Duch Declares

Recently there has been a lot of strife in my life. My home life right now is very tense, and it is finally taking its toll on me. I love my Coven with all of my heart and that will never change. I just want my own place and my own space so that I can continue to grow into the person that I am supposed to be. I am forever grateful and thankful to every thing that they have done for me not because they had to but because they wanted to help me. And as I cannot speak for anyone but myself, I believe it is best in my future to have my own space. This does not mean that I will cut anyone out of my life, but I feel quite cramped in the place that I am right now in my life.

It has always been a touchy subject when it came to my cousin cat for my family, so when my mom made a face when I explained that I usually don’t take the jeep when I go to work, I think it triggered me. I already have a lot going on at home that I’m trying to keep the lid on, and the last thing I wanna do in your visit to see me after I haven’t seen you for almost like seven months is you argue about anything. And I don’t mean our usual back-and-forth banter and bickering, I mean the argument that we always have when it comes to this jeep and I’m sorry. I’m sorry but that is the way the cookie has crumbled. You can be mad at me, you can yell at me, you can even stop speaking to me, but none of that will change how much I love you, how much I love my coven, and the fact that it was my choice. I chose to come to Michigan, I chose to live with cat and Royal, and I chose to split the payments with KatRael for the jeep. I am sorry that I have missed the past couple payments because of poor financial handling on my part, but you can’t hold any that any of that against KatRael. I am the one who miss handled the funds. But I will also have you know, that because of the tension at home right now and the fact that I intend to separate myself, the jeep will be entirely mine by the end of the month once we have severed our selves from each other. I am still calling around looking for a place for me to live, and I would still like your help in securing that place, but I really can’t have another person holding anything else over my head.