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โ warnings: pope cody x f!reader, 1.5k wc, fluff, angst, small sexual themes, nicknames [princess, baby], probably ooc pope - Iโve never written for him and I'm rusty with writing as well, a little manipulative!pope.
โ a/n: i havent written in FOREVER and idk why but i got a small brust of inspo to write for pope because im in a very shawn hatosy era of my life and i just started animal kingdom (so if he's a lil out of character that's why) and have become obsessed with him.
Ex Bf!Pope Cody who is still deeply deeply in love with you and regrets every day since that he let Smurf weasel her way between you two and break you up before he got locked up.
Ex Bf!Pope Cody who thinks about you every hour, every second he is locked up in folsom and dreams of you every night he falls asleep in his cold cramped cell. Heโs written you countless letters about how he misses you, how much he still loves you, and how youโre all he needs. Countless letters he never sent but also never threw out.
Ex Bf!Pope Cody who asks his brothers about you the second he's out. He tries his best to not scowl when heโs told that you have got a new guy youโve been hanging around.
Ex Bf!Pope Cody who remembers your whole routine down to the exact minute from before he went away. Heโs relieved to find out it hasnโt changed much. He spends a few days simply watching you, Heโs never been more grateful for tinted windows. Except maybe for that night he snuck you out when the two of you were teenagers and he took you down to the beach.
Popeโs so lost in the memory of your first time that the breath nearly gets knocked out of his chest when he catches sight of you again. You were walking out of your apartment building to head to work but you looked just as beautiful as the day he went away. If not more beautiful, he has to stop himself from jumping out and just grabbing you and kissing you senseless.
Ex Bf!Pope Cody who creates an opportunity to โrunโ into you at the grocery store.
Ex Bf!Pope Cody who acts civil and sweet when you bump into each other, trying his hardest to ignore the sharp pain deep in his chest when he asks how youโve been and you bring up your new boyfriend.
Ex Bf!Pope Cody who tells you about him getting out early on good behavior and about Julia. He doesnโt really know why he says it, you were just always such an easy person for him to talk to he canโt help it.
It's well worth it however when you run your soft hand from his shoulder down his arm, lightly squeezing his bicep in an attempt to comfort him. Your voice drips in a softness that makes a shiver run down his spine at the familiarness of it all as you coo at him. โOh my god andrew, Iโm so sorryโ
His hands itch so bad to smooth away the furrow in your brow and wipe away the tears he can see slowly start slipping down your cheeks, that he has to stuff them in his pockets to stop himself.
He even tells you about her kid whoโs staying in his old bedroom, he finds a sick sort of satisfaction knowing you still care about him when you immediately ask him where heโs staying then.
Ex Bf!Pope Cody who keeps creating opportunities to run into you now that heโs back home. At your gym, At the beach, At the laundry mat, At the mall, Just about anywhere he possibly can.
Ex Bf!Pope Cody who snakes his way back into your life under the guise of friendship and comfort, you were the only other person besides his family who knew all about Julia. You were her best friend when the three of you were younger after all. Pope thinks he likes getting to talk to you about her and reminisce, he doesn't get to do that at home.
Ex Bf!Pope Cody who continues to stalk you and collects little details about your new boyfriend until he has enough. Pope finds himself fighting the urge to punch the man in the face every time he watches him touch you let alone kiss you, resorting to clenching his fist and looking away until he hears you tell him bye and the strain in his heart subsides.
Ex Bf!Pope Cody who breaks into your boyfriend's apartment. Dragging the bastard out of bed and waking him up with pointing a gun to his forehead. Threatening him to stay away from you, Pope tells him that heโs gonna leave you and oceanside tonight unless he wants his brain splattered across his expensive apartment's carpet.
Ex Bf!Pope Cody who you go crying to when your boyfriend just up and breaks up with you without reason. Calling him that morning crying your eyes out and asking him to come over through your soft sniffles. Collapsing into his arms the second you open the door โ โItโs okay princess, iโm here, I'm here youโll be okayโ he whispers as he pressed a kiss to the side of your head, trying to suppress the smirk blooming on his face.
Ex Bf!Pope Cody who continues to be there for you as a โfriendโ as you try dating again, though he hates it and secretly threatens those men as well to dump you or ghost you. Youโre his after all and heโs not letting you go this time, heโll be damned if he makes that mistake again.
Ex Bf!Pope Cody that tells you โ โNo, there is nothing wrong with you babyโ when you ask him whatโs so wrong with you that no guy wants to date you. Who pulls you into his lap, nuzzling his nose in the crook of your neck and lightly kissing up it, causing you to whine softly. The sound shoots straight to Pope's cock.
His hands slip under the sleep shirt you had on when he came over, an old shirt heโs 80% sure is his from high school you stole years ago. His big hands rub over your back before sliding down as he squeezes your waist. Letting you cling to him and bury your face in his chest as your tears stain his shirt. If you happen to feel the bulge in his jeans when your hips wiggle to get comfortable you don't say a thing about it.
Ex Bf!Pope Cody who comes to your doorstep after a job gone bad and lets you stand between his spread thighs, your tender hands cleaning and patching him up. He doesn't even care if you lecture him the whole time. Going on about how he really shouldn't be doing jobs, he just got out of jail for gods sake and if heโs gotta help then he should at least care about his safety. He finds himself smiling softly down at you the whole time, his breath hitching however when you finish up and press your lips to each of his bruised and bloody knuckles. โI wonโt always be able to kiss it better Andyโ you whisper against his curls as you thread your fingers through them when he pulls your body tight against him.
Ex Bf!Pope Cody that spends just about every cent he gets from jobs on you. Buying your groceries for you, paying for your rent when you whine about having to work overtime to cover it, buying you as many pretty dresses and sexy heels he can just to make you model them for him, leading to him buying you another shoe rack when your collection overflows your original one. Taking you out to nice dinners as an excuse to get you dolled up for him.
Ex Bf!Pope Cody who spends just about every night at your apartment in your bed with your soft body wrapped around him, not caring how easily the lies slip off his tongue to Smurf about where he goes at night when she asks.
Ex Bf!Pope Cody who is absolutely dumbfounded when you attempt to set him up with one of your friends. โWhat the fuck would you do that for princess?!โ he growls out after coming back to yours from the stupid double date you had set up, his voice coming out a tad more raw and rough then he intended it to.
โYou deserve a nice girl Andy, I just thought youโd like her, you didn't have to be such a dick about it and to her the whole time.โ you groan out, an edge to your voice Pope hadnโt really heard sense the night he broke up with you. His body tenses at the memory of it, he shakes his head and lets out a scoff, throwing his hands up as he starts pacing back and forth in your kitchen. โWhatโs so wrong with that? Donโt you wanna be with somebody?โ you ask, a little clueless as to what his whole aversion to dating is really about.
โI donโt want a nice girl! I donโt want to just date anybody, I want you!โ the dam of his emotions breaking free as he stops in front of you and grabs ahold of your face. His voice cracking near the end as a small pout forms on his beautiful face. โI still love you princessโฆโ he whispers softly as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.
Ex Bf!Pope Cody whoโs heart feels like itโs about to either break all over again or jump out of his chest as the only reaction you let out is a small soft โ โoh, andyโ
โ a/n: if thereโs anything misspelled or wrong thats cause i didnt really proofread. I left the end open ended because i lowkey want to write more for ex bf!pope but also couldn't tell if i should've made/wanted to make it an angst ending or a happy one. let me know if yall want a part 2 hopefully i can stay out of my writing block!!
