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About me

Diane, she/her, Gryffindor, I love burgundy and Lana (if you couldn’t tell), arctic monkeys, CAS, and more!! I dont mind any ages interacting, just keep it respectful and yeah

I like writing but im rather lazy, so you wont be getting that many updates 🫩🫩

LATEST ::

SUNA — SWEET

KAGEYAMA — TUTORING

CEDRIC — LACY

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MASTERLIST || req open! RULES!

RULES

keep respectful

I do NOT write smut, incest, rape, pedophilia or any of that sort

Make sure to mention what genre you want (fluff, angst, etc..)

I’m in multiple fandoms like: Jujutsu Kaisen, Harry Potter, Haikyuu, Pretty little liars (not that open for writing for pll tho), Twilight, Gilmore girls, Percy Jackson, Mha, and so on.. these are the fandoms im open for writing as of now

If I find motivation for it, I may write SMAU’s as well, but i only see those happening more for Jjk, Haikyuu and Mha

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Dear angel Lacy,

Eyes white as daisies . . .

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PAIRING :: Cedric x HUFFLEPUFF!Reader

CONTENT :: You notice the way Cho stares at Cedric and the tension between them. So you can’t help but feel jealous. As the yule ball comes closer, you feel anxious. Should you ask out Cedric? Will he ask you out? Or will it be Cho chang? The prettiest and most popular girl in school

CONTENT WARNING :: angst, comparison, miscommunication, might be ooc, no cedric doesnt die here cuz im not writing that part, happy end? Or no, read and find out, Cho x Harry if it helps

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Everybody was worried searching for their dates. Why dates you may ask? Well the infamous Yule Ball was being hosted of course! And so everyone was searching for dates.

Yeah you were asked out, i mean cmon, you have quite a reputation for your looks. But you had your eyes set on one person. A triwizard champion, Cedric Diggory.

He was beautiful, he truly was. Yet there was someone who was just as gorgeous, heck, they fit together so perfectly.

The calm, beautiful, gracefully composed girl who was smart and the beautiful, funny and popular guy who were both loved and adored by everyone.

Sure you were beautiful and loved aswell, but not as much as Cho.

You were merely just studying for the upcoming exam, because as much as the tournament excited everyone, studies still existed.

“So, who ya asking out for the yule ball?” Your friend Hannah asked.

“Im unsure.. Probably might just stay in the dormitory and fake being sick.” You replied.

“Oh cmon, many guys asked you out! There has to be someone! What about Cedric? The both of you would be perfect.”

“Isn’t he going with Cho?”

“Thats just a rumour, rumours arent true ya know?”

“I’m not asking him either way. Like I said i’ll probably just pretend to be sick.”

“You’re no fun!” The blondette huffed.

“Tough luck” you replied measly.

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As the day of your exam arrived, you went to your classroom, before a certain golden boy came up to you.

“Hey” he greeted.

“Hi Cedric, anything you need?” You replied.

“Well, I wanted to ask if you had a partner for the yule ball.”

“Why? You wanna ask me out?” You teased causing his face to turn red.

“Well, i didn’t say that, i’m just merely interested.”

“To answer your question, no I don’t.”

“Thats a shocker, i would’ve thought you had a date by now”

“Rejected the people who asked. What about you?”

“I’m unsure yet.. There’s this girl I want to ask but I’m unsure how to tell her.”

“That’s cute, is it Cho?”

“Where’d you hear that from” he froze.

Wait was he actually gonna ask out Cho?

“Ah, just rumours.”

“No, no.. There’s this other girl”

“Alright then, hey Cedric, let’s talk later, yeah? I dont wanna miss this exam.” You said trying to cut the conversation shorter and heading away.

“Wait- Y/n” he called out your name trying to get you to stop moving further. You pretended not to hear him.

“Dang it…”

“Did it work?” A certain Ravenclaw asked walking up to Cedric.

“No.. she walked away before even letting me ask her.” He sighed.

“That’s a shame..”

“Any luck with Harry?”

“Not yet..”

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You had finished your exam, ran right to your dorm and flopped onto the bed. Your friend soon after joining.

“Y/n, don’t freak out but… i saw Cho and Cedric talking..”

“God. Smart and gorgeous Cho. She always gets what she wants doesnt she. Isnt Potter also chasing after her? Why cant she just run to ‘the chosen one’ and leave Cedric alone”

“Well mind you Harry is mid controversy due to the whole Tournament issue.”

“Well yeah, but at the end of the day he always saves the whole of Hogwarts, doesn’t he? First year, second year, even third! He’s met the dark lord more than we have.”

“Yeah.. that’s also true…”

“I’m so irritated. I wish i was as gorgeous as she was.” You mumbled.

“Don’t say that. Just because a Lotus blooms brightly, doesnt mean an Amaryllis, which shines just as brightly, doesnt either.”

“I love you Hannah.” You said getting up from your bed and embracing her.

“I love you too, Y/n.”

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The day of the ball kept nearing and each time Cedric tried to approach you, you kept avoiding him. And each time you did, Cho appeared.

God, stupid Cho! She’s so irritating with her long, silky flowy dark hair, her pale skin shining as brightly as the moon and her gorgeous eyes which resemble a midnight sky. Her and Cedric just fit perfectly.

The Golden Boy representing the Sun, the gorgeous girl representing the Moon. You were not even a star compared to her. She was the epitome of perfection.

You couldn’t handle it. Everything she did irritated you!

Until

One day you were cornered by Cedric himself in astronomy class when everyone else had already left, as it was very dark and others wanted to head to bed.

“Have I done anything wrong? Or why is it that you’re avoiding me?”

“Why are you speaking to me? I don’t think Cho would like that.” You replied avoiding his gaze.

“I dont like Cho! And Cho doesn’t like me either, she’s with Potter. Now can you stop avoiding me and please just look at me.” He begged staring at you with those golden eyes that had you falling for him.

“But i thought you were with her..”

“Well you thought wrong. I don’t want her, i want you! And im sick and tired of acting like i dont, when it’s you! I want you and you only to go the Yule Ball with me.”

“But she kept coming up to you and i thought that-“

“She came up to me because she was helping me get with you. I promised to help her with Potter, she promised to help me with you. And you rejected every other guy, I didnt think you’d accept me of all people. Especially when you said you were reconsidering going to the ball.”

“I.. I don’t know what to say..” you stammered.

“Just answer me one thing and one thing only. Will you please give me the honour of being able to go to the Yule Ball with you?”

“Yes.. Yes, Cedric, I would absolutely love that..” you said looking at him, the moonlight and the stars shining upon the two of you.

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TUTORING TOBIO KAGEYAMA

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PAIRING :: Kageyama x gf! tutor! reader

CONTENT :: Kageyama sucks when it comes to his school work. That’s where his super sweet and smart girlfriend comes in the game as she has some special ways of teaching.

CONTENT WARNING :: fluff, js kissing and affection, idk

Another drabble

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“So, Tobio, what do you not understand?” You asked him.

“Everything.” He frowned

“That’s okay. We’ll make it work.” You replied pulling out a box of his favourite sweets.

You and Kageyama had been dating for a while now and now was your time to shine to help him. Sure he had been a bit awkward throughout your relationship, but that never bothered you at all. The both of you understood each other pretty easily.

He had a hard time saying words. You had enough patience for him to understand,

“For every answer you get right, you get a special treat!” You said smiling.

“what, like im a 6 year old?” He deadpanned.

“You’ll see” you grinned.

“Let’s start off with chemical reactions, what is a chemical reaction?”

“Uhm.. it depends.. on one hand it can explode if done wrongly and on the other hand it could form reactions like, i dont know, colour changing or the shape changing..” he said.

“Hm, let’s slightly simplify that, a chemical reaction is when particles collide with enough energy and the right orientation to break old ones.”

“Doesn’t my wording work too?”

“Well yeah, but teachers care more on if it’s said in a fancy way”

“True..”

“That’s okay, let’s move on to the next one. How do chemical explosions form?”

“Well… first it needs fuel and its own oxygen, then uhm.. the solid turns into gas and the explosion happens..”

“Yep! Correct” you said popping a candy in your mouth before kissing him and passing the candy on, catching him by surprise.

After you pulled away and he swallowed tha candy he said clearly flushed “so thats what you meant by surprise..”

“Mhm! Do you like it?”

He nodded, still pretty red in the face.

From that kiss on, he was actually really determined to get everything correct, even tried to put random fancy wordings together, in hopes of him being right.

It was a funny sight honestly.

The more kisses he got, the more determined he was to get everything right. But hey, atleast now you know he’ll pass.

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The day after the exam

As everyone went to check their score, they saw Kageyama with a wopping 90% on his sheet of paper.

“WHAT?? How’d you do that! Did you cheat?? Stinky-yama you cheat!” Hinata said surprised as he had only gotten a 49%.

“No, i just studied really hard.” He replied with a teasing grin on his face.

“Wow, who’s your tutor, Hinata might need to get on your grind” tsukishima teased Hinata, causing the orange-head to get aggravated.

“Oh, just Y/n”

“okay yeah no wonder he got such a high score then, you simp” Tsukishima said.

“Atleast he has someone who loves him” Hinata defended.

“You’re literally single yourself” Yamaguchi replied.

“Oh, right” the shorter guy deadpanned.

Kageyama just grinned at his paper wondering if you had more surprises for him, knowing you passed.

“Look at him grinning, he’s so whipped!” The blonde-head murmured.

“Yeah, he really is..” the two by his side agreed

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A/N :: another fanfic that i pulled out of my ass, i find it easier to write shorter stories, than longer ones. 🫩 okay anyway hope you liked reading

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IT’S SO SWEET

KNOWING THAT YOU LOVE ME

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PAIRING :: Suna x Reader

CONTENT :: Reader cant sleep, Suna helps reader to sleep, that easy tbh

CONTENT WARNING :: none, purely fluff

Js a quick drabble tbh

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It was a cool spring night. You were laying in bed with your lover Suna Rintarou. The both of you embracing one another to use your body’s temperature as natural warmth.

You were wide awake though. Why? You didn’t know. You just were. Sure you need sleep, but what could you do for not being able to sleep?

“Y/n? Why’re you still up..?” He mumbled, noticing your distressed shifting.

“Can’t sleep.” You replied casually, yet exhausted, also slightly shivering from the cold. Sure it was spring, but that didnt mean it was gonna be super warm.

He let go of you for a second, still half awake, taking off his hoodie, wearing a black tee underneath, before handing it to you. After you put it on, he went back to embrace you, pressing soft kisses to your face.

“If you need anything, let me know…” he said in a deep tired voice.

“I will”

He put his hand up the hoodie to draw shapes on your bare back, to hopefully help you fall asleep easier.

It helped a lot.

He then pressed more soft and tender kisses to your face before eventually kissing your lips.

After pulling away you laid your head on his chest, letting him draw shapes on your back. You felt your eyes become heavier.

Before you knew it, you’d have fallen asleep. Comfortably in his embrace.

Suna kept drawing shapes for a bit before eventually removing his hand, pressing another kiss on your forehead.

Eventually he murmured a quick “Goodnight” before passing out with you in his embrace.

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A/N :: this was merely just a quick nighttime drabble cause it’s dark here as well and i thought ‘ok why not’

MASTERLIST

HARRY POTTER

.✦ ݁˖ Hermione Granger

-🕯️ GOOD LUCK, BABE !

.✦ ݁˖ Cedric Diggory

-🌟 LACY

tba . . .

JUJUTSU KAISEN

.✦ ݁˖ Megumi Fushiguro

-🎱 TOUCH

tba . . .

HAIKYUU

.✦ ݁˖ Suna Rintarou

-🍃 Sweet

.✦ ݁˖ Tobio Kageyama

-🎐 tutoring Kageyama

tba . . .

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GOOD LUCK,

BABE

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PAIRING :: wlw! Hermione x wlw FEM! Reader

CONTENT :: Hermione was asked out by the one and only Viktor Krum, yet little did she know one of her closest friends was yearning for her.

CONTENT WARNING :: wlw, internalized homophobia, angst with fluff, happy ending, might not be too canon with when stuff takes place, might be OOC, NOT PROOFREAD

Happy Pride month guys

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If it were one thing you’d end up taking to the grave with you, it’d be that you’re inlove with your bestfriend, Hermione Granger.

See this normally wouldn’t be a big deal, but you’re not a boy. You’re a girl. It’s different if you compare you and Ron. Hermione goes to you for everything and the both of you are extremely close.

You didn’t want to ruin your friendship first of all, second of all, same gender relationships arent seen the same way as opposite genders.

But merlin you can’t shake off that feeling you first felt 2 years ago.

You were laying in your bed thinking about Hermione, wondering if this could ever work, before, speak of the devil, Hermione came crashing in with a huge grin to her face.

“Viktor Krum asked me to the ball!” She squealed with excitement.

“Are you kidding?? Im so happy for you ‘Mione!” You said smiling for her, knowing deep down you were upset. You couldn’t have gone with her anyway, what were you thinking?

“Im so happy! I didn’t think he’d ask me of all people? I mean, come on, this id Krum we’re talking about.”

“Well i know a certain ginger who’d be upset Krum didn’t ask him out” you said cracking a joke causing Hermione to laugh.

God that laugh was to die for. The way she smiled and the sun shone on her face through the window making her shine brighter.

“Talk about the ball, i still dont have anyone to go with.” You said sighing “may as well no go at all”

“Are you kidding? I couldn’t possibly go to the ball without my bestfriends support.” Hermione said.

It’s not that no one asked you out, plenty of guys did, you just weren’t interested. Not because they were terrible guys, the guys that asked you out were all sweet guys, you just were uninterested in men, that’s the issue.

You wished it were Hermione. But who knows if she’s even into girls, let alone into you!

“Plenty of boys don’t have a date yet, im sure there’s someone out there.” She said, with of course good intention. She didnt know you werent interested in boys.

“Yeah, im sure.” You said smiling, trying to disguise your dissapointment.

“Better get going, Harry needs me” you said.

“Alright, meet me here once you’re done, i still have a lot to say”

“Will do, tell me all about his confession, yeah?” You replied seemingly enthusiastic and interested, before leaving to find Harry.

Harry’s one of the few people you know wouldn’t judge you, as not only does he understand the muggle world, he’s not homophobic either.

You came out to him last year, because he mentioned the way you stare at Hermione, pay attention to her, wasn’t the same way you did with any other person.

Let alone have you ever shown interest in guys.

You saw Ron in the common room talking with the other guys. “Ron, do you know where Harry is?”

“Yeah, he’s in the library, still trying to figure out the second task.” Ron replied.

“Alright, thanks Ron.”

You then left to find Harry at the library.

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As you entered the library you went to go look for him. Maybe you could help him while also talking to him as well.

“Harry, hey” you said approaching him.

“Oh, Hiya Y/n, can i help you?”

“No, but im sure i can help you!” You said with a grin.

“Be honest what’s wrong”

“How’d you know”

“Answer me first, then i’ll tell you” he offered.

“Hermione’s going to the yule ball with Viktor krum” you frowned.

“Seriously, Krum? Wow Ron’s gonna be jealous, he’s heads over heels for Krum” Harry said trying to lift the mood.

“Hah, i said the same to her” you said before frowning again.

“Oh come on, no need to frown. Dissapointments happen, its okay.”

“Youre right, how’s it going with your research”

“Not great. Im so lost.” He huffed.

“That makes the two of us.” You said laughing.

“It’s okay, ill help you instead of moping around.”

“You can always talk while you help me search” he offered.

“Appreciate it, but it wont change the past.”

“Have you asked Cho yet?” You said curiously.

“Yeah, she rejected me.”

“Oh, hey whad’ya say we both go to the yule ball platonically?” You offered. “Id rather go with you, if i cant with Hermione.”

“Sounds like a plan.”

The both of you ended up researching, with no luck of course.

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After a long deeptalk with Harry and the both of you being unable to find out anything, you just headed back to your common room. It was really late.

As you entered inside your dorm, you were met with those beautiful pair of eyes you were so obsessed with.

“Y/n! Took you long enough, what took you and Harry so long?” She whisper-yelled curiously.

“Was helping Harry figure out his second task, no luck unfortunately.”

“Hey, you could’ve just called me!” she complained until she gasped.

“Are you into Harry?!”

“What?”

“It makes soo much sense now! Constantly hanging around him, searching for him everywhere! That’s adorable! And hey, last time i checked he doesn’t have a date either.” She winked.

“Well, he does now, im going to the dance with him, not because i like him, but because he’s my friend!” You said defending yourself.

God this sucks. The girl who you’re into is convinced you like your friend.

“That’s so cute! Did he ask or did you?”

“I did, but thats because-“

“I knew it! Im so happy for you” she said hugging you.

Wow

This really sucks

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The next day

As the next day had arrived, you, Hermione, Harry and Ron were sitting in the great hall, doing your tasks given by snape.

By now many people already have dates. “This is mad! At this rate we’ll be the only ones in our year without dates.” Ron said before Snape pushed his head down.

“Speak for yourself, I’m going with Harry.” You mumbled doing your task with Hermione.

“You two a thing now? I saw others asking you out, so it cant be that no one asked you.” Ron questioned.

“Just wasnt interested. Me and Harry are going platonically.”

“Well atleast Neville doesnt have anyone” Ron said before Harry added.

“Probably going to take himself”

Hermione then said “it might interest you that Nevilles already got someone.”

“Ugh, now im really depressed.”

As Ron uttered those words, his elder brother Fred slid him a note, which read “get a move or all the good ones will have gone.”

“Who you going with then?” He asked bothered.

So the twin threw his note at Angelina while mouthing and gesturing if shed go to the ball with him. She nodded with a smile, clearly agreeing.

This caused Ron to be even more bothered. “Well Hermione, you’re a girl.”

“Well spotted.” She said, with Harry trying to get Rons attention, as Snape was coming closer. Clearly too slow as the two got hit by snapes book, with Harry getting a double hit.

“Its one thing for a bloke to show up alone, but for a girl it’s sad.”

This caused Hermione to be annoyed.

“I wont be going alone, because someones already asked me! Y/n meet me out the hall once youre done.” She said agitated before leaving and giving the Professor her work.

You just nodded before looking at Harry. As Hermione went back she looked Ron dead in the eyes before saying “And i said yes!”

“Bloody Hell.. She’s lying, right?” He asked looking at Harry.

“She isn’t” you said rolling your eyes hurriedly trying to finish your work.

“I’ve got to hurry up and do something. Tonight when i get back, ill have a partner.”

You rolled your eyes before giving your work to snape. As you left you just heard two groaning guys. Safe to assume that was Harry and Ron.

As you left the Hall, you were met with a bothered Hermione.

“He’s an ass, isn’t he?” You said.

“He sure is! Bold of him to assume im going alone! I hate him” she groans before embracing you.

“Im grateful to have you” she says mumbling into your shoulder.

“Same here.”

“Well we better get to trying on our gowns, shouldnt we? The Ball is soon!” She says trying to change the subject before dragging you back to your common rooms.

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Time skip to the yule ball

It was now the evening of the Yule ball. You were fully dressed and had your makeup done and all.

As you walked out with your hair done in a half up half down with beautiful curls. You were wearing a gorgeous long and flowy gown with (your favourite colour) and gorgeous patterns.

You admired yourself in the mirror, before you heard Hermione call out your name.

“Y/n! Can you help me zip up my robe?”

“Yeah of course”

You shakily helped zip her dress up. She looked so breathtaking.

As she turned around to face you, she looked at you longingly.

“You look-“

“You look-“

The both of you said at the same time before bursting out laughing.

“You look so gorgeous” you said hugging her.

“Says you! Harry’s not gonna be able to take his eyes off you”

that just ruined your whole mood.

“Yeah, well I’m sure Krum is going to be mesmerized by you!” You said trying to change the subject.

“I hope so! Although i do wish someone else would be too..” she mumbled the last part.

What.

WHAT.

“Could you repeat that?” You asked

“Ah, its nothing.. well we better get going!” She said.

Could it be shes into someone else?

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As the two of you arrived together at the Yule Ball, you caught the stares of Harry and Ron.

“Looks like Harry cant take his eyes off you” she teased

“Oh stop it!” You said with a joking scoff.

“Hiya Harry” you said with a smile.

“Hey, you look good” he said complimenting.

“Yeah, someone else does aswell..” you mumbled before he patted your shoulder.

“Hermione’s with Krum?” You suddenly heard Ron say.

“Ah yeah, did you not know?” You asked

“No? You’re her bestfriend of course you’d know! She tells you everything” he said annoyed.

“I knew too” harry added

“Why did i not know?”

“You never asked” you said shrugging.

This just caused Rons mood to get worse. You didnt know what was up with him, but clearly he wasnt too amused this year.

McGonagall then came up to you and Harry.

“There you are Potter! Are you and Miss L/N ready?”

“Ready, professor?” Harry asked

“To dance! It’s traditional that the three champions, well in this case four, are the first to dance. Surely i told you that?”

“No”

“Oh, well now you know” the woman replied.

She then took a look at Ron saying “oh, as for you Mr. Weasly, you may proceed into the great Hall with Miss Patil.”

As Ron left off with his partner, you couldnt help but catch Harry staring at Cho.

“Guess we both want people we cant have.” He said.

“Let’s talk about this later, now’s not the time to get all emotional” you said trying to lift the mood.

“You’re right.”

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After the champions danced, you couldnt help but sit down with Harry, Ron and his dance Partner, who also couldnt be too amused to be with Ron.

Although, one of the students of Durmstrangs asked his Partner to dance.

A very please Hermione came over, leaving Krum alone for a bit came to join the three of you, after getting her Hand kissed by Viktor.

“Hot, isnt it?” She said sitting next to you. “Viktors gone to get us drinks. Would you care to join us?”

“No, we dont care to join you and Viktor.” Ron said annoyed.

“Speak for yourself” you mumbled.

“Whats got your wand in a knot?” Hermione said asking Ron.

“He’s a durmstrang! Youre fraternizing with the enemy.”

“The enemy? Who was it wanting his autograph? Besides the whole point of the tournament… is international magical corporation! To make friends.”

“Huh, i think hes got a bit more than friendship on his mind.”

Hermione then left bothered by him.

“Ron, whats up with you? If you wanted to ask Hermione to the dance you shouldve asked before Viktor did! God. I’ll go check up on her” you said scolding Ron before turning to Harry, who nodded.

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Ron later then walked up to you and Hermione, who were walking out of the Hall saying “He’s using you.”

“How dare you! Besides, I can take care of myself!”

“Doubt it! He’s way too old.”

“What? That’s what you think?!”

“Yeah, that’s what i think!”

“You know the solution then, dont you?” You said to Ron defending the girl you love.

“Go on.” He said

“Next time, there’s a ball, pluck up the courage to ask me before someone else does and not as a last resort!” Hermione said breaking out in tears.

“Well.. i- that’s just- thats just completely off the point! Harry!”

“Where have you been!” You said concerned.

“Nevermind that! Off to bed, both of you!” Hermione said already bothered.

The two boys listened storming off causing Hermione then to break down on your shoulder.

You sat the girl down letting her cry on your shoulder as much as he needed to.

“He’s such an idiot! I despise that guy, i really do!” She sobbed out.

“I know, it’s okay” you said leaning your head on top of hers.

“I wish you were a guy sometimes… maybe then i could be with you..” she mumbled out.

“what?”

She froze realizing what she said.

“Gosh, dont tell me i said that out loud..” she said.

“You did.. hey do you wanna discuss this somewhere more privately?” You asked before she nodded.

You went to a more secluded place with no other students around.

“I dont like Harry.” You said

“What?”

“I never did, you just assumed so, so i let it happen and… i didnt want to tell you that it’s always been you..” you said

Hermione felt tears rolling down her face even more.

“All this time, i thought it was Harry… and I knew i couldnt compete with him, because… He is after all the chosen one and..” she choked out before you pressed your lips against hers.

You cupped her face.

And she kissed you back.

That was all the confirmation you needed.

“I love you.” She mumbled.

“I love you too.”

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ITS LEADING ME ON

EVERYTIME WE TOUCH !

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Pairing :: SITUATIONSHIP! megumi x fem! Reader

Content :: Megumi is unsure how to feel about reader, let alone how to avoid making the reader feel so unloveable. Basically hes afraid of affection and is an avoidant.

Content warning :: none, js some angst, might be OOC tho, They’re second years in this AU cuz i said so, not really canon w the story line

Ong i lowk hate ts 🫩🫩

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On a late winter night you caught yourself going to megumis room. The both of you had discussed and planned a meet up there, you just had to be a bit sneaky, because you couldnt afford to get caught.

You knocked on his door lightly and before you knew it, it was open.

“Hey” you said with a smile. “Hi” he greeted back. He was always rather quiet and nonchalant. The both of you werent dating, let alone in a talking stage or anything.

You were what others would consider friends with benefits, except none of you ever asked, it just happened. Nobody knew, but the tension was there, so they noticed. I mean please, how could they not?

The stares theyd give each other when they thought no one was looking, the smiles, how Megumi’s guard is down around her, the way he treats her as if she were fragile, when hes not even this careful with Nobara or Maki, or heck, anyone!

You made your way to his bed, laying on it comfortably, before he made his way to you embracing you and lying with you.

It was a mere silent embrace, not the uncomfortable, awkward silence, but rather the comfortable kind where the both of you just understood each other without any words having to be uttered.

You closed your eyes for a bit enjoying the embrace. You were always wondering what he thought of you. If you were just someone he was playing, if he didnt see you the same way.

You didnt know, but you didnt want this to end, so you just never said anything, and it was safe to assume it was for the better.

“Are you okay? You seem a bit out of it.” He asked breaking you out of your overthinking thoughts.

“Yeah, im alright, just thinking.” You replied.

“About what? You can always tell me, y’know?” He said looking at you.

There it was again. That stare that could never have you figure him out. He would stare at you as if you were the only girl in the world, yet would casually friendzone you.

“Just life in general… I’m tired, mind if i sleep here?” You asked cheekily,

“Not at all, just make sure to wake up earlier so we dont get caught.” He replied.

Right. You guys werent official, itd be weird to find you in his bed.

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Time skip to the next day.

“Hey, what are you and Y/n anyway? There’s so much tension between you two.” You heard Yuuji ask.

Was it smart to be spying on your friends talking to your situationship? Nope. Were you still doing it? Yes.

“There’s nothing going on between us. We’re just friends.” The black haired boy said before adding “i dont even like her like that.”

Now that hurt. Did all the kisses, embraces, intimate moments mean nothing to him? Were you just a game to him?

“A bit harsh dont ya think? C’monnn you both would be so perfect together! Grumpy and Sunshine, so adorable. And dont say that, you know deep down you like her” Nobara said trying to get him to spill the truth.

“Like i said, there’s nothing going on between me and Y/n. Thatd be like me saying you and Yuuji have something going on.” Megumi answered slightly bothered.

“Okay first off, ew! Thats homie right there, second off, stop lying to yourself, you know you love the girl, i dont know why you’re being so avoidant towards her but she loves you and you know it.” Nobara said defending you as if her life depended on it but also kinda pushing him.

“Yeah exactly! Me and Kugisaki are literally the bestest of besties, and plus we dont look at each other the way you two do!” Yuuji added on.

“And lets not forget this morning where-“ she said before the pink haired boy cut her off.

“PSH!!! They dont know we saw!!” He hushed her.

Megumi just deadpanned because he knew what they were talking about.

“We dont have anything going on, like i said, we’re just friends and i am NOT into her. The only reason i let Y/n come into my room and embraced her was because she couldnt sleep and i was merely doing her a favour.” He said clearly bothered.

“As if you’d do the same for anyone else. God youre so stupid! This is why you’ll never find a girlfriend!!!” Kugisaki huffed before leaving, only to find you right outside the door.

“Y/n-“ she said before seeing the tears roll down your face.

She frowned “come on, lets go to my dorm and talk about it.”

You were grateful for her. You really were and before you knew it you were crying your heart out to her. In her embrace.

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With Yuuji and Megumi

“You sure you’re not into her?”

“I think i am.. i just hate to be leading her on like this, because she deserves way better and… I dont want to hurt her, it’s like everyone close to me always gets hurt.” Megumi said finally breathing a sigh of relief.

“Dont you realize youre hurting her more just by not telling her anything?” Yuuji told him, but Megumi couldn’t say anything. He knew the pinkie was right.

“What can i do though? I dont want to ruin this.”

“Be honest with her, you wont get anywhere if you keep going like this — and honestly?? Not only are you gonna lose the woman you love, you’ll end up seeing her with someone else. Is that really what you want?”

“No-“

“Then be honest with her, she’s obviously hurting with the way you wont confess.”

“You’re right.. I’ll think about it.”

“Whats there to think about? She’s so madly in love with you. If you dont want her, stop leading her on.”

Megumi listened and Yuuji was right.

He didnt want to lose you. Youre too special to him, he loves you. More than he might imagine.

He feels guilty.

“I cant tell her.. im terrified of intimacy.”

“You have to overcome that fear.”

Megumi just stood up and left the room causing Yuuji to frown and huff.

“You know im right!!! Think about it will ya??” He yelled.

He was thinking about asking Gojo for advice, but honestly, Gojo would just bother him even more so Megumi locked himself in his dorm before opening his phone and sending you a message.

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messages

Gumii

hey

Can you meet at the tree near the training ground at 10pm?

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You stared at the message. You had just finished bawling your eyes out for a good 2 hours to Nobara because of HIM.

Now if she were still here, she’d beat the crap out of you for even considering texting him.

So what do you do? Obviously agree to meet him.

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You

Yeah, ill be there!!

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You stared at your phone. You had to pretend you didnt hear anything. You didn’t want to lose him. You adored him too much.

You stared at the ceiling, before checking the time.

8pm

You had enough time to get ready, so you slowly started getting ready and before you know it

It was 9:45pm.

So you slowly made your way to the tree. Sitting down and gazing at the stars.

A figure started approaching you. You turned around and saw Megumi.

“Hey!” You smiled seeing him. “Hi” he smiled back before sitting next to you.

“God its so cold out lately. Im upset we dont have any snow though.” You huffed shivering slightly,

He took off his scarf placing it around you. “Hopefully this’ll keep you warmer” he said softly ensuring you were warm.

Your face was flushed. Because of the cold? Or him? Both to be honest!

He leaned in pressing a kiss to your forehead.

Thats just mean, he cant go around saying he’s uninterested and start doing small actions like this.. you smiled and yet felt so sad at the same time.

“Hey, megumi…” you started

“Hm?”

“What are we?” You asked looking at him. Hoping to hear an answer from him. You finally felt brave to ask. This was either gonna ruin everything or make everything so much better for the both of you.

“Dont ask me that…” he said frowning.

“Why not? Im sick and tired of being such a fool for you only to not be able to call you my boyfriend. You can’t just kiss me and go around calling me a friend! That conversation with Yuuji and Nobara? I heard it all. Please, just be honest with me, do you like me at all?”

“I do-“ he said with widened eyes before you cut him off.

“Then say it! You keep saying youre not into me and yet go around being so affectionate to me. If this is what you do with every one of your friends, i dont want to be your friend, lover or anything!” You said with a frown unable to control the tears spilling.

He stared at you speechless, he didnt know what to say at all, he wasn’t used to you being this confrontational.

“Y/n I.. you just deserve better than me..”

“Am i not worth being better for?? God it bothers me each time we touch. Please just be honest with me, why? Why are you not into me?”

“I’m inlove with you. Im terrified of love, I’m not the best option for you, you’ll just get hurt.”

“Goodness, i’d die if it meant i’d die with you! Dont you get it? I’ve loved you ever since i’ve known you!” You said continuing to sob.

He frowned staring at you before cupping your face and wiping your tears.

He leaned in kissing you, this was different from your usual kisses. It felt that way, you kissed back.

This could be the last time you would ever kiss and you had to accept that.

“I love you. More than you could ever imagine. Im just-“ the boy said

“Scared? I’ll be with you as much as you need me to be just so you’ll overcome that fear.”

He smiled at you before placing his head on your shoulder, allowing him to be vulnerable.

“I wanna be your boyfriend. Will you let me?”

“Always.” You said embracing him and intertwining your fingers. And before you knew it, the first snowflake fell on your hands.

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A/N :: Yayayaya happy end!!! Anyway this was just something i lowk pulled out of my ass at midnight cause boredom hit me and i was very inspired by cas. Wrote this cuz im getting the worst mixed signals ever rn myself as well 🥹🥹 (except we’re both just avoidant and less confrontational)

Hope you liked my first story ☺️☺️