soñando contigo

Here we are again. I let another guy in and I hurt myself again. I really thought this one was going to be different. He was perfect for me. So imperfect and not what I expected I would ever fall for but he is so kind and amazing. But as usual, it’s the ones that aren’t ready to be in a serious relationship that I fall for. And I was willing to wait. I still am. I just don’t know anymore. I think he’s worth it all but am I sacrificing my peace of mind and happiness to wait for him? I don’t know. I have so many people telling me different things. I just want to see him and talk to him again. I miss him. I miss us. He gave me more than anyone ever has in just 5 months and it was nowhere near enough time.