mouth, even with your hands at his belt, undoing the buckle slowly â he hesitates.
âSweetie,â he murmurs, voice low, deep, almost chiding. âYou donât need to do that.â
Your lips brush his stomach, just above the waistband of his pants. He shudders.
âI want to,â you whisper, tugging his pants lower. âYou always take care of me. Let me return the favor.â
He swallows hard, like heâs chewing down whatever protest is still trying to rise in him. You watch the muscles in his abdomen twitch as you drag your fingers along the edge of his waistband, teasing. Slow. Like he does to you.
His cock is already hard â has been since you first straddled his lap and whispered what you wanted between lazy kisses and lingering touches. The tip is flushed, leaking already. Heâs beautiful like this. Open.
You look up at him. âLet me, Sylus. Please,â
And finally â finally â he nods. Voice hoarse.
ââŚOkay. You can have me.â
You ease him onto the bed, nudging his thighs apart as you kneel between them. You kiss the inside of his knee, then his thigh. You take your time. He smells like heat and something you could get drunk on.
âDonât tease, kitten,â he says with a faint smile, though his voice is already shaking. âI might start thinking youâre trying to turn the tables.â
You grin against his skin. âWho, me?â
When your tongue finally traces along the underside of his cock, he gasps. Sharp. Real. His hips jump. One hand fists in the sheets.
You donât take him into your mouth yet. Not fully.
You kiss him there. Lick. Trace.
And when you look up, his head is tipped back, one hand hovering near your hair, the other clenched in the blanket like heâs already close.
You start sucking him slowly, lips stretched around him, hands gripping his hips to hold him still. He moans â a quiet, choked-off sound like heâs trying not to scare you.
âOh, kitten,â he groans. âFuckâyour mouthâŚâ
You work him deeper. Just a little. Let him feel the heat, the wet, the rhythm. Then you pull back. Lick the tip. Blow a breath across the head.
His hips jerk.
âSweetie.â Itâs a warning. Or maybe a plea.
âYou okay?â you ask sweetly, resting your cheek against his thigh.
He huffs a breathless laugh. âWhat are you doing to me?â
âTaking my time.â You wrap your hand around him, start stroking again, your lips brushing just the head with every pass. âYouâve made me beg so many times, Sylus. Letâs see how pretty you sound.â
His head lifts. His eyes find yours. Theyâre burning now â heat and challenge and the faintest shimmer of want.
âOh?â he breathes. âThatâs what this is?â
You give him one long, slow lick up the underside. He twitches. His breath catches. You take him into your mouth again, just to the halfway point, and swirl your tongue around the tip before pulling off again.
His thighs flex. He groans through gritted teeth.
âYou little tease,â he pants. âI thought you wanted to make me feel good.â
âI do,â you murmur, kissing his stomach. âI want to ruin you for anyone else.â
That gets him.
He moans again â head falling back against the pillows, arm flung over his face, breath wrecked. His hips are twitching now, trying not to buck, and heâs begging without realizing it.
âPlease,â he whispers, voice cracking. âPlease, kittenâjust a little more, Iâm so close, pleaseââ
You stroke him faster now, mouth working the head again, eyes locked on his face as it breaks. Heâs panting, trembling, his muscles twitching under your hands.
âI canâtââ he gasps. âIâm gonnaâfuck, I canât hold itââ
You pull off. Again. Just before he tips.
He cries out, a sound so raw and desperate it punches through your chest.
âSylus,â you whisper, climbing up his body to kiss the edge of his jaw. âYou gonna cum for me?â
His voice is shattered. âYes. Please. Let meâplease, sweetie, let meââ
You stroke him fast now, hand slick from your mouth, and it doesnât take long â maybe five seconds â before his whole body snaps, hips arching up as he cums in thick, hot pulses across his own stomach, a moan ripping from his throat like you tore it from his soul.
You watch every second of it. Watch his face, the way it twists in pleasure, eyes squeezed shut, mouth open like heâs afraid to breathe.
And when itâs done â when heâs twitching, panting, flushed and trembling â you lean down and lick it off him.
Slowly. Lazily.
âFuck,â he groans, still dazed. âYouâre going to kill me.â
You rest your cheek on his chest, sighing. âMmm...not yet,â
caleb. Ýâ Űśŕ§ ÝË .
You had found the med reports by accident.
Tucked beneath calibration files on his tablet â meant to be hidden, meant to be forgotten â evidence of just how close heâd come to losing a lung, of how many bones had splintered clean through muscle. He hadnât told you. Hadnât said anything when he came back, bruises half-faded, smile intact, voice soft like nothing had happened.
So you decided not to say anything either.
You wait until the lights are low and the quiet of your shared bedroom is safe and soft, your body folded over his in bed â kissing him slow, letting your weight sink onto his lap while your fingers dip beneath the hem of his sweats. Caleb, already pliant from your attention, sighs into your mouth when you wrap your hand around him.
âPips,â he murmurs, voice hazy, already thick with want. âMissed you. Youâmmnâbeen thinkinâ about you all day.â
Your lips brush the shell of his ear. âAll day, huh?â
ââCourse,â he breathes. âYou're all I think about.â
But you donât stroke him, not yet. You just hold him there â hard, heavy in your grip â and let the moment stretch. His hips shift subtly under you, seeking friction.
âSomethinâ wrong?â he asks, brows drawing together. âDid IâŚ?â
You tighten your hand slightly, just enough to feel him twitch. âYou gonna tell me about the four broken ribs, Caleb?â
His breath catches.
âI saw your file,â you say, quieter this time. âSaw what you didnât tell me.â
âI didnât want to worry you,â he says quickly, guilt flooding his voice. âPips, IâI swear Iâm okay. I just thoughtâif I made it back to you, thatâs all that mattered.â
You finally stroke him, once â a slow, upward drag of your palm â and he lets out a helpless noise.
âThat why you kept it from me?â you ask, voice saccharine. âThought Iâd be too fragile to handle it?â
âNo, baby, noânever. I just⌠it was stupid, I know it was stupid, I just didnât want you scared.â
âYou donât get to decide that.â
âI know, I knowâshitââ His hands clench at the sheets. âYouâre right. I fucked up. I shouldâve told you.â
You start moving your hand then â long, languid strokes, alternating with tighter squeezes that make him groan under his breath. His hips jerk up, but you lift slightly, denying him any real friction. He looks up at you with that frayed, remorseful gaze that makes your chest ache.
âYouâre punishing me,â he says, almost like he likes it. âI deserve it. Keep going. Do whatever you want to me.â
âOh, I intend to.â
You kiss along his throat, down to his collarbone, while your hand works him slowly, relentlessly. Every time he gets close, you stop. You tease the head of him with your thumb. You let him whine.
âPlease,â he whispers. âPlease, pips, Iâm sorry. Iâll tell you everything next time, anything you wanna know. Justâbaby, please, let me cumââ
You hush him gently, pressing a kiss to the corner of his mouth. âYouâre not even close yet. Donât get ahead of yourself.â
He lets out a broken breath, biting his lip. His abs tighten when you give him a firmer stroke, and he chokes on a moan.
âYou like this, donât you?â you murmur, lips brushing his cheek. âBeing made to wait. Having to beg.â
âIââ He swallows hard. âI like when you touch me. Iâll take it however you want. Just wanna be good for you. Let me be good, pips. Please.â
âThen be still.â
He shudders, his knuckles white where they grip the bedsheets, trying not to buck. You tease him again, just the tip now, swirling your thumb in slow circles as his eyes flutter shut.
âSay it again,â you whisper, lips at his ear.
âThat Iâll be good?â he breathes.
âYes.â
âIâll be good for you, baby. I swear it. Iâll make it up to you. Anything. Just⌠pleaseâdonât stop.â
You smile softly against his jaw. âYouâll get what you want. Eventually.â
And you keep going. Keep him pinned and wrecked and whispering your name like a prayer, until his voice is raw and his body trembling, aching for release â and even then, you make him ask for it one more time.
rafayel. Ýâ Űśŕ§ ÝË .
It was supposed to be a date.
Or at least, thatâs how he framed it when he invited you over: âCome by the studio, cutie. Iâll clear my schedule. Just you, me, wine, maybe a little jazz in the background⌠I'll even cook.â
Youâd said yes, excited. Youâd dressed nice. Youâd brought his favorite dessert. You even refrained from teasing him when you noticed the paint under his nails that he definitely said heâd washed off earlier.
But five hours later, he still hadnât left the canvas.
He tried. Really. He kissed you hello with paint still wet on his fingers, poured you a glass of wine with that crooked grin, and gestured dramatically at the little charcuterie spread heâd made. âFeast, beloved. Nourish thyself while I immortalize the human form,â heâd said, gesturing vaguely toward a canvas already full of half-finished strokes.
You humored him.
For a while.
You sipped your wine and curled up on the couch. You watched the brush in his hand move with graceful certainty. You even complimented the piece â some half-formed tempest of shadow and skin that probably meant something very deep, knowing him.
But the minutes turned to hours, and the affection heâd promised turned into distracted hums and muttered curses and words like âjust a little longerâ and âhold that thought, cutieâ and âfuck, where did I put the viridianââ
So you got up. Slowly. Deliberately. You stood behind him and wrapped your arms around his waist, resting your cheek between his shoulder blades.
âRafayel.â
A distracted, âMm?â
âYou promised.â
He paused. Just briefly. You could feel the tension in his body, the way he wanted to give in. But then he sighed â a little too apologetic, a little too sincere â and said, âI know, cutie. I just⌠Iâm right there. Give me ten more minutes?â
You didnât answer.
You just smiled against his back â a smile he couldnât see â and then let your hands drift lower, toying with the hem of his shirt.
Ten minutes later, he was flat on his back.
His head tips back against the pillows, dusky hair fanned out like a spilled halo, cheeks flushed a soft crimson. The curve of his mouth is caught somewhere between a smirk and a whimper â the look of a man trying very hard not to completely lose his mind.
You're straddling him, bare, slow, and in control. Heâs deep inside, twitching against the vice of your heat, and you're not moving. Not really. Just enough to make him feel everything. Just enough to keep him desperate.
âCutieâŚâ he groans, voice strained and silky. âYouâre doing this on purpose.â
You hum, dragging your nails down his chest. âObviously.â
âSadistic,â he pants. âCriminal. I should paint you like this, riding me with that look on your faceâGod, I think Iâd go blind from the brilliance.â
You roll your hips once, slow and shallow. His breath catches. He bucksâinstinctively, helplesslyâbut you press your hands to his chest and push him down.
âDonât you dare.â
He shudders. âOkay. Okay, okayâfuckâjustâcutie, you canât just leave me like this. My body is going to catch fire. Iâm Lemurian, you know what that means, my internal temperatureââ
You cut him off with another slow grind. He gasps â broken, needy, sharp. His hands clutch at the sheets beside him because you havenât let him touch you. Not once.
âPlease.â The word slips out before he can stop it.
You look down at him â flushed, panting, wet lashes fluttering against sweat-slick skin. Every muscle under you is tight. Straining. The prideful, witty painter is gone â reduced to a trembling wreck.
âPlease, what?â you murmur, leaning forward until your mouth brushes the shell of his ear. âSay it. Nicely.â
He lets out a shaky, desperate laugh â but it breaks in the middle. âPlease let me cum, please, cutie, Iâll be good, I promise. Justâjust let meââ He grits his teeth, his hips jerk again, and you donât let up this time.
You ride him slow. Torturously slow. Watching him unravel.
âYou want to finish?â you whisper, breath warm against his throat.
He nods wildly. âYesâyes, pleaseââ
âThen wait.â
The sound he makes isnât human. His head drops back, throat exposed, lips parted around a moan that turns to something like a sob. You can feel how close he is â every muscle in his abdomen twitching, his cock straining inside you, hips trembling under your hands.
âPlease,â he tries again, âIâll paint you a thousand times, Iâll give you all my attention from now on, justââ
You finally slam your hips down. Hard. And again.
His cry is filthy. Unhinged. His back arches off the bed and heâs losing it, mouth moving around broken pleas, untilâ
âNow,â you say. âCum for me.â
And he does â with a moan so loud it echoes, hands scrambling to hold you as he finally, finally falls apart. His whole body shakes beneath you, long after the climax hits, as if every nerve in him is still catching up.
When he opens his eyes again, dazed and glowing with sweat, he just looks at you like youâre the only thing thatâs ever mattered.
ââŚI think I saw God,â he whispers hoarsely. âShe looks a lot like you.â
a/n: i have writers block and im ovulating. i can't come up with a plot so its horny hours on this blog for now. enjoy <3













